I'm hot then I'm cold.. I'm yes then I'm no!
OH NO!! do you know what that sounds like?! (NO IT ISNT KATY PERRY'S SONG!) it's a sickness! not specifically knowing what It is but I know! I'm sick!!
I'm having fever.. but I feel cold..
all of a sudden I feel warm and sweating! =(
I don't know what is wrong with me!
my body is not aching so don't worry!
=/
today I went for a swim! I didn't feel like swimming actually.. I saw these 2 little kids.. playing all happy and smiling! they had their grandfather with them!
they look so adorable!
then I thought of my grand-dad.. =( my eyes were flooded with tears.. I miss my grandpa! I wish he's here with me and my grandma.. I cried while swimming! thank goodness I was swimming.. so no one can see my tears flowing..
then I realized.. my math subjects are dropping because of him.. he taught me numbers when I was young that is why my math was so good till last year when he passed away.. my math subjects are failing me! =( I wish he was here to re-teach me! I saw how my grandma cried! it was so sad.. I will never forget the sadness in her eyes.. I have never seen my grandma so sad in my life.. =(
ok so.. the 2 kids came and talked to me! they are so cute.. =) the girl especially.. her name is ALYA like ALYA!! =D but ALYA is not as cute as this ALYA! LOL! confused? =P
I wished my kids would be as cute as them.. =)
anyway.. I am so full due to over-eating just now! I hope my abs wont fade..
nites everyone.. =)
Love, Hannah
