poems and poems!!!

"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
to the last syllable of recoded time,
And all our yesterdays have LIGHTED FOOLS
the way to DUSTY DEATH. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow,, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot! full of sound and fury
signifying NOTHING............."

*g0sh...
i guess his life sucks more than mine huh?
he is one good poet..
this poem makes me so sick and sad..
???????
haha~
i guess life is meaningless..
for him that is..
=P
for me? in some angle's of my life IS miserable but i don't really find it meaningless...
God gave me this life so it must really mean more than meaningless!!!
=)

"I will arise and go now,
and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there,
of clay and wattles made.
Nine bean-rows will I have there,
a hive for the honey bee
and live alone in the bee-loud glade.
And I shall have some peace there,
foe peace comes dropping slow.
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There's midnight's all glimmer,
and noon a purple glow.
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day.
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore.
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements Grey.
I hear it in deep heart's core........."

wow!
i love this poem the MOST!
want to know why?
because i want to be in that nice place too!
anti-youngest sister!!!
anti-noise pollution!!
wow...
peace...serene...
so nice..
who wouldn't wish for that kind of place must be insane!
hehe^^
the most i like about it is because it has a small little cabin!
the cabin must be very cozy..
*gosh*
i want!!!
i want a little cozy cabin too!
=P

"He saw a dead crow in a drain
near the post office.
He saw an old man
gasping for air
and a baby barely able to breathe
in a crowded morning clinic.
This land is so rich.
Why should we suffer like this?!

I want clean air
for my grandchildren.
I want the damned fools
to leave the forest alone.
I want the trees to grow,
the rivers run free,
and the earth covered with grass.
Let the politicians plan how we may live with dignity,
now and ALWAYS!!!!!!!........."

yea yea yea!!!
this poet rocks to the max!!!
yea..
i want clean air for my grandchildren!!!
yea..
but how could i have grandchildren if i don't have any children??? =D
hehe^^
erm..
i think i have to go now..
that's all for today..
actually i wrote the blog bout poems is mostly because i'm bored and i'm doing literature!!
wakakakakaka^^
okay not funny..
ishhhhhhh..
sayo nara..

xoxo

wat a "GOD BLESSED ME" day..

olla!
=)
i can't really help myself not smiling today!
haha~
u wana know why?
its because i feel so blessed today..
okay it goes like this..
my dad force me to study study study like the whole week just to catch one darn movie!
sad huh?
so as a little good angel that i am.. i did!
i was lyin on the couch reading SCIENCE!!
haha
and not to forget the music! which is always FLY FM!!
then suddenly i heard the Deejay, hafiz, said it was the hour for fly's movie of the month!
and they're giving away 4 tickets for the movie..
so i tried my luck since i watched the behind the scenes of MADE OF HONOUR which i think its awesome..
so i typed in ********* to *****!
and suddenly a anonymous number rang my hp..
and i thought it was any of my friends that ring me for fun..
so i answered!
and guess wat?!?!?
it was FLY FM!!!
i won not only 4 tickets to the movie at Cineplax Damansara, but oso merchandise and 2 invites to dunno-wat-wedding-thingy..
fuyoh huh?
okay..
i was blurred but happy...
i was so happy..
i called up serene and told her!
haha^^
its so cool
i even heard my own voice in the radio!'
cool!!!
but that is one thing i have to confess..
i don't know wat the hell is the thing i won except the merchandise and the tickets..
the other thing i was really lost..
wazzat?!?!?
ish..
i wana ask but i was too excited to ask..
aiyo..wat the hell..
but nevermind!
all i wan is the MERCHANDISE!!
wakakakaka^^
i am so happy..
i feel that today i was blessed by JESUS..
haha..
dramatic bitch..
nyways..
i just wana tell u peeps out there not to give up!
keep trying who knows wat will u get..
=)
anyways i LOVE FLY FM!!!
muakx...

hehe^^
i do love 'em!
=)
kk..
i guess that's all for today's good news..
so long...

Toodles..
xoxo

what a sad story..

talking about a BAD DAY!!
u know whats so sad?
its my little cousin.. i call him lok lok..
my uncle and aunt (L.L's parents) left him in KL wit my grandma for a week!
i know L.L is usually naughty but he doesn't deserve to be treated like that!
in the last post i said i was in KL right?
yup..
i went to my grandma's house and slept there overnight..
then when i reached the house he was there..
talk about a SHOCK..
i was asking my grandma why is he there n where is aunt and uncle?
my grandma said he has been there like for almost a week and a half??
she said they left him there because they can't take care of him and plus he is very naughty..
in my heart he is so adorable!
i guess they are just irresponsible?!?!?!
my little cousin cried this morning cause he misses his mother and father and his sister!
my heart was crying with him!
i see his pity eyes! and his tears falling drops by drops!
i can't stand seeing him like that!
so i decided to brag my parents to bring him back to his family!
haha^^
so at last they said OKAY!
yay!
i was jumping with joy! same goes to L.L too!
haha.....
so we all sat back in the car and drove back home!
lalalalala~
on the Karak highway, some POSH cars aka racing cars drove by~
i love the sound they make when they pass by our car..
it has the sound.. VROOOOOM..
hahahahaha!
*lame*!
there's some vibrations to the sound!
thats why i like it..
hmmmm~
then later..
there was some drizzle..
then it stopped...
later we pass by an accident scene!
you know what?!
this was THE FIRST TIME i saw a body from the accident!
i dunno whether she's dead or what!
but her body was full of blood!
oh GOD!
i feel so useless since i'm a st.johner!
i should have ask my dad and stop the car!
it probably made some difference!
probably she lives?!
and i wouldn't have to feel useless!
i feel so useless and hopeless now!
i feel so bad! and evil not helping that poor woman!
she probably has some children at home..
and she probably was speeding just to rush home in time to see them!
*sobs*
*SOBS*
i feel like crying now..
but my dad says its not my fault..
and its too late to turn back..
*sigh*
i just pray and hope that some kind hearted person saves her!
='(
oh LORD bless that pity woman.. and her kids too..

okay..
END of my day!
just eaten crocodile rock pizza's!
haha
damn full!
hehe^^
gotta go..
see ya!
God bless ya'll!
xoxo

holidays can be really BORING......

hello people of wherever u are in..
haha~
since now is THE holidays..
i could really stick my face on the laptop all day long since i really have nothing to do..
NO PLANS, NO FRIENDS and it all brings me to only one solution which is NO FUN!
aihs...
life..
wat shud i do to make fun!?
2 long weeks of boredness?
i really cant believe i find KL boring!
i guess its just probably i have been here like a million times!
aihs..
shopping just sucks without my usual bitches helping me choose the right pieces..
aiks..!!!
holidays..
what can i say about 'em?
hmmmm~
i always wish that holidays will come sooner when im in school!
but when holidays are here i wish school will appear!
aiks..
why?!?!?!?!?!?!
my life..
hmmmm~
lets see..
what can i do to get away from boredom?
shopping are totally outta my list now..
haha..
dun really know why..
i guess i just don't really have the mood to shop..
hemmmmmm~
my annoying cousins.. (very young ones)
they are so annoying..
they bite, they scream on top of their voice..
and disturb me typing my blog!!!
ANNOYING is the word to describe 'em..
now now hannah..
relax..
one day more..
just take a deep breathe and be patient..
they'll grow up soon right??
hahahaha!
i'll torture them back when they are old enuf!!!
wakakakaka...
revenge!!!
muahahahaha..
they put me through hell just now..
their turn will come..
kaka^^
i'm so evil..
but i love it..
hahahahaha..
okay..
back to the topic..
can anyone save me??!?!?!?!
ish*
kk la..
i gotta go now..
bro wana use this laptop..
so FINE..
happy holidays citizens of wherever u are in..
hahaha^^
bye~~
xoxo

oh no no!!!

my exams..
again exams!
aihs..
cant time go any faster?
or shud it be.. can time be turned back??
='(
aiks.......
all i can say is that my exams sucked!
aihh
why shud i be tortured?!
sobs sobs..
can anyone save me?
ish...

exams exams exams! (to the exact..)

why does life have to include studies??!?!?!!!
it just makes it worst and miserable!
argh!
i'm so annoyed and stressed up now days..
i can't even think straight..
all negatives are popping in my head when they arent welcome at all!!
ish...
hemmmmmmm~
exams just started this week..
my sejarah sux.. geo too!
aiks..
kk la..
just waana wish those that are taking exams GOOD LUCK in surviving the horror...

xoxo..

i gotta set my mind straight and do what i do!!!

big BIG BIG BIG SIGH...
i keep lying to myself saying that i would change!
change to be a better person..
a better student..
a better daughter..
bad sad..
i've noticed i havent change a bit..
i really wana change!!! i do!
but all i do is sit there and dream about me changing..
but i'm doing nothing..
oh GOODNESS..
how useless can i be!
LIFE!!! (its so dangerous.. stay away from it if possible...)
ish*
save me..
i feel hurt seeing that my parents can't do anything to help me!
i know i am rebelious but i'm a human too...
I KNOW WHAT HURTS!
i really am sorry that i'm helpless!
but if really one day i do change..
change me.. and find a way to turn back to the path that i'm suppose to go..
i hope they'll see that..
i really do..
(ok what am i crapping??)
i gotta stand my ground!
no matter how hard it is!
HANNAH GAMBATEH!!
i know i can do it..
i always can but just never seem to realize it.. (Colbie Calliat)
and what matters the most is i have to believe..
"who knows what miracles we can achieve.."
(Mariah Carey and Whitney Housten)
=P
okay..
i gotta change!
that's the main thing!
that's what i wana achieve!
GO HANNAH (crowds cheering!!)
YES!
i love the feeling of feeling new!!
wakakaka..
bwahahaha.
so long!
au revoir.....
BYE..
tata~
hope u'll be able to see the new me next time!
xoxo...

fire fire fire!!! save me!!

oh goodness!
i almost got burnt like a carcoal back then in school!!
it started off like dis..
i had science today so we went to the lab..
and we had to do an experiment..
so i did wat teacher say..
i had to burn a limestone..
then one BITCH came along and wanted fire..
and u know wat?
she just took her bunsen burner and twist the thing and gas flew out...
and it was so huge..
plus i was in front of the fire..
my face was in the fire or was the fire in me??
lol..
it was a flash of red, hot fire!!!
i almost got burnt!
gosh..
wat the shit is wrong wit that ass??
if she wants fire at least ask rite?
not only me would be harmed but my beloved friends around me!
i guess she's insane!!
argh!
wat an annoying day..!!!
PS: beloved readers..
stay away from fire...hs

scrabble competition!!!!!!!!

This is one brain storming day!

even worst than when exam's near!

everyone was so annoyingly great!

ish**********

this comp. was held in SMART school..

my team's name is CHAMP gals.. sad.. i guess we are the champ from the last..

*sobs sobs*

we didnt win anything!

and we only got certs..

sad huh?

sobs sobs..

but its just for fun nyways n experience of brain storming!!!

=P

we didnt expect much though..

we knew we wouldnt get top 5.. so wat bout top 3????

lolx..

wat to do?

u know wat?

its so weird..

the first game i played was wit SABS..

and i should be shaking right?

but no?? my opponent shook like a leaf in the wind!!!

lolx..

and worst still i have to teach her the rules during the game!!!

what?!?!??!?!?!

the 2nd game..

hmmmm~

i lost badly..

very bad indeed!!!

i only got 144 pt and my opp. gotr 402??!?!?!?!??!

and the spread was -258 for me!!!

WHAT?!?!??!?!?!?!

sad huh?

*sniff*

his name was MOHD IKHWAN ISKANDAR!!

he was so LC u know???

he said to his friend that even if i speak good english i still lost!!!

what the shit is wrong wit him!

win adi still not happy meh?

wana stab me in the heart somemore!

wat a MOTHER F*CKER!!!

he suck..

ish..

face dah lah ugly!! still wana make noise..

plus he's a shorty..

sad for him..

=PPPPPP

3rd game was okay..

i lost again!

my opp. was coughing wit her mouth open!!!

VIRUS!!!

*scoff* (thnx darsyi for teaching me that word)

thank God i have my shield if not i wud kena her virus!!

ish ish!!

4th game!!!

argh!!!

i was leading first but she stole my plan!!!!

argh..

but at least i made friends wit her..

hmmmmmm~

her name was Xiu Li.. (pretty too)

and the last game..

i lost...

to Annabel..

i cant believe she over took me!

aiyo..

i suck..

=d

but nevermind..

at least i have an experience!

lolx..

hmmmmm~

here's some pics...

wana see??

here's Alisson..

lolx..

she lost to a form two guy..

hmmm~

i think i hv his pic somewhere in my hp..

wait ya???

yaya.. its dis dude.. his name is something that starts wit NG???

lolx huh?

damn noisy la he and Ali..

ish...

its like mosquito in my ears..

but i think they have chemistry...

lolx..

shhhhhhh...

kkkkkkkkkkkkkk~

i gtg...

stay tuned to MY blog..

=P

bye~

xoxo...

photos of moi!! ( i )

Labour DAY!! but.......

suck man! this just suck!

lame and lamer!

aiyo..

someone please kill me!

the weather is HOTTTTTTT and the noise are LOUD..

my ears are bursting!

sweats are pouring!

labour day should means REST!!

i ain't resting..

my parents are like "hannah! study! study! and more STUDY!!"

gosh...

now whenever i close my eyes i see words and words only!

*sobs*

i miss my darling lar!

where are u when i need u???

what are u doing?

are u thinking of me?

aihs...

"hush! hannah dun think of him lar..!

focus!!!!!"

LIFE is so meaningless!

u know why?

cos i feel so hopeless!

scrabble comp is a few hours away n i'm here doing wat?

day dreaming!!!

aiyo!

snap it out!

i cant breathe...

i cant help myself of thinkin abt him..

why? why do i care?

or shud the question be am i in love???

oh good LORD...

save my soul!

I LOVE U dear! muahx! xoxo

tata..