BRIBE means (to me) that you are incapable of doing anything! you have NO TALENTS or what so ever that's why you have to use people! you use people's weaknesses! and THAT for me is evil!! that to me.. (since you are a Christian) is disgraceful! never mind.. I'm sure one day a punishment would be given to you! =) I'll wait for that to come!
and YOU on the other hand! you back stabbing, thousand faced snake! I cant believe you could do that to a friend of yours that trust you so much! you.. and YOU! are both equally evil and such a shameful disgrace! I seriously cant take this..
I don't care.. I don't want to care! you want to sin.. go ahead! I mean like.. if you don't deserve it that you don't! why do you have to force?!
anyway, DARSYANAH and THIVIYA has explanations for me! they asked me to go to school today.. but they didn't showed up! idiots! I was so furious!
PS: I am so lazy to blog! YOU idiot made my mood like this! you should be proud of yourself eh?!
PPS: so what if your sister is a fucking lawyer! do I look like I care.. if its OUR problem.. then its OUR problem.. if you pull another soul in our matter that means you are WEAK!
PPPS: MGSS band won! great?
PPPPS: no mood.. simply no mood at all!! =(
Love, Hannah
I hate today!
no actually it wasn't THAT bad..
LOL! it was OK! my teachers' didn't complain much! except Pn.Wee.. she said I was a chatter box in class.. and said my Bio was dropping and dropping! =(
WATEVER! sod that thought.. I WILL do something about it.. just need some time.. LOL
everything is so clamped up!
can I don't join IU for next year!? NO I CANT!! I'm the IU director for 2009/2010? LOL kill me!!
so sod that too!
after tuition (Arthur cant make it.. it seems he is having fever.. HIGH fever.. and Dr. Hew said it was a throat disease?! GET WELL SOON U BIG MONKEY!) I waited for my mum.. [AND I FINISHED CONFESSIONS-TAKES MANHATTAN!!] she came.. and we have to pick Ben and Hilda up.. so we reached the teacher's house.. my mum wanted a chat with the teacher to ask about their attitudes in school.. so while she was talking to the teacher.. Ben and Hilda came in the car.. and I made up a suggestion saying that I could drive the car.. so they asked me to do it.. and I did it! I ran to the driver's seat.. and settle my hand on the thingy! that one to switch gears? I switched it to D which obviously I know what it does.. so the car didn't move.. then I thought.. which pedal was the one to get the car to move.. was it the centre one or the right.. I know the left is some useless thing.. so I tried the centre pedal.. and the car didn't move an inch.. so I tried the right.. once my foot set on it.. the car jerked and I let my foot of the pedal.. and the car stopped! SHIT! so scary.. but fun! hahaha.. I kept making the car jerked forward by a few cm slowly.. and we reached at some point which was sort of far from the house and my mum noticed! LOL she gave me a warning look but I didn't bother.. I got out of the car and went back to my ORI seat! LOL my mum didn't scold me though.. HAHAHA! =) she said.. I shud let the left pedal off first.. only the car could move smoothly! LOL! what a weird mum! hahaha..
after that.. I online-d and then ate.. oh ya! I took a shower! HAHA!
cut the story short.. went for Add Math tuition..
during tuition it was fun.. (Arthur wasn't around again) teacher gave us sweets! and he didn't scold me this time! WOW! I feel so happy!! =D
after tuition my parents, Hazel and I went to Giant for some grocery shopping! =) it was fun..
I mean I was hungry.. so hazel and I grabbed some cash from my dad.. and went to the bakery place.. I bought a cupcake.. and the cashier thought I was crazy not putting it in a plastic bag.. and he asked how was he suppose to stick the price thing.. so I said on the cupcake-paper-holder thing la! GEE.. and he kept laughing.. the cupcake slipped of his hands and boom. its gone.. he asked me to get another one.. and still laughed! IDIOT! I mean.. everyone there.. (that was the workers laughed) idiots! I mean like.. HALLO! plastic aren't biodegradable and I was suppose to eat it straight after I paid it so why waste time! GEE! crazy uncivilized humans!
after that we went to the counter and paid all our groceries.. ABOUT TIME!! LoL.. the freaking counter guy don't know how to save space in the plastic bags.. so I have to tell him which to put in which plastic bags.. and we had to suck it in so much until there's no more space. we had like less than 7 plastic bags! how cool was that! but everyone was looking at me helping the guy with the things! and the freaking cashier guy was laughing too! I mean like HALLO! don't u know what is SAVE THE WORLD?! IDIOTS!
anyway..
that's all for today! I gotta go..
Love, Hannah
PS: I am so.. NOT in ****..
OK.. so here is why I don't have time.. BECAUSE OF MY BLOODY BRAINS AND MOUTH THAT KEEPS SAYING YES TO ALL ACTIVITIES AVAILABLE! die..
my schedule!
Friday (26/6)
Saturday (27/6)
Sunday (28/7)
Monday (29/7)
OK! TMI!! TMI! (too much info)
so.. tomorrow! its doom's day!! I'm having HARI PRESTASI!! means my parents would come over to school and take my report card! and I saw.. I got the LAST in class!! I hate being in the first class! I want to go back to second! I miss ALYA! I miss my freedom!! =(
maybe I will change or transfer! yeah!! good idea..
I might go for Tok Sira!! =P or maybe.. hmmm~ I don't know.. some where but MGS! =(
Love, Hannah
PS: I hate accounts!
PPS: =( I feel so down!
PPPS: I hate stingy idiots that wont sponsor! LOL
PPPPS: today's theme is hatred?! LOL
lets play a love game! LOL.. my current song on WMP is Love game.. so WTH.. nice song!
I just came back from school after choir practice.. =) it was nice.. learned a new song called <puppet on a string>.. the song is so cute! xD
and our entrance to the stage is SOOOO cool.. but I don't want to go for the 'raptai' tomorrow! ISH! I want to go find sponsors! =(
OK fine.. I cant do anything about it! I might as well go tell Miss Michelle that I have something to do.. or I could leave Larry and Chalz with Dinish? LOL can oso! =D
now I want to protest! I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY! my parents will KILL ME! I failed accounts! and my results aren't what they expect AT ALL! shit!!! xP
sigh.. if I don't go.. then Pn.Cheam has to handle my parents later on! AIKS! but my form teacher and Add Math teacher hates me so of course their going to shoot me! my living days are so over my buddies! =(
If I die, do me a favor? on my tombstone.. OH NO!.. I don't want to be buried.. I want to be burnt! and my ashes would be splashed in the wide blue ocean so I could swim! =) [Ben is doing that for me! LOVE HIM] oh.. back to the favor.. DO! and I repeat DO not cancel my BLOG ACC! hahaha.. or maybe it could be closed down after my brother updated it with my death pictures?! LOL! that's sooo wrong! =P
oh well.. I had a great time today! missed choir days! I hope next year it would be better? =)
oh ya.. SHY!! are you OK?!
TV: don't be soOOO obsessed bout him.. maybe he just wants you to be friends?! shit la u.. my ears are going to die off if you keep telling me every single detail bout wat he said to u!! LOL
to that father ******: leave her alone! LoL.. and.. erm.. she doesn't wants you!! go find another soul to torture!! =P
to those that are SSOOOO innocent: you are not. if you are.. you wont end up here in my blog! LOL =D and sorry for foul words! =P I cant help my fingers! =D
Love, Hannah
PS: I'm skipping Mr.Leong tomorrow!! Monday humans! I'm coming for you! =P
PPS: I don't want 4 bloody kids DARSH!! you count that thingy WRONGLY! u must have! LOL.. I got trauma of 4's! =P and I don't want WJ! I want.. A!! hahaha! LOL.. maybe not.. who knows?!
PPPS: kids are cute! but I am SOO cuter! =D oh ya! abs are appearing!! yeah!!! =) I think I saw 6!! =D I love me, myself and I!
PPPPS: serene!! are you here!? LOL.. I miss you lots! I want to serenade you with <unbreakable!!> =)
HAPPY PARENTS'/FATHERs' DAY
woke up around 8am.. got ready.. didn't know what to wear actually so I just randomly pulled out a black POLO shirt and a black skirt from Paris.. I didn't purposely wana wear full black but I just randomly picked it out since I was clueless of what to wear..
reached church and saw most of the youth wearing black too! NO actually they were wearing black because it was their dress code since their musicians! LOL
anyway, Jared was the leader.. nice songs! =) will miss him!! he's going to KL (some where in Selangor! LOL) for college.. eh! NO.. its U!! ok.. I usually mix up college with U.. I don't get it! ISH!
so after singing.. we (Jerome, Me, Yan Wen, Patrick, Brandon) went upstairs to practice the 'mime' but we didn't mime anymore since Aunty Kelly didn't understand.. so its like 'acting' loo..
it was OK.. after practicing a few rounds.. Aunty Kelly came and said.. ITS UR TURN.. so we head downstairs and act! it was OK? LOL
then the children danced.. got some gifts for all parents.. then we go up for refreshments.. but no..
my family dragged me to MS. Garden for breakfast! had dim sums!
I saw Wei Kang!! he was working there! oMG! he looked as hot as he was when we depart for secondary! and YES I'm still heads taller than him! =D EDDY!! see that? =D
after BRUNCH! I went back to church for youth.. Kan came.. Aunty Charlotte was talking.. nice having her around! =) she's so nice..
we talked about our body as a temple of God.. so yeah! it was nice.. knowing that piercings are bad! HAHAA!
after church.. we had a little piece of cake (coffee) for Jared's farewell! seriously will miss HIM!!
Hui SHUN fetched me back! WOW so fast! didn't know he could drive already! cant wait for my turn! =)
got home and Kan asked me to go for badminton? I said OK! and yeah.. it was TIRESOME! =)
fun but tiresome! arms were dying! but I cant stop.. seriously.. but in the end I stopped.. =( LOL!
around 4.30 my dad came and picked me up for golf! I hit 150+ balls! stupid Hilda only wanted less than 50! that PIG!
my hands were in pain!! no it was my arms.. OK actually it was my whole body! LOL
I finished up the balls and went straight to the canteen for some sandwich! didn't wait for Hilda because she annoyed me!
after that I went to the pool and swam! freaking Hilda didn't pack my slippers so after swimming I had to wear my shoes out! ISH!!
I swam until 7.15pm! no time to shower since my dad called me out of the pool! I swam for more than 50 laps.. after 50 I lost count! LOL
TIRED! went back home and ate a bit of food.. my stomach didn't allow me to eat much.. felt like vomiting!
after eating Ben, Hilda and I cleaned up since Hazel and mummy prepared the food.. Dad didn't do anything because it was Father's day too!
then I took a shower! and VOILA I'm here! =)
actually I wanted to finish this post before 9.30pm but so many chats were popping out from the blue! LOL!
so now! I'm going to hit the bed! I'm exhausted!!
Love, Hannah
PS: KAN WAI KIN!! nah.. there's your name! LOL he's a BAD boy! =DDDDDD
PPS: time is Gold.. don't waste it
PPPS: kids can be so annoying! especially malay ones! (sorry for being racists! but its from my heart!)
PPPPS: I love the water! I felt like I was a mermaid!! ( NO clamshells ok? LOL!)
PPPPPS: I don't want to wake up in the morning tomorrow! can I skip school mummy?!!!!! =(
PPPPPPS: I love ps's! LOL
PPPPPPPS: I feel like sending this entry thingy.. John gave me the link.. but I'm too tired to think of anything! will do it later! =) link is here for those who loves to crap! =D http://www.mtvasia.com/Funstuff/Contests/BloggerContest/
PPPPPPPPS: pros and cons work for me!! =D love it!
PPPPPPPPPS: Darsyanah, SOD THAT BITCH!
PPPPPPPPPPS: I think THIS is the longest PS thing ever! =D all smiles!
PPPPPPPPPPPS: I'm going to get my PT!!! =D golf thingy.. xD
PPPPPPPPPPPPS: ciao people!! =P
I want to sleep! I feel like sleeping! haven't been sleeping well this past few days! OH NO!
so I woke up this morning.. went to the English, Math and science fest! it was OK!
I didn't have much fun though.. Darsyi!!! =(
anyway, I saw Alex, Yan Wen, Patrick, Kan and almost the whole KUANTAN! no.. I was kidding..
I walked here.. then there.. everywhere was pretty much crowded! GEE!
St.Thomas booth was so crowded! ish.. and when I got in, it smells like smelly socks! HAHA! ODOURS.. =P
I wasted RM 1.50 on some stupid 'nasi lemak' which has no spoons and expect me to eat with my.. hands?! FISH! so I gave it to my teacher and she assumes it's a make-peace gift or some sort! LOL
so I had some fun.. with Yan Wen with the coloured blocks! LOL
I went back with Darsyi at 10am since she had tuition.. we sent her to tuition then Aunty brought me to MEGA cos Giri wanted to fix his HP.. was fun shopping with them in GIANT! LOL
I saw my primary school teacher.. Madam Yap? she was busy teaching the girls how to dance I didn't want to disturb her.. I was once taught by her u know? =)
so after shopping and stuff we got back into the car.. and Giri wanted to go home.. so Aunty dropped him off.. and it was time to pick Darysi up so I said I don't mind following..
in the car, Aunty gave me advice on my future career (air-stewarding!) =) I feel so happy!!
so we picked Darsyi.. we chat.. then I got home and ate.. so HUNGRY!
went to church later for sketch practice.. it was OK! we didn't do the sketch I made! LOL we changed it to mime! but aunty Kelly didn't like it being mimed so she wanted us to act? ISH!
Yan Wen, Henry, Jerome, Brandon, Patrick and Kan was there! we're acting! NICE!
after practicing I head to the driving range and shoot some balls! WOW! I cant believe my skills aren't rusted yet!!!
it had been months since I last played golf! I played from 4.30pm to 5.45pm then I went to swim!
and guess what?!
swimming was FUN! I kept swimming and swimming non stop!! I love the water! I miss the water!!!!!
I think I went more than 50 laps! I swam from 6pm to 7.15pm!! so cool! I didn't know I had such high stamina! LOL
you know what kept me going on swimming and swimming? easy! it's the love I have towards the water! I love it! I simply love being in the water!! it could be smooth and rough at the same time.. its like my best friend.. I can twirl and twirl.. =) and while swimming I kept thinking to myself.. I would talk to myself.. like my future? present and stuffs like that! =)
after swimming an uncle came up to me and said I was very strong! because he noticed me swimming and swimming! HAHA.. he's an eye specialist! and he said he kept swimming at his own pace and not stopping is because he saw me swimming so much that he accepted my silent challenge!? LOL funny uncle! =)
after swimming and swimming, I went for a quick shower! then hopped into my dad's car.. Ben and him just finished their golf while Hilda and I came out from the pool! such coincidence!
went home.. and ate.. LOL.. parents had dinner.. so.. Hilda, Me, Tina, Hazel and Ben ate together.. we had a great chat? I think I have the weirdest family? LOL we kept burping at each other! and we talked bout gays.. LOL.. very funny!
then I saw Ben slurping his soup with his tongue licking his soup like a dog so I knocked his head.. and he knocked his nose on the edge of the bowl.. then we laughed.. he wanted to scoff but he had a mouth-full of soup so he spit it out from his mouth and his NOSE! ewww! disgusting much! we had a great laugh..! =)
so now I'm here.. chatting.. and yeah.. stuff like that..
OK! I have to go.. I'm very tired indeed! I have to sleep! regain my energy! =)
nites! DREAM BOUT ME!? LOL
love, Hannah
PS: anorexia is not good people! come golf and swimming with me if you want to lose weight! LOL
PPS: HENRY shut UP!!
PPPS: what I want to put here again.. AIKS! brain is not functioning?!
PPPPS: oh ya! I love me! not you.. I can do this! I can! believe me! =)
I'm so f**ked up! I hate my results! they suck.. I suck! I suck the most!
=(
sigh, I don't want to be compared with and neither do I need any comparisons! I HATE COMPARING! and yeah.. you're the best! SO WHAT!? oK! you're not the best! NEVER WILL BE!
I love myself.. so fu*k her!
anyway, I wanted to borrow the other shopaholic book but instead I asked for < The Undomestic Goddess > what is wrong with me?! I should have asked what was up next after Shopaholic! =(
I'm weird I know! but I love myself for who I am so weird counts! =P
I'm going to school tomorrow so that the bus will take me to Taman Pertanian! they're having a fiesta? I'm not sure.. but all I know is that Darsyanah promised she'd stick with me! SO F OFF! LOL..
I miss Serene!! where are you?! LOL! =(
I'm so freaking busy nowadays! WHY!? I'm not really sure? work keeps pilling up.. SIGH! I think I'm losing hair! =P due to stress! yeah.. HANNAH WITH STRESS! its like TSUNAMI in heaven? LOL
OH! Hazel said she signed me up for the air-stewardess course thing! and they will send me a letter later? I'm not sure what Hazel said.. I kept twirling around.. so my ears were blocked.. LOL
I'm not really sure what to post!
OH! I might want to be a journalist too since I love typing crap!! =) hire me! I might ask Jonathan koh koh! =) he will help me, will he? LOL
ok so sod those! lets sleep! my comfy bed is calling my name : "Hannah.. Hannah!!! come to me.. I'm all warm and waiting for you.. Hannah!!"
OK that sounds WRONG! but I think that's what I heard it said! LOL
ciao my friends!
Love ME, Hannah (=
FINE.. I assume you just don't understand! it's a girl's problem! LOL! kidding..
let me finish my title there..
so I haven't been UPDATING my BLOG! and keeping my resolutions true.. BUT YES! I still survived even without BGR!!! OK?! its possible my friends!! =)
I had a whole restless week!! my eyes are.. bulging!! =(
but at least most of everything has settled down nicely..
OK! so now I'm not really sure what I'm suppose to write.. or type..
I usually just *poof* and I type! but now.. freak! my brains aren't working!
fish that! anyways.. I'm reading <the undomestic goddess> =) Cik Norharti lent another book! I finished shopaholic already!! BEX is with LUKE! I want a BF or a husband like Luke Brandon!! can I!? =(
anyway, Eddy just serenaded me! =) I love her voice! MUAHHH! when you're popular, eddy, don't forget me! hahaha.. LOL! don't forget me now too! OK? LOVE YA!
LOL. i think I have to sleep already! my eyes!! MY EYES!!
Love, Hannah
PS: are we? you know.. I mean.. we are? not? yes? =(
PPS: maybe some questions in life are meant to not know! like my accounts result! ='(
PPPS: I miss you, and you, then you and all of you! =)
MUAHHHH
Ok. so I went to school today. lame day! I hate my results! blame it all on me! *sigh*
I suck in studies, seriously! HELP!?
anyways.. my English teacher asked for our Nie Project that was given to us even before our mid-year exams. but we were to busy and in the holidays EVERYONE forgotten about it! so she said she wants it tomorrow! but the latest would be Thursday so it's OK!
Darsyi and I really had 'fun' interviewing people for our project! LOL it was fun.
So after school, I stayed back for the IU night sketch practice and it went alright? I'm not sure how I'm suppose to put it in words.. LOL
then I went off first to YAMAHA for my guitar lessons.. Erlin said I did OK for unbreakable by westlife! =) YAY!
and she taught me how to tune my guitar without the tuner! and also she taught me another song? two songs actually, one is Hero by Enrique and the other is I'm yours by Jason Mraz..
after my lessons I went home and dozed off on my bed while reading Shopaholic and then woke up and rushed for a bath. went for tuition and VOILA I'm here!
I'm staying up late for the freaking Nie project and now I cant stand it so I'm going to sleep! SCREW that project!
PS: I didn't expect that! its.. oh DKDC!
PPS: I might as well just slice my wrist and go to hell because my situation right now is actually FAR MORE worst than that!
PPPS: ohhh screw me!!
Love, Hannah
anyone would want to buy this for me?! i would appreciate it! LOL its so nice!! i want!!!!!!!!
I'm not sure whether I screwed it 100% but I know I did..
I didn't freaking do any revision on India.. like when the interviewers asked me which place of India would I want to stay in if I were to be there? and guess what I said!! I said DUBAI! freaking DUBAI!!! fuck.. anyways.. then they looked confused and asked me what is the CAPITAL of INDIA! and I said "DUBAI la" LOL!! oh no! I'm screwed!
LOL!! but it was nice I think.. they really shot me.. and I hopefully I answered well..
the most hardest question was if my host family were Hindus and they were to go for their worship in the temple.. would I follow? I said yes.. then they said if they (my host family) asked me to do what they're doing in the temple like worshiping or something would I follow? I said NO of course.. but the interviewers said it would offend my host family and what do I do? I said I would explain to them about my own faith in my religion and if they really want me to do it so bad I would just do it but for the fun of it only? and the interviewers finally asked would my actions offend my religion.. I said of course it will but in the end I would ask for forgiveness from Jesus and I'm sure He will understand what I went through and since I didn't do it like with my heart or anything.. so yeah.. I'm sure I'll be alright if I have the faith in my religion.. =) they looked at me and smile.. nodding their heads.. I was pleased for the way I put my words.. LOL it was interesting..
I really enjoyed myself there! I met a lot of people (ok not that much! but still).. was fun! =)
wow.. I seriously wish I would get it.. xD if I do.. give me a list of ur names I would buy souvenirs for u! AHHAHA
Love, Hannah
ok so no one knows I blog? shit.. I feel so down.. LOL Kidding.. i prefer making my blog simple and low key u know?
anyways.. I can't wake up today for morning service due to my over excitement of having a bike to cycle all day long with yesterday!
my thighs are seriously hurting a lot!! I've been cycling for hours! it was so nice feeling the wind brushed up to my face that I didn't realize the pain in my thighs! LOL
OK so.. I went to youth today.. thought of practicing the skit while having the 'talk' but Aunty Kelly didn't let us.. so fine.. I'll have to find a day to bring everyone together and finish it!
we played the boss game again! LOL this time I just keep getting promoted upwards because I was safe!! WEEHEE!
then we had ice-breaking because there was a new guy named Yu-Sheng? =) reminds me of.. LOL
anyways.. I see why Aunty didn't let me go and practice because SHE was the one giving a talk.. and our talk today was about spreading God's glory with our gifts and talents.. that woke me up a bit.. so I'll maybe try to ask aunty whether we need to brush up our youth blog? that would be nice! =)
I guess my talents would mostly be by having sporting stuffs! like dancing.. or some thing else.. but I can type also! I love typing more than I like to talk.. so yeah! LOL
after youth we planned to stay back a little.. for those who wanted more performance for parents day..
we planned to dance to a song called 'one way'.. I'm sure most higher ground humans would know this song! very jumpy indeed!
before dancing.. I took a little ride on Yan Wen's bike since she left hers in the church yesterday because it was raining (but I rode!? LOL).. she sat behind and I rode for a round.. then later.. Richie wanted to ride on it so I sat at the back instead.. but later I found out I hate sitting at the back seat so I decided I rode and he just enjoy the ride! LOL
that was when I found out.. MY THIGHS WERE FRIGGING HURTING!!! so I rode him to a BIG round.. and when I drop him off church.. I was physically shaking the hell out of my legs! so tired!!!!
so I went in church to dance to the beat! it was sort of easy.. no complications like those I usually dance to.. it was nice.. LOL
now I'm back here!! I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do!! =P
PS: OMG! make sure I haven't chat with a stalker!! NO..
PPS: i saw Patrick dance!! LOL.. xD for my first time.. funny guy! hehe
PPPS: I'm not missing anybody anymore! I'm going to where I'm heading and nothing or no one can stop me! =)
PPPPS: want to cycle? LOL
Love, Hannah
I hate shopaholic books now!
no I actually I love them!
*sigh*
I just don't like the way Bex is living her life.. OH! I'm currently on the first book.. ( I finished baby and sister and it was great but the first one!?!? )
Bex keeps spending and spending when she knows she's in debts!! debts with so many banks!! and she keeps buying stuffs that are totally useless and she always give herself an excuse to buy those useless stuffs which is "just take it as an investment!" what the hell!?
anyways.. whenever I read the part where she keeps complaining about the debts I feel so annoyed! LOL she CREATED the debts! ARGH! whats wrong with her!?
LOL! ok la.. I just need to chill.. anyone wants to cycle? you know how to get me which is to ring me!! =)
Love, Hannah
NO I'm not talking about mouth-watering food! LOL
I'm talking about ____________
figure that out yourself!
I have been trying so hard to stay away from, you know! but it seems like I'm going to head to a different direction!
the more I go to the path I have chosen to go to.. I'm tempted to go back to the other path!
don't tempt me! I cant take temptations!
I like _______ but I just cant risk my _________ to be ___________!!!
*sorry about all the ________ because only THAT special some one will understand
______ are not allowed to tempt me back to that path! NO!
I'm sticking to my road where I'm heading and where I want and need to be heading and stick to it!
_____ cant take that away from me! it has been 6 months++ so don't make it any harder! please..
I don't want to.. just please stay far away from me and don't bring me back there!
*sorry again to those who don't understand..
Love, Hannah
PS: my legs are hurting! anyone wants to help to massage my leg? =)
PPS: no I'm not making this PS thing longer today!
PPPS: I like turtles
PPPPS: I love Biology but I cant seem to get it stick to my brain!!
I can be considered DEAD! LOL I'm so tired!
I woke up at 5.30am this morning.. on the laptop and modem.. and found KAN still bloody awake!! LOL! he did say he wasn't going to sleep.. crazy guy!
anyways.. he waited outside my house then we walked to church together.. no actually I walked.. he sort of cycle! LOL! or he could be considered walking but sitting on his bike! LOL!
on the way we chatted.. when we reached we were so freaking early that no one was there.. so we went a few rounds around the neighborhood!
lovely silence in the morning! =)
actually Kan look like Patrick you know? I was like.. wow.. hahaha..
so when people started arriving we started our 'journey' to TC!
Patrick and I were the only one jogging! for the rest that cycled.. it took them less than 15 minutes to reach TC but for me and Patrick!! HAHAHAHAH! we were like turtles.. ('I like turtles' just rang in my head! LOL)
we reached around after 40 minutes so it was OK la.. we played games.. ate.. yeah nice lovely morning!
I learned how to skate board!! NOT PRO of course! but I could balance well after falling once! hahaha.. anyways.. it was fun.. u want the list of who went? OK..
yeah! there is the list.. not much of us but it was fun..
I got DARKER AGAIN!! but I don't care.. I love me for who I am and how I look like! I thank the Lord that has given me such a wonderful self! LOL! and family and friends!! and LIFE
maybe I had been selfish and annoying but now I know.. I can change! =)
so after everything.. we wrapped things up and time to go back home.. Kan, Patrick, Yan Wen and myself cycled together!!! (yeah.. this time Patrick and I got to cycle! hehe) we saw Tok Sira school since I have NEVER been there even ONCE! so it was nice.. I was just outside the gate but I got a lil look of it! =D fair enough
we used the short cut way home (thanks to KAN's GREAT idea.. LOL!).. and got to TC school.. Kan and Patrick went back to Kan's house.. and I fetched Yan Wen back home.. no I didn't actually fetched but I cycled her back and cycled myself back afterwards! it has been a while since I last cycled! =) so I have to cherish my moments with a bike which isn't mine!! but I think I cycled too much today! xD
my leg is aching!!!!
so I got home.. and I have to go back to church like in less than an hour.. I went to Kan's house a while for Ping Pong!! I didn't actually 'played' but I saw Patrick's Parkinson so it was OK! LOL then I went home and ate a little then got some shower since I sweated like so frigging MUCH! and rushed of to church for Parent's day sketch practice!
Practice was.. how do I put it in words? it went OK! LOL! we fixed things up and acted a little bit.. got some mind cleared up and yeah! after being bored of practicing we refreshed our memories of Physics, Chemistry, Add Math, Biology, English and BM! LOL!!! oh and when I mean 'we' I meant Jerome, Yan Wen, Patrick and ME!
so I cycled back here after practice at 4.15pm.. now I'm back home! here.. all shivered in cold rain! =) I cycled in the rain.. I hope I don't catch a cold or something..
so what am I going to do next? keep in touch! ( I sound like a TV host or some thing!! ^,^)
Love, Hannah
had tuition today with Arthur.. Chemistry!!
usually after tuition we'll walk together to his house and my mum will pick me up.. that is because my mum has work to do and another thing is I want to pass by the night market!! xD
its so convenient that I'm addicted to the night market! cheap stuffs! but I realize those food were the ones that gave me my face today so I skipped eating anything from the night market today.. but instead Arthur got something.. and tried to make me fall into some food! LOL! but no.. I have to stay true to myself..
so after buying some things we continued our journey back to his house..
but we passed by an old car named Corolla or something.. then my eyes looked at it and I thought I saw Gorilla instead! LOL I started laughing and pointing at the car and told Arthur.. but sad.. the owner was at the back of us and she stared at me (humiliation!!!!).. I looked at her apologetically and CIAO! LOL! weird owner!! I remember her car plate number so that next time when I bump into her car I'd dash away!! CN 1135.. LOL!
anyways.. I went jogging after tuition when I got home with Ben and I found Kan's house! wow.. its like so frigging near.. tomorrow we're going to meet up in my house and go to church together to meet up with the rest of the others! =) cant wait for tomorrow!
LOL! I'm going to hit the bed now! its 12.07am already.. if I don't sleep now.. I might as well not wake up eh? LOL!
nites.. Love, Hannah
PS: home made orange juice by my mum tasted so BITTER.. sorry mummy.. I know its for my good but yaiks.. you didn't add sugar didn't you? and you forgot to cut off the skin!! LOL anyways.. it is healthy so who cares.. LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT
PPS: I'm so freaking jealous!
PPPS: I miss you daddy..
PPPPS: I miss YOU!
PPPPPS: don't eat night market's food! its nice.. yes. but oily.. A LOT!! ok? a piece of advice from me! food expert? hehehe
PPPPPPS: this might be the longest PS thing I got in my entire blog..
PPPPPPPS: I miss YOU a lot! and you miss me, no? *sigh* I miss him.. seriously!
I cant stop myself from laughing out loud! seriously..
you know what? during Physics tuition just now.. all of a sudden.. some girl's voice(out of the blue)from the neighboring flat or room started groaning (below 18 shouldn't read this! LOL) ! LOUDLY!! I was like! WAT THE HELL!?!?! some guys in my class was like.. laughing.. and ewww! it was very loud indeed!! =P LOL! its like I was in a pub or some sort of prostitute centre! LOL!!
anyways.. it was freaky.. and apart from that.. I was so SLEEPY!!! thanks to Patrick and KAN!! aiyoooooo
Love, Hannah
oh.. PS!!: I think my lil' bro is GROWING WAY TOO FAST! seriously.. hormones ranging and all those stuff (and again.. below 18!! shooo!)! HELP!? and as a bro.. he's being annoying! I got the laptop first and he insisted he needs it (pc games!) and I wouldn't let go of the laptop.. he off-es the modem and left me half stuck in a wonderful conversation!
Ok seriously! I'm not panicking! haha.. What for? (copying Shopaholic! LOL!)
So.. I slept VERY EARLY indeed!! That's how I want to put it.. yeah.. 'Early'!
I slept at the time where I was supposed to wake up during schooling days! Which was around 6am!!?
Actually I hit bed earlier than that but then my frigging brain wouldn't let me rest.. I kept thinking of our chat (Kan and Patrick)
and guess what time I woke up? LOL.. no! NOT 5 of course! I woke up at 2pm! just enough at the right time for lunch! LOL! lazy me.. what a pig right?
I watched the biggest loser in hallmark channel.. then when its 3pm there'll always be movies.. so I watched a movie called..
GRACIE's CHOICE!
a movie based on a true story! so nice.. its so touching..
its about this girl named Gracie.. that has a mum, a sister, and 3 brothers.. she's the oldest among all of them (not mum of course!)
Frigging mum was a drunkard and a drug addict so they had a hectic life.. so Gracie took her mum's place to take care of her family! a very touching story!
I seriously cried.. like literally! how could I not! its NICE! and it made me realize that there are such people in the world and I should appreciate what I have now and to do my best to help those that needs help..
just imagine me in Gracie's shoe.. taking care of my family.. with no mum, no support in any way.. its so difficult at her age! she's just my age and she has to go through hard life and still can score in her exams! (LOL! I guess I suck!)
maybe from now on.. I will be.. ME! I don't want to be her.. I might just change a bit to be like her and too take responsibilities but her action and decision is one big one that I think I don't have the confidence to even survive through what she did! so yeah! I'll change slowly.. some people are blessed with humungous confidence and courage to do certain things.. but mine is definitely undiscovered
yet! LOL
PS: watch this movie!
PPS: want to join me in a jog this Saturday? to TC! from my church! with a bunch of humans! xD
Love, hannah