31st of JULY!

wow.. its so fast eh!? 1 year has just passed by me like the wind..

I remember last year around this time.. I was thinking to myself.. WHAT IF MY PMR SUCKED AND I CANT GET INTO SCIENCE CLASS..

and now.. im thinking to myself.. what if my SPM SUCKED AND I CANT GET INTO COLLEGE?

=/

life.. always make me wonder how it will turn out in the future..

sometimes negatives will pop out.. sometimes positives will pop out too..

=/

I'm not even sure what I want to be in the future right now..

directions, decisions, life and death is in my hands.. LOL!

here is a verse I found in the bible.. =/ I hope it helps but I don't understand most of it! ITS SO DEEP!!

Job chapter 8..

¹ Then Bildad the Shuhite replied:

² "How long will you say such things?
       Your words are a blustering wind.

³ Does God pervert justice?
       Does the Almighty pervert what is right?

⁴ When your children sinned against him,
       he gave them over to the penalty of their sin.

⁵ But if you will look to God
       and plead with the Almighty,

⁶ if you are pure and upright,
       even now he will rouse himself on your behalf
       and restore you to your rightful place.

⁷ Your beginnings will seem humble,
       so prosperous will your future be.

⁸ "Ask the former generations
       and find out what their fathers learned,

⁹
for we were born only yesterday and know nothing,
       and our days on earth are but a shadow.

¹⁰ Will they not instruct you and tell you?
       Will they not bring forth words from their understanding?

¹¹ Can papyrus grow tall where there is no marsh?
       Can reeds thrive without water?

¹² While still growing and uncut,
       they wither more quickly than grass.

¹³ Such is the destiny of all who forget God;
       so perishes the hope of the godless.

¹⁴ What he trusts in is fragile ^[a] ;
       what he relies on is a spider's web.

¹⁵ He leans on his web, but it gives way;
       he clings to it, but it does not hold.

¹⁶ He is like a well-watered plant in the sunshine,
       spreading its shoots over the garden;

¹⁷ it entwines its roots around a pile of rocks
       and looks for a place among the stones.

¹⁸ But when it is torn from its spot,
       that place disowns it and says, 'I never saw you.'

¹⁹ Surely its life withers away,
       and ^[b] from the soil other plants grow.

²⁰ "Surely God does not reject a blameless man
       or strengthen the hands of evildoers.

²¹ He will yet fill your mouth with laughter
       and your lips with shouts of joy.

²²
Your enemies will be clothed in shame,
       and the tents of the wicked will be no more."

 

there is a few verse that I think really relates to what I feel now.. try guessing..

here is another..

proverbs 24: 13-15

¹³ Eat honey, my son, for it is good;
       honey from the comb is sweet to your taste.

¹⁴ Know also that wisdom is sweet to your soul;
       if you find it, there is a future hope for you,
       and your hope will not be cut off.

¹⁵ Do not lie in wait like an outlaw against a righteous man's house,
       do not raid his dwelling place;

look at verse 14.. get it? future hope.. will not be cut off.. HMMM~

 

anyway.. it's the 31^st of JULY! I'll be waiting for next year.. lets see what I will think and get worried about.. =P

Love, Hannah

PS: my first time putting verses here.. feels nice.. =P

my surprised 16!

OK! I admit I admit I was surprised of the numbers of wishes and presents!

=DD

thanks to THOSE who gave me hugs, kisses, wishes, and PRESENTS!

I received cards from the mail box and presents too!

cool.. =)

THANKS again..

 

my day started off being scolded in the car by my mum! THANKS MA for making my day so surprising! haha!

I was so angry.. my mum dropped me off in school..

while I was walking towards the gate.. Shy, darshy, TV and Alya popped out saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH!

everyone was like staring.. LOL

oh ya! when I woke up this morning.. I thought Ben, Hilda, Tina and Hazel would wish me during breakfast.. but NADA! fish!

anyway.. when S,D,T and A surprised me, Hazel was like what is going on! FISH HER!

they ESCORTED me to the classroom with annoyance!! LOL

they were screaming and singing birthday songs to me! and everyone that passed by was like.. OH HANNAH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOL

hmm~ we went to the hall for assembly.. while waiting for teachers to arrive.. the DONKEYS were screaming happy birthday Hannah AGAIN! and I got wishes every where! LOL I felt so embarrassed!

bla3! we head back to classroom.. my class mates sang happy birthday songs to me again..

then.. class started!

I hate A.Math! no! I love it.. I hate the teacher!

she kept scolding me and Darshy! FISH her.. everyone was talking too why cant we do the same!? gee.. and we weren't the one contributing LOUD NOISES! gee.. that bitch!

she almost made D cried! PS: we are so finding her car and scratch it properly and pop off her tires.. =P! good for her!

everything was OK I guess.. day went on with classes.. and ppl announcing my bday..

I see humans annoyed and some were happy for me? LOL I hate those that wana ruin my bday!
FUCK!

lets cut the story short.. I WAS EXTREMELY happy! =D

T,D,S and ME went to a vege rest to eat lunch.. I took some photos of our food! =P check it out in my FB k?

after lunch we went to secret for CAKES!!

we ordered a slice each with our own taste and personality.. then we shared! =D TV's one is so BITTER! hahha.. =D

after that we went for our cam whoring time in school! it was so funny!! PICTURES again will be in facebook! =)

around 3.30pm we went to the aunty's stall outside for a drink then Ali came!

I said bye to the donkeys and then Ali and I went to Sin Lock for our interact meeting..

they wished me too.. stupid humans kept teasing me.. with *ehem* some human that I don't even LIKE!! fish them..

=/ I wished they teased me with *ehem* but I guess no one will ever guess I will like him.. LOL

anyway.. it was fun! I went back to the office.. escorted by MUNIS! (sorry Chalz)

on the way home we bought my cake, ta pao-ed some crab!! =D

nice dinner! sweet and quiet..

I love my family.. Hilda and Tina was sleeping like a pig when its time to cut the cake! LOL

so I didn't wana wake them up.. I cut the cake silently.. we watched Little man while eating.. I almost chocked! LOL

nice birthday..

=)

PS: sorry for updating THIS late.. LOL

PPS: I didn't get a wish from her.. =( I guess distance does make a difference?

PPPS: but yet again distance doesn't because eddy can do it! she sms-ed me! from AUS! I love you girl! =D

PPPPS: I'm still waiting for her belated wish? =(

PPPPPS: Saturday I'm cutting my hair, facial and going for church cooking lessons! =D I cant wait..

new rules!! must obey!!

stupid school has added more school rules due to idiots that keep breaking it!
now.. the new rules are..

**WARNING!** this is dumb! for people that HAS sense of humor.. my advice to you is to stick to my blog and continue reading.. and to those that dont have any sense of humor.. FAECES! get off my land!

ok.. here i go..

1. hair! must be tidy.. if any punky or funky or.. *im not continuing*hair styles are found.. they are to be pulled down to the 'laman puteri'.. (centre of the school) and the teachers will slop gels on the hair and comb it into some nerdy style! watch out! students that were punished will not and cannot wash it off till they reach home! TAKE NOTICE!
2. bra! it cant be too striking in colour! has to be skin colour! if not.. teacher or prefects will pull those that are involved into the prefects room and shove a cheap, ugly and low class bra to them and they have to immediately wear it. not allowed to change back till they reach home! the bra is then washed by yourself at home and brought back the next day! (if bra were to be spoiled or ruined or lost, the student will be fined RM10!)
   
3. SOCKS! prefects will be selling appropriate socks to those that have colourful ones on or too short or even too baggy. (RM3 each)
   
4. name tag! if students were to be stubborn and not put on their name tags for more than 3 times, teacher or prefects WILL have the authority to hang a cardboard around the students neck with her name on it WIDE AND CLEAR!
5. tudung! it cannot be too short and too thin. if found shorter than where it should be covering, the student will then be forced into a 'telekung' (Muslims prayer head robe? its LONG and THICK! beware of wild ghosts wandering in school, innocent souls!)
6. eating habit. if a student is caught eating in an inappropriate time and place, she will be fined RM0.50 and her name would be taken down.
7. rules and regulation book. if any student were to not bring that book for more than 3 times and keeps buying a newer book, the book will then increase its price!

THIS! my dear friends isn't a joke! its actually a dumb solution!

blame it on the school authority! blame it all on them!
my life.. my ******* is gone! LOL

anyway, i hope to those that wants to be a part of my school.. do! and i repeat! PLEASE think more than several times before you say yes!

Love, Hannah

I gotta feeling!! =D

all smiles!! I went swimming with ShunKi and YANWEN!! =)

ShunKi came and pick me up around 5pm with YanWen of cos..

then off we went to the golf course! =D

when we reached.. we wrote down our names and membership thingy..

took off our clothes and woah!
ShunKi!! u look HAWT!! (serene u missed his body man!! he is sooo hot! LOL!)

we jumped into the pool..

YanWen was still so blurr even in the water! LOL

first she tried adjusting her goggles..

she keep saying its tight but she says water was going in it!! LOL

so I tried it.. nothing also!!

then I told her.. that is the water outside the goggles then she said.. OH I see! LOL!! YANWEN!!

anyway.. we started swimming..

YanWen and I set a goal for how many laps we should swim.. I set it to 50 she also IKUT la..

then after 8 laps for me we stopped.. we chit chatted while ShunKi swam and swam!

we have so much in common I realized.. she loves praying for teacher to not go in class.. (yanwen.. u have changed! hahaha)

she loves playing in class and she's a nomad! =)

I love YanWen

and wait! ONE MORE in common that we have is.. we MISS serene! =/

anyway..

we were so lazy (or was she that made me lazy) to swim for 50 laps we skipped from 8 to 49 and swam the last lap! LOL

funny huh? her idea! LoL!

so.. after that last lap we went to the 'Jacuzzi' and chat again..

then we went for a shower..

I lost my shampoo bottle's cap! LOL!

ShunKi was so fast! when we came out his hair already dried up!!

we walked to the canteen and GOSH they changed the waitresses to waiters! ohhh la la.. the waitresses last time were very rude so its nice to have waiters!! =D

we shared a plate of fried rice and each have our own fruit juices.. I called for watermelon, ShunKi was apple and Yanwen asked for honeydew..

we chat and chatted! =D

nice to see ShunKi's talkative side! LOL

usually we just say hi then bye..

so after that we went back! =)

its so nice to see ShunKi drive! SO YENG! LOL

I cant wait till its my turn! I'd speed and drift all the way! =D

so that was most of it..

and now.. I have to finish up my AFS thing! OH NO!!!

Love, Hannah

PS: SHUNKI!! u look hot! and YanWen too! but YanWen so blur! aiyo..

PPS: ADAM lambert rule!!

my mood……

I'm BORED!

I'm so freaking LAZY TO FILL UP MY AFS FORMS!!

ishh! NO FAIR!!

all I have to do now is to write 3 letters!

one for me.. I mean about me from me to my host family, one more is from my teacher (recommendation)
and the last one is from my mum! all 3!! I have to do on my own! WTH!

=(

I'm so tired! I'm so lazy!

I don't feel like doing anything!

I just want to SWIM!

=(

PS: join me.. in Golf Course's swimming pool! I'll be there around 4pm to 7pm! see me!

Love, Hannah

ICE AGE 3

ICE AGE 3 was FUN!!

=D

I mean it was funny! and I had a GREAT TIME! thanks to my sayang!! =)

so sad he has to leave today.. if not I can see him in church! =P

he gave me an early present! how sweet! try guessing what it is!

PS: I recommend ICE AGE 3 than HARRY POTTER ok?! =)

LOVE HANNAH

appreciate what you have now b4 its too late..

I appreciate you and you!! all of you actually!

no matter who you are.. my grannie or parents.. enemies or loved ones..

I love you.. and I thank you for being a part of my life..

[I sound like I'm making an Oscar speech or something]

I'm saying this is because..

my grand-aunt is now in the ward.. she has a fractured back bone.. and it influenced her whole spine..

I went to the hospital and paid her a visit just now..

I cried when I saw her condition.. she was lying on a stretcher because the mattress will make her back worst..

and they poked something through her skull so that it will stretch her bones..

I saw fresh blood flowing out and into her body..

the way she moved, its like she is about to give up..

she looked almost disgusted by herself and her situation..

if I were to be her.. I would seriously give up my life..

it hurts being alive.. what is the point living but suffering?!

=(

imagine me in that situation..

so the conclusion is..

don't be clumsy and exercise more! [sorry.. wrong conclusion.. that was the hypothesis]

the conclusion is.. appreciate your loved ones now while their beside u.. than regretting not being with them when they are alive..

 

another thing that u have to appreciate is FOOD!

pity those in the slums that need to beg for food while you just sit there and shake ur leg while it is being served!

and they have to finish up every single grain and crumbs left while u waste a whole handful of it!

when I was 4 years old.. I was taught by finishing up my food on the plate..

when I was 14 I saw how people suffered.. it is so painful and sad to see how others struggle..

=(

I know I cant change the world.. but.. seriously.. FEEL GUILTY when you leave anything on your plate!

 

Love, Hannah

PS: im watching ICE AGE 3 with DAVID!! =)

PPS: FEEL GUILTY!!!!!

PPPS: FOOD IS GOOD!

innocence..

the rain..

it falls..

the wind..

it blows..

*ok… I don't know what to say anymore* LOL!

it is raining! but it stopped..

and it rains again.. then stopped..

familiar?

sounds like me.. =P

rain oh rain.. why don't you pour, let me feel your pain..

you will feel so light later on..

but if I were to be the rain..

who do I pour to?

=="

I'm not emo!!! I'm being poetic? LOL

for you..

when I see you..

I feel so happy..

I feel nothing in this world matter except for you..

do you see what I see when you look at me?

do you feel what I feel?

those things you said to me..

feels like millions of needles poking through me.. one by one..

I'm not crying.. don't worry..

go ahead.. continue doing that to me..

I will eventually walk away..

look at the bright side!

at least we are still silent friends..

=)

love, Hannah

PS: I don't want to go for medical check up in Dr.Hew's clinic!! NO!

PPS: I wish I could finish up the AFS forms asap! =P

PPPS: I'm so trying to master innocence by avril lavigne!! can anyone help? LOL

random pictures..

group photo!

this is where i *snorr* LOL

lets bathe together! =D
Parvesh- with his speech! PBSMI sucks!
the early morning clouds..
1,2,3 JUMP.. RAFAEL why so lambat wan!? LOL
peace on earth from Kuantan to Temerloh!
crab shell..
me and Renuka!
this means something to me.. not sure why! =P

wei! where u guys looking at laaa?

spot me! look at JOHN! =P
i love colours! thats my form 3 conteng book! filled with memories!
time to sleep people!

i have nothing to say!=D
i pull his *string* he pulls my towel?! LOL

chalani! dun sleep! =Dme and.. GUNA! =)

raise your hands up in the AYER!!
chicken-frog dish!
hokkien meeeee!wa dan yi meeee!


=Phmmm~ rats tail noodle!!
*burrrpp*
how i wish our uniform would be like this!!
new st.john uniform!
what is this?
the box is eating me alive!! HELP!
i broke free.. weeeeheeee!

I KNOW I AM LAME! so what!? =P
TATA!!

papaya + milk = big boobies!

that is a HYPOTHESIS!
which means it is just a prediction but its not proven yet..
LOL.. but i think it is true? i don't know la!
my mum bought papayas today..
so no one wants to eat it.. then i grabbed it and ate it..
but before i did that.. my maid ask me to go and squash it in milk and drink (PAPAYA MILK?)..
LOL!
it looked yucky! but taste.. mmmhmmm good! LOL
=D
want to know the conclusion?
LOL! DIARRHEA!! no la.. kidding..
nothing happened yet.. =P
just wait laa.. i'll update you about the conclusion ok? =D
love, Hannah

shhhh..

=D
sorry i kept this a secret from most of you guys..
really no time to spread the good news!
so here i go..
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3
4
5
6
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......

I GOT THE AFS LETTER TO INDIA!!

I"M GOING TO INDIA!!

=D

and one more thing..

MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEEK!!!

lol.. i love my life! =/

i think.. =P

love, hannah

eclipse?

Solar eclipse shrouds Asia in darkness after dawn

TAREGNA, India – The longest solar eclipse of the 21st century pitched a swath of Asia into near-darkness after dawn, as millions watched the once-in-a-lifetime phenomenon Wednesday. A woman was killed in a stampede at the Ganges river in India, where devout Hindus had gathered for the eclipse.
Millions of others, gripped by fear, shuttered themselves indoors. India abounds in superstitions and fables based on Hindu mythology, one of which says an eclipse is caused when a dragon-demon swallows the sun, while another myth is that sun rays during an eclipse can harm unborn children.
Thick cloud cover over India and China obscured the sun when the eclipse began at dawn. But the clouds parted in several Indian cities minutes before the total eclipse took place at 6:24 a.m. (0054 GMT; 8:54 p.m. EDT) before moving to Nepal, Myanmar, Bangladesh, Bhutan and China.
The eclipse — caused when the moon moves directly between the sun and the earth, covering it completely to cast a shadow on earth — lasted almost 4 minutes in India. In some parts of Asia it lasted as long as 6 minutes and 39 seconds.
In Beijing, a thick blanket of grayish smog blotted out the sky and virtually obscured all high-rises in the downtown area of the Chinese capital.
In coastal Shanghai, eclipse watchers were disappointed by a light drizzle in the morning. Dozens of people had gathered at one hotel rooftop with telescopes and special glasses.
But as the sky darkened fully for about five minutes, watchers became excited again.
Holding a big green umbrella and wearing special glasses, Song Chun Yun was prepared to celebrate the occasion in a new white dress.
"Although the rain came, I don't want to screw up the mood. I want to enjoy the special day," she said before dancing and singing in the rain with her two sisters. "I don't want to wait until the next 300 years to see this again."
In Bangladesh too, people came out in droves.
"It's a rare moment, I never thought I would see this in my life," said Abdullah Sayeed, a college student who traveled to Panchagarh town from the capital Dhaka to view it.
He said cars in the town needed to use headlights as "night darkness has fallen suddenly." People hugged each other and some blew whistles when the eclipse began, he said.
One of the best views, shown live on several television channels, appeared to be in the Indian town of Varanasi, on the banks of the Ganges river, sacred to devout Hindus.
Thousands of Hindus took a dip in keeping with the ancient belief that bathing in the river at Varanasi, especially on special occasions, cleanses one's sins. The eclipse was seen there for 3 minutes and 48 seconds.
But the gathering was marred by tragedy when a 65-year-old woman was killed and six people injured in a stampede at one of the river's banks where about 2,500 people had gathered, said police spokesman Surendra Srivastava.
He said it is not clear how the stampede started.
The eclipse — visible only in Asia — is the longest such eclipse since July 11, 1991, when a total eclipse lasting 6 minutes, 53 seconds was visible from Hawaii to South America. There will not be a longer eclipse than Wednesday's until 2132.
A 10-member team of scientists from the premier Indian Institute of Astrophysics in Bangalore and the Indian air force filmed the eclipse from an aircraft.
Scientists had said the Indian village of Taregna would have the clearest view, where thousands of scientists, nature enthusiasts and students gathered a day in advance.
But thick clouds and overnight rains provided no spectacle, just a cloudy darkness.
"It was still a unique experience with morning turning into night for more than three minutes," said Amitabh Pande, a scientist with India's Science Popularization Association of Communicators and Educators, in Taregna.
Still, the rain was welcomed by many in this agricultural area which has seen scant rainfall this monsoon season.
"It would have been nice to see the solar eclipse but the rain is far more important for us," said Ram Naresh Yadav, a farmer.
Millions across India shunned the sight and stayed indoors.
Even in regions where the eclipse was not visible, pregnant women were advised to stay behind curtains over a belief that the sun's invisible rays would harm the fetus and the baby would be born with disfigurations, birthmarks or a congenital defect.
"My mother and aunts have called and told me stay in a darkened room with the curtains closed, lie in bed and chant prayers," said Krati Jain, 24, who is expecting her first child, said in New Delhi.
In the northern Indian state of Punjab, authorities ordered schools to begin an hour late to prevent children from venturing out and gazing at the sun.
Others saw a business opportunity: one travel agency in India scheduled a charter flight to watch the eclipse by air, with seats facing the sun selling at a premium.
At a Buddhist temple in the Thai capital Bangkok, dozens of monks led a mass prayer at a Buddhist temple to ward off what they said would be ill effects of a solar eclipse.
"The eclipse is bad omen for the country," said Pinyo Pongjaroen, a prominent astrologer. "We are praying to boost the fortune of the country."

PS: if you read those.. congratz! lol..
PPS: its just some weather thing.. no biggyyyy laaaa~

i hate exams!

stupid me.. why did i have to go to school!
my history teacher hates me even more!
FISH!
BM sucked! seriously!
i was like looking through the papers.. READING but no digestion?!
i dont get what the questions were!
if i pass BM.. woo! HALLELUJAH!
MORAL.. hmm~ i used 4 nilai only!! the whole paper i just repeated the whole 4 nilai!! LOL!
i think it was OK.. maybe fail maybe not?
History!!!!!! OH NO.. dont ask! i dont want to think about it..
i saw the questions i was like.. shit hannah.. SHIT!!!
i guess you know what i'm trying to tell you right?! =)

yesterday..
stupid physics!
i was like.. huh? that was even in the syllabus? LOL!
chemistry was.. hmmm~ i was sleeping.. =P

today..
bio was.. i almost forgot centromere? LOL!
math wasssss.. HMMM! sod that.. i dont even remember what union and intersection is! shit!

so i guess.. my life is getting 'better'?
LOL!!
you know something?!
even when the question were killing me i could answer them within half an hour each! the rest of the balanced time i look east south north west and point thumbs up to everyone.. and give a sad face! LOL!!
i hope they understood what i was trying to tell them.. =P

my arms dont hurt anymore!
but you know something?
my heart is the one in pain!
i sense his love towards another female..
never mind.. all the best with that..
i'll try to forget him..

and now.. my friend here.. she has admirers..
and she's becoming some one i dont know already just because of that!
why?

=(
Love, Hannah

IT*something something* LOL!

interact leadership training seminar? LOL
erm.. it was fun! =) but suffering! hahaha

first day:
went to our 'gathering site' with julius!
*aunty Ivy was wearing PJs! sexy.. hahhaa!*
met up with Chin, Naga, Munis, Satha, Sathiya in some malay kopitiam?
i was the EARLIEST girl!! where's president at that time? TIDUR-ing!! LOL
people showed up eventually..
bus arrived..
went in.. sat with Chalani..
boom.. off we went!

when we reached.. ALISSON was like.. OH NO!! doom!! LOL
*surprisingly she survives! LOL!*
we had talks and talks from so many humans i forgot most of them..
go search in Ali's blog!
http://imgonnarocktheworld.blogspot.com
i love when we played the gamessss!
we had 3 games!
first was shepherd walk..
sort of boring.. we were to be blinded and leader would lead.. and yea.. like that only.. no one died..
LOL
2nd was moon ball! that was exhausting! no one cooperated.. ex a few of us..
3rd was the most FUN-est game and suffering at the same time!
it is called electric fence
the made this string thingy tied in between two trees and made a little hole..
so it starts this way.. one side of the string in some uncivilized place which has T-rex!
the other side was civilization!
and we are in the UNCIVILIZED side.. and have to cross over to the civilized side but rules are..
not suppose to talk.. whispers allowed..
cant touch the strings because it is suppose to be deadly!
and yea.. thats how we played the game!
we had to carry one another..
and seriously! NO FUN! but it was awesome!
thought us not to give up easily i guess..
after that.. we went for our shower!
Alisson, me and chalani.. bathe in cold water! i was just with bra and panties while they were with some blanket!! SWT!
after that.. we ate.. and more talks!
sleepy!!!
later on.. time to sleep! had some supper..
went back to dorm!
i started banging the metal thiny. for fun actually!
then we ended up in water fights! LOL
and i got splased! =( cold and shivering!! hmph!
anyway.. GOOD NIGHT!
PS: dumb ass humans called me when i was sleeping.. sorry i cant hear a word.. =P

next day.. alisson me and chalani woke up for a bath again! SHIVERS the morning blurness out of me!
hmm~ after that we had went to the beach for 'sunrise' NO SUN OSO??!!! !@&*()_
we took pictures and yea.. like that laaa..
went to the hall.. and MORE TALKS given.. =P
bla bla bla.. after everything we went back to the dorm and packed our stuff and had lunch..
during lunch we took pics again.. and got numbers from everyone..
bus arrived and time to go back..
in the bus we sang.. *no wonder it rained later on..* LOL!
we were suppose to YC but didnt make it..useless! JULIUS went off with humans to cinema! =/
yea.. so i went home.. exhausted! =D

PS: sorry for the late update! having exams!
PPS: pictures are in facebook..

I am not Homeo and he's not.. YOU KNOW! geee..

OK let me explain myself here since i cant explain it to you face to face! =P

i AM not IN LOVE with JULIUS! NO!! geee..

it was a white joke! he's just a friend laaaaa..

and i know who he likes.. which isnt me! OK?

=="

my ass la homeo and julius! =="

anyway.. it got me a hard BEG for my parents to allow me to go for the leadership camp..
and finally i could!
i just hope i got a transport! =="

so.. i went swimming yesterday with ALEX, Ben and Hilda..
we stripped! LOL!
we bathe.. and jumped or dive into the pool.. eyes were looking at us.. why? or was it just me?
=P
anyway.. i went in for some warm up.. wow.. my thighs were in pain and my lungs were.. squeezed..
maybe i haven't been in the pool for sort of a long time which got me into a bit of trouble at first..
but slowly i managed to impress my dad..
=)
i swam and swam.. and this time i tried to do the push back thing on the wall.. i bumped my head like 4 times? and got my knee 3 times and the last time i did that wall thing made my skin cropped! OUCH!
i think i did that twist and turn to fast and to near the surface of the water.. so my leg got caught on the wall which was above surface of the water and i pulled my leg down and woosh.. my skin was peeled!
blood was flowing! SO PAIN!
anyway.. after that twist and turn i got up from the pool and went for a shower..
by 7.20pm we were on our way home..
oh ya.. Alex almost got me killed my jumping into the pool while i was swimming! he did that by purpose you know! 4 bloody times!!!
so i reached home.. gobbled food.. hurried and got myself ready for physics tuition!
SUCK! i wanted to die.. was like hell! i wanted to sleep.. my whole body was aching!
but what the hell i dragged myself to tuition at last.. =(

so yea.. that was my YESTERDAY! =)

Alex and his mum went to KL for the MANU match with.. MALAYSIA

i bet my whole bank account that MANU will beat M'sia for like 3:nil or something! GO MANU!

stupid! i was suppose to go.. blame my dad and tomorrow's camp! =(

anyway.. toodles!
having Chemistry tuition in a bit.. =P
ciao my beloveds! =D

Love, Hannah
PS: tests are due to a few more days and what am i doing? NIL!
pPS: jeremy: i know LAAA we malaysians SLANG or PRONOUNCIATIONS dont match with your standards but you cant change the world.. can you?
PPPS: i miss him.. =) all smiles! i just saw him.. and.. HEHEHE!!

he’s so cute! =)

wondering who I am talking about?

first.. my mum told me that we were having dinner with this friend of my dad's and mum's.. so yea..

they said we were having dinner with her and her son..

so when I heard son I thought he was all grown up or something..

but later on when we picked them up for dinner he was just a little kid..

oh ya.. I didn't mention.. they were English! LOL!

I picked up their slang quick enough! =)

I forgot what the aunty's name was.. but I remembered the little boy's which was Alexander Edward (more or less like that la.. complicated 3 name thing!)

when we first picked them up, Ben, Hilda and I were a little quiet.. =P

but later on we started tickling each other and attacking one another! except Hilda of course.. didn't know why she was so grumpy..

and Hazel was in tuition so she cant join us.. =(

so.. we went to this restaurant which we always go..

and I saw that waiter again! he.. LOL! I mean whenever I go there he will serve our table.. and wow.. he's hot! =D

ok sod that!

Alex went all funny during dinner.. crazy boy! =D

I ate so much I think I can bloat and BURST out anytime!

I ate fish, crabs (many!!!), vegetables like bean sprouts, hmmm~ I forgot!

but I seriously ate a lot! =P

anyway.. tomorrow I'm going for a swim! =D wee hee!

I'm going to swim with ALEX! here I come for you! =)

Love, Hannah

PS: I'm sick.. =P I feel like vomiting!

i can't try it babe.. its.. complicated..

he still conquers my heart..!

*sigh*

i miss him.. but does he feel the same? =(

anyway.. THANKS to Alya.. i'm even more confused than i ever was!
hehe.. but at least she was there to advice me!
where were u?! =P

school was fun today..
at least that was what i think..
i brought my guitar to school for the chapel meeting..
and yeah.. some form 6 program.. LOL
they were suppose to climb down the rope from 1st floor to ground floor..
and Pn.Rosita went for it! wow.. i was IMPRESSED
but that was LAME! seriously..
they shouldnt let her down.. cant she go down herself? they tied ropes around her.. gee! whats the use?!
=P

i answered 5 questions to Physics! =)
wow.. physics COULD be tHIS fun?
NOOOO! i'm a physics geek!

Interact camp this saturday would be held in... i forgot..
LOL
hope everything goes well!
i can see him! =) teehee!

OH NO! azreen..

i cant go to your brother's wedding!

i cant see farah too!

feel my pain!

i'm sorry.. =(

i like that feeling when he says those stuffs to me..
but i get more and more.. stressed up!
why cant i just do what my heart says?! =(

i have no tuition today!

weehheee! =)

Love, Hannah
PS: PATRICK! the challenge is on, babeh! =)
PPS: Alya i love you.. but not much! hehehe
PPPS: Darsyanah! cant you just say NO?! why to me?! aiyooo

PPPPS: 'when i grow up' is on FLY now.. i love it! =)

-now i've got a confession.. hahahaha..-
-i aint complaining-
-when i grow up i wana be famous..-
xD