the days I counted is now all disappearing..
the days I counted was the days I last saw you
it has been quite a while now
before I even said hi to you
I sort of left you some where in my heart
all locked up and not even thinking of you
that is until I saw your pictures
you look the same
but there was something wrong with the pictures
it sort of looked warm
it felt like it had more love in it
and then I noticed
in the picture there was a 'her'
it was as if I am seeing a couple
NO!
I AM seeing a couple.. lovely indeed
but I don't feel happy, why?
after seeing the pictures
I felt a warm tear rolling down my cheeks
I felt a crunched up feeling right under my tummy
I felt a heart ache
I don't know why? I thought I had forgotten all about you
I just realized
you were always in my heart.. never once left
but I guess in your heart I don't even exist anymore
because you have her..
you have HER!
OMG!
*sigh*
I might as well just leave this feeling
but how!? I have been trying all these years!
tell me HOW!!!!!!
