have you ever wondered?

I'm mentioning about fairy tales!

yeah! those fairy tales that always have 'live happily ever after'..

I want those! I seriously want those..

I thought about it today.. day dreaming you can say.. no mood for studies at all.. felt sleepy and on top of the clouds..

okay.. so I was thinking..

life.. its your book.. your story.. your creation!

you decide on what you want, on what you do, on how you react..

it changes everything in a wink of an eye with those decisions..

some people might say God is writing your life.. yes.. its true.. but you have to figure it out.. you have to find your way through these stories..

=)

I wish my story will be full of ups and downs! but I hope its mostly up!

LOL

I would want a prince charming.. no matter if he's hot or not.. as long as there's a sparkle between us..

and we'd hold hands under the moonlight sky and have a stroll on the beach..

haha! and I want the ending to be sweet and romantic..

LOL! not sexually of course!

*sigh*

sometimes fairy tales don't have to always be innocently good right? mine has all bad and good.. so mine is different than Cinderella.. of course I wont be her..

nor would I be sleeping beauty..

I wish I'd be like the mermaid.. swim freely in the ocean wide! =D

swimming is my utter most hobby ever! I love it.. I can twirl and twist.. swim freely and don't have to care what others think..

xD

but I think the part where she wants to turn humans is just unreasonable! its.. dumb! I mean.. she has the life I want and she wants legs?! LOL

=D

I guess humans are always unsatisfied with what they have..

went for jog with my dad.. had a talk to him bout my ambition..

he knocked down my mum being an air hostess and she is regretting for listening to him then..

but NO!
I am not letting him knock me down like what he did to my mum..

I want to be an air hostess!

I love being an air hostess and always wanted to since young!

so I am going to fulfill my dreams even if he don't let me!

hmph! my mum is on my side on this so he cant do anything!!

I pity my mum.. my dad should know he is a lucky man having a wife like my mum!

she does everything for him.. she sacrifices everything and he!!!! ish!

I don't care.. when I grow up, half of my salary will be kept with my mum! she deserves it! MUAHH!

ok.. back to reality.. I have a lot of homeworks that need to be hand in!

I have RUMUSAN, KARANGAN, KOMSAS, LITERATURE, MATHS, ESSAYS! ahhh! oh no! what shall I do..

I know! play my guitar! MUAHAHHAHA!

I hate school! geez

punish me! kill me.. who cares?

as long as I m happy.. LOL!

oh.. I learned a song already! The Climb by Miley Cyrus.. nice song! want to hear it? HAHA..

ok I gotta go..

there's a Paris Hilton movie up next! house of wax I suppose!

PS: I told u my secret.. I trust u lo! haha.. have fun reading! =D

love Hannah..

today was a gloomy day!

we had 4 free periods.. nice?

English and Chemistry teacher wasn't around.. so 4 freaking periods!! *yay*

due to my dumbness.. I thought it was suppose to be good news..

but sadly no.. shocked? ya.. me too!

it was so freaking boring! and we had assignments from teacher!

I have to hand In my English file but i feel so lazy!

I haven't even completed my file yet how to hand it in? geez~

had lunch with Darsyi! yay.. and I thought I woudn't have lunch with her this whole year, ever!!

LOL!! we were SO close last year.. but sadly humans are grabbing her away from me!!!

anyways.. I think I'll survive without her? =( miss ya buddy!!!

I thought I get to see him.. but no.. no sign of him anywhere! *sigh*

went to Yamaha for my guitar lessons.. I passed my test.. but now I have new ones!

3 somemore! haha.. was suppose to be 2 only but I think I can manage 3 right?

I almost killed my wrist.. held the guitar wrongly.. =P

for once I thought I will lose my hand.. damn pain!!

oh ya.. my new tests are.. London bridge, Clementine and Lemon tree.. LOL!

yesterday I had lunch with my mum, hazel, Arthur and a hot guy!

he's name is Jonathan WONG! (mind you ally! LOL!)

he's actually wei shan's uncle but only a decade away from me! aiks.. uncle? LOL!

he owns a company! (media) at his age! how cool is that? and he's hot! LOL! smoking I should say.. haha

he's not seeing anyone though LOL..

no.. don't get this the wrong way..

I don't think I will see myself as his youknowwho.. and even if we had a connection I don't think I will choose him cos I have my heart owned by someone already! LOL!

=DD all smiles!

I miss so many humans! don't know why!

wei juin.. he's in UK! studying I guess.. =D he's one of my 'brother' I once and may be now *ahem* him.. think of him once or twice.. he's cool I guess.. =D

and Daniel, not meng wai (mind you serene!).. Daniel from Ralpha! miss him.. he's so cute! =D hugs!

serene and edeline! muahh to you both!!! =D

and last but not least my grand dad that is up there.. I hope he's alright.. how can he be not? LOL he may be guiding me daily I suppose..

wait! I miss him too! =(

ok I gotta go.. tuition awaits its queen.. xDDD

PS: I miss you loads!!
Alisson.. its not all that love-y.. its typical teenage romance.. haha! and mathilda.. don't be such an aunty ya? MUAH!

Love, Hannah

what do I see in him?

hmmm~ it's a hard question..

he's not good looking but his heart is..

I know I usually spot hot guys and all but doesn't mean I have to like them!

i see his heart I guess..

he has this character where I think its very hard to find in this world.

he would be there for me.. and cheer me up..

he makes me laugh all the time.. okay not ALL the time but we do often..

I crave for his presence when I miss him.. and when he's absent.

that feeling makes me count the days of when was the last time I've seen him and when I would be seeing him again..

he gives my heart a tangling feeling when he's near or he just smiles at me..

whenever I see him I feel like the dark clouds just disappeared and rainbows appear..

he's rude at times but I don't blame him, guys nature.. LOL!

but that's a part of him.. and HE is the one I like so I should accept the whole package! =)

but some people say I am liking him for the wrong reasons..

its maybe because he knows the way to a woman's heart that's why I would like him..

and they say that he would not like me.. he's just being a friend and I'm thinking too much..

am i?

I don't know..

all I know and all I want to know is that he will be around to make me happy and to make me feel in love..

I am crazy aren't i? LOL!

I wish I can tell him this but.. I think he's heart has her.. every he has a her! why? and the her wouldn't be me!

sigh.. never mind..

as long as I just don't be madly in love I would be alright..

just want to tell you guys what I see in him..

=)

love, Hannah

 

this song is dedicated to YOU! haha~

If I know how to this song with either guitar or piano..

I would play it for you.. just for you!
 

Britney Spears – Sometimes…

 
 

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away


I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time


I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me


I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time


Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

went to church today! =DDDD

woke up damn early today..

turned to my right to check the time it was only 7am and my maid left the door open and off-ed my air-conditioner just because I asked her to wake me up!

what the hell?

saw my brother and sayang-ed him because it is his birthday today! wahaha.. happy birthday u silly boy! you're 12 now! so fast!

anyways.. I snapped a few pictures with him before going to church..

I was psyched out for going to church because I have to lead the praise hand worship and gosh.. without Brenda I am dead!

she went off for camp and this is my darn first time doing all the songs!

I didn't even practice! oh no!

how?

don't care..

went to church.. sort of formal..

haha~

then we started off by hazel leading.. and ya.. we sang and worshipped then I went up the stage and do the praise hands.. saw Joshua came in.. LOL! long time didn't see him..

=)

gosh I can feel my leg shaking a bit at the start but later on I was alright..

nothing wrong.. just a bit of mistakes but ya I did okay.. =)

I get to see people from the stage! I saw PATRICK! wahaha

we got anointing from Pastor-whoever and woosh I lie on the floor seeing fire or shadows in the darkness of my eyes..

I woke up and ya.. cool! wana do again but nah.. floor too dirty..

=)

went for youth.. yan wen cant stay cos she had a friend over at her house so.. bye yan wen!

had new friends in Youth today.. don't know how to spell their names though.. sorry A and J.. haha~ I know their initials only..

we talked about friendships today in youth.. LOL!

then we discussed bout the BBQ.. sigh.. I cant go! I'm going KL! boohoo!!!

they are having sleep over too! yerrr.. NO!!! I want to sleep over too! =(

sigh.. sigh.. sigh..!!!!

I have to be in KL to be with my grand ma.. pity her.. all alone..

=)

so look at the brighter side..

I can go SHOPPING! weehee~ might buy a guitar and books too!

=)

I love me..

and him!

and all of u!

Happy Birthday Benjamin! I love you.. okay la.. not much but ya! muahhh~

PS: I saw him.. he saw me.. he's hot.. I'm hot.. nice~ LOL!

love, hannah

tagged by Shu Ying ( the crazy cow fan?) LOL!

Dear Jeremy. I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when i threw up as you ate enchilada and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand The extreme home makeover sucks. I'm returning your old lottery coupons, but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the apartment building. Fuck off now. Hannah P/S you are so lifeless, smelly armpits.

 

LOL sorry Jeremy I don't mean to, but it is so funny LoL I'm still laughing.. what the hell la

 

Rules:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.-Your name-P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
   Blue - Our romance is over
   Red - Our affair is over
   White - I'll join the monastery
   Black - I dislike you
   Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
   Grey - You're a pervert
   Yellow - I'm selling myself
   Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
   Brown - The mafia wants you
   No shirt - You're a loser
   Other - I'm in love with your sister
   
   2. Which is your birth month?
   January - That night
   February - Last year
   March - your dwarf bit me
   April - I tripped on sesame seeds
   May - First of May
   June - you put cuffs on me
   July - I threw up
   August - I saw the shrunken head
   September - we skinny dipped
   October - I quoted Santa
   November - your dog ran amok
   December - I changed tennis shoes
   
   3. Which food do you prefer?
   Tacos - In your apartment
   Pizza - In your camping car
   Pasta - Outside of Chicago
   Hamburgers - Under the bus
   Salad - As you ate enchilada
   Chicken - In your closet
   Kebab - With Paris Hilton
   Fish - In women's clothing
   Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
   Lasagna - At the mental hospital
   Hot dog - Under a state of trance
   None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
   
   4. What's the color of your socks?
   Yellow - Hit on
   Red - Insult
   Black - Ignore
   Blue - Knock out
   Purple - Pour syrup on
   White - Carve your initials into
   Grey - Pull the clothes off
   Brown - Put leeches on
   Orange - Castrate
   Pink - Pull the toupee off
   Barefoot - Sit on
   Other - Drive out
   
   5. What's the color of your underwear?
   Black - My best friend
   White - My father
   Grey - Bill Clinton
   Brown - My fart balloon
   Purple - My mustard soufflé
   Red - Donald Duck
   Blue - My avocado plant
   Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
   Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
   Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
   None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
   Other - The crazy monk
   
   6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
   Scrubs - Man
   O.C. - Emotional
   One Tree Hill - Open
   Heroes - Frostbitten
   Lost - Scarred
   Simpsons - Cowardly
   The news - Mongolic
   American Idol - Masochistic
   Family Guy - Senile
   Top Model - Middle-class
   None of the above - Ashamed
   
   7. Your mood right now?
   Happy - How awful I've felt
   Sad - How boring you are
   Bored - That Santa does'nt exist
   Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
   Depressed - That we're cousins
   Excited - That there is no solution to this
   Nervous - The middle-east
   Worried - That your Honda sucks
   Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
   Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
   Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
   Overjoyed - That I'm open
   Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
   
   8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
   White - Your ring
   Yellow - Your love letters
   Red - Your Darth Vader
   Black - Your tame stone
   Blue - The couch cushions
   Green - The pictures from
   Orange - Your false teeth
   Brown - Your contact book
   Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
   Purple - Your old lottery coupons
   Pink - The cut toenails
   Other - Your memories from the military service
   
   9. The first letter of your first name?
   A/B - Your photo
   C/D - The oil stocks
   E/F - Your neighbour Martin
   G/H - My virginity
   I/J - The results of your blood-sample
   K/L - Your left ear
   M/N - Your suicide note
   O/P - My common sense
   Q/R - Your mom
   S/T - Your collection of butterflies
   U/V - Your criminal record
   W/X - David's tricot outfits
   Y/Z - Your grades from college
   
   10. The last letter in your last name?
   A/B - Always will remember
   C/D - Never will forget
   E/F - Always wanted to break
   G/H - Never openly mocked
   I/J - Always have felt dirty before
   K/L - Will tell the authorities about
   M/N - Told in my confession today about
   O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
   Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
   S/T - Get sick when I think of
   U/V - Always will try to forget
   W/X - Am better off without
   Y/Z - Never liked
   
   11. What do you prefer to drink?
   Water- Our friendship
   Beer - Senility
   Soft drink - A new life as a clone
   Soda - The incarnation as an Eskimo
   Milk - The apartment building
   Wine - Cocaine abuse
   Cider - A passionate interest for mice
   Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
   Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
   Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
   Whisky - To ruin the second world war
   Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
   
   12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
   Thailand - Warm regards
   USA - Best regards
   England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
   Spain - Go and drown yourself
   China - Disgusting regards
   Germany - With ease
   Japan - Go burn
   Greece - Your everlasting enemy
   Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
   Egypt - Fuck off now
   France - In pain
   Other - Greetings to your freaky family
   
   13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
   Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
   Foosball - Silly duck
   Shopping - French kisser
   Dulging for food - Cranky banana
   Movies - Smelly armpits
   Snacks - Horny wolf
   Snooker - Tiny nipples
   Bowling - Sexy grandmother
   Outdoor activities - Vain pot
   Having a long talk - Nose plucker
   Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
   Other - Burn yourself
   

I tag:

1. Jeremy
   
2. Serene
   
3. Jerome
   
4. Alisson
   
5. Eleanor
   
6. Judith
   
7. David

a typical Saturday! not exactly but it was.. *unexplainable*

*sigh*

woke up by my mum twice this morning..

BLEH!! head ache much..

anyways.. went for breakfast with parents..

then later they drop me off to st.thomas to see the sketch..

but I had other plans..

I got to go to MEGA for a fairwell party but sadly.. I took a few pictures with teacher only because Mei Chee and Alisson called to rush Chalani and I for the sketch practice..

bleh..

nevermind.. I have facebook to connect with teacher! right?

so we were there..

soul-less! haha~

I was just reading and mind was wandering everywhere..

wasn't suppose to do anything.. sad!

Chalani kept asking me to go off with her to MEGA again.. because she was bored.. but I was lazy.. sorry!

anyways.. she had something to do with the sketch why not work things out?

geez.. its sort of hard to work with her cos she's so shy bout boys!

blehhh~

seriously!!!

after everything.. I had to eat again.. before I get stomach cramp..

so we all get together in HAPPY TOGETHER and ate lunch..

…. long story… don't want to elaborate..

mmmm~

went back to office and pick hazel up with mum..

went grocery shopping..

saw a guy that kept staring at me..

and I guess his just as bored as I am stuck with my mum and sis..

haha!

so.. ya..

I snapped pics!

oh.. we were in NIRWANA.. *I think that's how it's spelled! LoL

came back.. and woosh! here I am..

chatting with eddy..

and playing Farm Town in Facebook..

=)

I love him.. I love him.. I just simply adore him!! =)

not sure why.. but.. I guess.. it's just him that makes him sparkle!

I want to write a poem.. but gosh.. don't want la.. later my buddies laugh pulak! haha~

love ya'll!

I'm full of love today!

=D

I want to exercise now.. ciao~

love, hannah

i'm not that emo ok?

LoL.. get the post title? lalala~
i'm not.. i repeat, NOT emo.. i'm just being me..
i'm still me.. u may not see this part of me as often but its still me! what the..
anyways.. i dun wana care bout those sad thingys cos they makes my eyes puffy and i will look ugly!
oh.. talking bout ugly i have rashes all over my chest! so itchy! let's hope no one notices it..
i have rashes because of the red wine i drank last night.. must remind myself.. not to drink wine fastly! have to slowly sip! what the hell?!??!?
just came back from guitar lessons! i learned chords A and E7 for a song called Mary had a little lamb! LOL!
nice la.. the jie jie that is teaching me is called Erlin.. =) she's nice..
got to admit.. it ain't as easy as piano! LoL
hmmmm~ still got what i can post?
oh.. Mei Chee and Marina made me the MC for IU night.. geez~ i'm honoured..
brace yourselves! i might blow off the whole ballroom! =P
erm.. i guess thats all i can post for now..
PS: can i borrow anyones guitar before i get mine next next week!??!? arhhhh!

LOVE
Hannah

hate him hate her! love me and love us!

I cant believe Richie is helping him.. my all time favorite cousin is helping him! ISH!

who helps the devil when its obvious? I don't get it!

I have a hunch that that bitch cast a spell on my grand dad and my cousin!

what the hell?!?!

*sigh* never mind!

dun wana give a damn!

anyways.. I feel much lighter now if I look at the bright side!

I have a family (sort of), friends to support me, money to satisfy my life.. and ya! great.. that's all I need!

I found my old pictures.. so cute!

I have big eyes, puffy cheeks, black hair.. OmG! I looked so cute!

I wanted to pinch myself..

I was so photogenic then.. hehehe~

anyways.. life can be so interesting if you see it from a different angle..

enjoy life because life is short..

and when its over at least you will be satisfied!

=D don't give a damn bout small matters.. it only whitens your hair!

hahaha!

ciao~

hannah

maybe it’s a dream.. it has to be..

woke up today with puffy eyes..

but I don't feel pain.. no one mentioned this yet.. so far so good..

I think I must be dreaming..

HE's not going to leave me.. like of course not! he loves me right?

but that doesn't explain why my eyes were puffy..

if puffy means I cried.. why did I cry if it's a dream?

OMG! it cant be real!

he loves me.. I know he does! he loves her too! pick a side!!! he has to pick me! I have been with him for more than 15 years and that bitch just came in to the picture! he must know she's there to grab his money! please wake up! she's a devil! she's up to no good! listen to me! hear me!

I'm the one, I mean WE are the one u SHOULD be going to! not her!

I cant breathe! I don't want to think about this! but it just keep bugging me! why me?!

if this is the punishment for the killing the mice I'm sorry! I didn't mean to! it was a Biology project! OH Lord, u should understand! don't punish me! I cant handle this! WE cant handle this! it was just 6 months ago my another grand father left.. I'm sad enough.. please don't this away from me as well!!

why?! why do you have to leave me! there must be a reason!

if your reason is LOVE I will kill u not only her! that is not love! that is pure blindness! she has horns! I can see that! why cant u?!

I feel tired! I feel the weight on my shoulders now..

I cant even sit upright! I want to cry my heart out! but where?? I cant let my younger siblings see! I want to yell and shout! but WHERE?!

I have never been this sad and upset and disappointed and annoyed and pissed off and clueless in my life!

maybe I shouldn't have dig this out from my mum.. maybe it was better if I didn't know this at all!

but it would be worst if I found out when something has happened?

*sigh* what should I do? HE's letting go the family stick! he doesn't want me anymore..

nobody wants me..

I feel so.. so disowned!

lifeless,

Hannah

Love is pure!

I know I'm young and all to know the FULL meaning of LOVE..

but I know.. with love, nothing else really matters..

not only that, love also means that you would sacrifice anything for the one you love..

time, money, blings, etc doesn't really have any rank close enough to be compared with love!

love is pure, love is gentle, love is everything that we don't own!

but love for me now, is cruel! it is evil.. it changes my life! it changes my thinking of a person!

HE is leaving me! I just got the news! HE is leaving us all! HE is leaving because of HER!

HE is thrice HER age and HE accepts that!? my heart is smashed..

I want to grab a knife and find HER to dissect her and chop of her heart and throw it into the sand and let it burn!!!

SHE stole HIM away from me.. how can SHE?! doesn't SHE have a clue that HE has a family already?!

a once happy family!!!! and now it is breaking apart because of HER! that idiot! that MOTHER FUCKING AND SUCKING ASS HOLE!

it is a SIN! its sinning! I'm 100% sure that all religion teaches that we shouldn't have any adultery! right??

this is breaking the law! the law of Christianity! and my family rules!

I just bitten my lip.. guess what? it doesn't hurt!! it doesn't hurt as much as my heart is right now! even if I slice my self into pieces I don't think I'd yell!

I want a hug from the OLD HIM that I've known since my first day old! I want to hear from HIM " happy april fools day!"

but it might take a thousand years' miracle to bring HIM to say that!

this incident happened last year already but I just found out today! everyone in Kuantan that knows HIM already known it but I don't!

and we call ourselves a FAMILY!??! how can this be?!

"no place to go, nobody's home.." this song is playing in my mind now.. "she's lost inside, lost inside.." Avril Lavigne's Nobody's home

I just saw him this afternoon! he looked the same! the same old him that I've known for 15 years! but its just an act! he has been acting that way since last year! I cant believe, I STILL cant believe this is happening!

out of all guilty humans out there, why me Oh Lord?! what did I do to deserve this???

I need a hug.. I need someone to help me run away from this situation right now!

where are you when I need you!? online now!!! I want to talk to you!!! where are you!??!?!

maybe Facebook is right! maybe I might die by committing suicide?

my eyes are empty.. no more tears can possibly come out from my eyes! its now puffy and I look ugly!

I pray with my whole heart now that a miracle would happen! maybe that bitch cast a spell on HIM.. please OH LORD let him come to senses!

hey you.. I love you for being there for me when I called.. you are the only soul that knows this from me.. the best of friends! I only wish that you would be here so that I could run to you and ask for a hug! I want to cry on your shoulder! but anyways.. thanks for the advice but I think studying would only make me more frustrated! once again, thanks and love ya!

PS: if anyone is kind enough.. do give me a hug? I seriously need one!

cried.. very emo now..

Hannah~

OMG.. so long havent update?

i seriously have to get a grip!
online almost everyday but yet havent touch my blog?
aiks.. my lil darling blog, i'm sorry..
'=P
this past few days i have been playing scrabble with Darsyanah and Alisson..
practising for the competition.. and i also have been reading the oxford dictionary for the SIR competition!
i have so much in mind now..
i'm joining the Nie Star magazine thing as well..
wow!
anyways who cares?
i am trying my very best to cope with school, studies and activities!
i'm gaining weight!
i'm losing hair????
watever!
the conclusion is.. I'M SERIOUSLY HAVING A HARD TIME!
i have to organize..'
i need an assistant!
any humans need money come find me!
i have TONNES of job for u to do! haha..
oh no!!
i'm starting guitar lessons next week!
can't wait.. wee hee..
PS: i cant believe Alisson remembers our tiny tots days! i'm SO going to find those pics!!!
love and apologised..
Hannah

Dev! the guy from Slumdog millionaire.. the 2 yrs older than me dude! LOL muah~

i'm seriously in love! look at OUR pic together!
so secocok! HaHa.. OMG.. he's gorgeous!
i wish that we will both meet under a blue moon and even for a word HI i think its enough! LOL!
read my lips: HE IS...
S-E-X-Y
G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S
woo la la~
i'm MELTING~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
=="
PS: i love him.. i love him not? nah.. i LOVE HIM! LOL

love + hate = LOVE today!

actually I hated today a lot!

I think I'd fail my add math! even if I get 10% I'd be happy already?

geez.. that teacher just want to torture us!

anyways.. dun care..

my mood Is so UP now.. LoL

after school went to church for EASTER sketch practice..

sort of sleepy but got it through anyways.

Richie, Jerome and I were in it and Wei Han is the producer? LoL

after the practice Wei Han drove me home..

LOL! I distracted him a bit while he drove.. then when we almost hit a bump he shouted like a GIRL!

haha.. so funny! I kept laughing..

LOL!

ok.. after everything..

I watched SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE with Hazel and Tina..

OMG! I am in love..

haha.. that guy in it.. (Dev Patel aka Jamal in the movie) was HOT! I mean.. IS HOT!

I'm melting! seriously..

I cant take my eyes off him!

some one! I need CPR.. out of oxygen!

geez!

anyways..i want to fly to INDIA!

I'm FLYING to INDIA!

I'm going to FIND him! and kiss him (even if it loses my lips-virginity!) OMG! he maybe is mi Corazon!??!?

PS: I love him.. I love him.. I love him!!!!!! and I miss u! =(

LOVE and MISSED by

Hannah

I’m blogging in the morning! woosh~

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3rd day of plain TORTURE!

wanted to wake up at 4am but my brain was so blurr and dizzy,

so I set my alarms to 5am and when I awoke again..

I decided to wake up at 5.30am..

then later I decided to fail my tests! LOL

reached school and went to the ladies..

don't really know what to do?!

brain wasn't working right.. even if I held the book it cant go in my coconut! LOL

then it was the time..

I held the paper on my palms.. and instantly I thought to myself..

"die la Hannah.. u r dead! before daddy sees your result.. u better run away from home! LOL"

once I open the test paper I was yawning and sneezing my brains out!

I cant concentrate! I don't know what to do!?!??! or how to do it!

geez~ NEVERMIND.. its just the starting of form4!

haha.. I don't even want to think about it!

next was Math paper! got a few last minute tips and sat for my paper..

it wasn't hard.. it was just normal.. at least I could concentrate in Maths..

I finished it after 1 hour.. had half an hour more to sleep! LOL

so tired!

after school.. said bye to R! she is moving to SABS! woosh~

didn't take her 1 month to suffer here.. and she's moving? hmmm~ I guess she got the hints!

LOL! anyways.. I didn't know SEETHA would read my blog! hey! LOL

oh ya! I'm starting my first guitar lesson on the 21^st of April!

cant wait!

=P

PS: I want to be a siren! haha..

xoxo..

Hannah

2nd day of EXAM! nah.. just a test!

this time I am not THAT hardworking to wake up EARLY in the morning..

eyes was so SO heavy..

I didn't drink coffee either..

blah.. felt so EXHAUSTED and restless!

anyways.. went to school and had my first paper which was English.. it was okay.. not hard not easy.. just nice.. wanted to sleep but my nose kept running! LOL

then after English there was Chinese papers so I left the class and ask my chemistry teacher to teach me.. and a few friends as well..

she taught us from head to toe.. and I could answer a few questions during the test! it wasn't as 'yippee' as yesterday but I felt good..

oh no! having PHYSICS tomorrow! aiks.. I feel so tired I don't even want to go for tuition tonight! blah! help..

PS: thanks JOHN for the treat.. had Happy Meal in MCD! LOL.. bought the slumdog millionaire! cant wait to watch it!

love.. HANNAH

the tree and I..

I was staring out the window one day..

and 'it' catches my attention..

'it' made me took pity of how 'it' looks..

this 'it' is wilting

'it' looks lonely

this 'it' is a tree..

I went down and asked the tree

"hey Mr. tree, why do u look so upset?"

it replied "I look upset because my 'happiness' had left me,

I feel lonely, I feel cold and I'm now waiting for my death bed"

I was shocked and said "where has your 'happiness' went?"

it teared for a moment and replied me..

"I don't know but I would do anything to get 'it' back!

Unfortunately my friend, I am JUST a tree.

a tree that will always be standing here waiting.. until my very last breath"

"what can I do to help 'you' get back your 'happiness'?"

…

*3 months later*

I stand at the very same position 3 months ago

staring down at the tree..

'it' looked happy now..

'it' has found its 'happiness' back..

and I helped it..

I gave 'it' its happiness..

but I stood there asking myself..

If I were to be the tree..

"who would be the kind person

to help me find my 'happiness'?"

-the end-

 

created by Hannah.. 8^th of April 2009.. 6.59pm

PS: I got this idea while I was in my garden looking up at the big ol'tree in front of my house.. =)

xoxo

my heartfelt apologies..

is my topic used the right way? LoL

anyways.. I'm saying this to those that I once hate.. ok.. maybe it was just yesterday I hated u but anyways I'm taking it all back..

what have I become? I'm so sorry~ seriously!

I take back all that I have said about you..

=) I want to start it all over again.. I'm giving myself a second chance to be a good friend.. haha..

anyways..

 

I had my EXAM today! aiks..

I woke up at 4am! can u believe that!? LoL.. u have to! I set 3 alarms under my pillow and all blow at the same time! geez~ I thought I was deaf for a second there! LoL

so once I was awake I quickly jumped off the bed so that I wont fall asleep again..

I switched on the laptop for songs! I cant possibly STUDY without songs! LoL..

so I cooked maggi mee.. and later made a cup of coffee
(wow! I actually drank coffee! I usually don't! seldom! unless I share.. LOL!)

ate and study history! woosh~ I find form 4 history better than those past years history! because I'm learning about other countries' history and its tres interesting! u know why I hate our country's history? because there isn't VICTORY! blehh~ useless!

anyways I studied and when it was 6.20am I woke up my siblings and got ready for school!

did BM paper first! it was.. hmmm~ ok I guess?

then time for history! I was shaking! literally!!! once I opened the paper I instantly answered them without any doubts
but that was the objective ones only! LOL when I turn for the structured ones, woosh! I was blown away.. I think I managed to answer more than half of the structured plus the essay so I think I wont get an F? LOL!

moral was the other paper and the last paper for today! woosh! I hate moral.. I think I shot more than 3 quarter of the paper! =P maybe I'd flunk it maybe I wont? depends! LOL! I really wish I wont flunk it because I'm a fully moral-ed human! LOL!

today went well.. talked to humans that I once dislike and ya.. no hard feelings and all.. =D

tomorrow I'm having English and Chemistry paper! bleh~ SMS! which stands for save my soul!

PS: I'm picking up guitar lessons! LOL! dad's promised to buy a real cool guitar.. mum allows me to BLING it up! mathilda! I need your help! LOL!

PS: Arthur is having his surgery tomorrow.. hope everything works out well! =D

PS: St.Thomas starting their exams tomorrow! GOOD LUCK!

love

Hannah