tomorrow..

time flies is all i can say for now.. not that it is a bad thing..
all the memories will be kept in my heart safely and soundly..
those days in the camp really made me who i am now..
you can say i've turned into a bad person or a good person but for all i care is that i am enjoying what i have now in my hands before time takes it all away..
i have less than 24hours for tomorrow's CHOIR COMPETITION!
wow.. we have been practising our ass off (not comparing with SABS!) and finally the time is now!
i can't wait! even if we lose i think we will all have a smile on our face no matter what because we did our best..
oh YA.. debaters (MGSS & St. Thomas) good luck to you guys! i'm sure you guys will do it with grace (LOL!)
and public speakers GOOD luck to u too even if you don't need them..
CHOIR! lets all do our best and not regret it! i have faith that we will throw our all! =D

xoxo..
Hannah..
PS: darsyi.. that key chain was LOVELY! mind the pink.. LOL.. seriously.. (*clears throat*) haha..
SABS and Alor Akar.. here we (MGSS) come! =D

my Sunday! =P

went to church! wow.. nice speech Pastor *****?

LoL~

went for youth and ya.. typical youth except for we played mafia.. cos it was boring!

anyways.. I kept getting citizen only! how unlucky! and that Patrick kept getting Mafia! and he wanted to kill me! thank God Nicholas healed me! bwahaha..

and I finally got my revenge for shoo-ing him out of the game! kaka..

(aunty Voon.. Patrick is not CUTE! he has a very evil smile! aiks.. he reminds me of those humans that stabs u at the back without u knowing.. silently moving..)

*shivers*

went to Yan Wen's house so that we could go for a movie together.. she finished her sports day.. how nice.. she got third place in running!

CONGRATS!

then after her bathing and blah blah.. off we went to MEGA!

bought the tickets and met up with John..

went for LUNCH! LoL.. I ate (bou jai min) haha! it was interesting eating Chinese food in MEGA! LoL

after eating we hurried to our cinema!

OH YA our movie was Talentime!

it was a very nice movie! out of 10 I give around 7-8! its nice! seriously for a Malaysian Movie.

go catch it yourself! seriously I cant wait for CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! LoL

ajak-ed Jeremy and Chalani to come along.. Chalani no respons! ish! Jeremy cant make it! geez..

anyways.. it was nice..

after the movie I bought pop-corns (its not weird ok!?!?) and an F&N drink because I could win a prize! LoL

bumped into Andrew and Desmond! those wild heads! Desmond has a GF and I didn't know bout it! so sad..

blah blah blah.. went to Popular to see new books.. want to buy some but as always no $$$ in the end! hahaha..

John bought PS: I love you! same like mine.. geez.. he could just borrow.. LOL!

went home and ya.. nice day I guess?

PS: I cant wait for CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! seriously I need a date! =P

Love Hannah..

does it make a difference?

during Earth Hour.. my family and I hang out in my parents room and watched TV and all lights were off!

seriously! all the lights.. from the porch to the spot lights at the back and the front!

LOL.. damn dark and eerie..

we spent half an hour watching then later my dad decided to go for a ride around housing areas to see what humans were doing during Earth Hour..

in my area it was dark..

when we went further many houses were bright!

especially those rich idiots! so inhuman! everyone is dong their part! but YOU! bloody shit heads!

except one dear DATO', he did his part.. how cool!

i was proud for one thing is for sure! my family in Kuantan did their part! my uncle went over to his in-laws to spend their family time outside the house chit chatting and eating nuts..

so nice! later we went to Aunty Yvonne's house to help her out with her packing..

then time for us to hit back home..

had ice-cream too!

LoL

anyways.. I like the idea of having Earth Hour.. but having the idea of using candles didn't make much different of having global warming! LOL

but at least there's actions!

=)

 

PS: I finished Alisson's book d.. reading a new one called Spin Control..

Ciao~

EARTH HOUR

support Earth Hour!

just off your lights and other appliances for just one hour!

save mother earth and think for your future generations!

In Malaysia you can do it at 8.30pm-9.30pm today! (28^th of March)

I'm 100% supporting Earth hour..

are you in this with me?

just imagine..

When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don't let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what's wrong]
When she ignores you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don't say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn't answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don't look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this bulletin - [she wants you to read it]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is so much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain

 

wow.. they read my mind.. LOL!

my zodiac sign and yours as well.. is it true??

VIRGO - The  Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always  wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise  and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to  please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic.  Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser.  Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined.  Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be  self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they  meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative,  energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very  loving and beautiful.. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators.  Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and  spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY  impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively,  passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored.  Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and  athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and  honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent.  Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious.. Very  stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out.  Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty.  Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express  themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy,  sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or  inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and  mentally.


LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in  their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over  everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted.  Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves.  Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector

Moody, emotional. May be  shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life.  Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of  person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and  thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague.  Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and  loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise.  Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and  funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to  act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like  competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but  aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers.  Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and  secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their  beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice.  Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally.  Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often.  Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky  One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan  Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social  and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient.  Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules.  Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even  tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

 

PS: I'm a LEO! I'm labeled as attractive! woohoo~ hahaha.. but the bossy part is so totally wrong! bleh..

… random dumb and useless me!...

it was BORING
being LOCKED up in school!

and in the same time it was very tiring! having choir every day! YOUCH! tuitions made my life even WORST!

 

talking about tuitions! yesterday (Friday) I had Chemistry tuition with Arthur in Mr.Chen's house..

usually after tuition I'd walk with him back to housing area so that it will be easier for my mum to pick me up.

then on every usual Fridays' there will be a night market around his area. so we will stop by and buy snacks to chew on.

and yesterday was one chaos! LOL purchased TOO much food
that we had to deal with our books, pencil cases, and THE FOOD!

we had to eat and walk at the same time! that was hard you know? haha.. it was hilarious!

so we ate like we wont be having our dinner! I was so full! LOL!

ok.. now back to school!

on Thursday we had Chemistry class. so we attended it as usual. thought it would be boring because we should be doing an experiment but teacher wouldn't allow because the day before she wanted to do the experiment for us to see but that idiot Add Maths teacher wouldn't leave the class room! THAT BITCH!

so we thought there wont be any experiment and just went for class.. but we forced teacher till she finally said OK! OH ya.. did I tell u? that the experiment had to do with BOMB! muahaha~

we used sodium and a basin of water.. so we surrounded teacher.. we cant do the experiment because it was WAY too dangerous!

teacher took a little chunk of sodium and chuck it into the basin and it floated here and there.. no EXPLOSION!

then we asked her to put a second piece and a bigger one! so she did.. we didn't know what would happen next though!

when she chuck the second piece in it was as usual, no explosion! LOL..

then the sodium piece got stuck on the side of the basin so I held the basin and shook the water till it evaporates but all of a sudden! BOOM! it was so huge the explosion that it almost hit Maryam's face! so scary! we all ran far away.. then they looked at me and said next time if there would be any experiment like this I had to STAY far! hahaha.. how evil.. I didn't know la ok?!? geez~

choir..

woosh! it was awesome! but tiring! we had to sing and sing.. and my jaws hurt from smiling all the time! argh~ how painful!

but no pain no gain!! hehehe~ we have to beat every team! we need to be the champion this year!

I swear I'd do my best but the rest?

Chalani

you know what she told me during a boring lesson? "why shit it and waste it when you can vomit and taste it?!" what the F***!

Rachel

how I wish she knew that most of our choir members and classmates dislike her.. I do at a certain point!

I want to tell her so that she would change a little bit.. SIGH! what should I do!?

we don't like your acting cute thingy! we don't like you acting innocent when you ARE 101% NOT!

I don't like you lying! I remembered you telling me, Chalani and Sonia that you have a boyfriend! and now you said u don't have one at all!?

your lies are getting huge! remember this.. you still have time to fix up what u had created! =D

 

anyways.. I oughta go now.. I have to make a Mother's day script.. =P

ciao senioritas' and seniors~~ =D

PS: I was grounded by my mum that I have to stay away from the lappy! =( how sad..

don't ask me why I cant online kay? I guess you got it now.. LOL

I’m not ready yet! or I just don’t want it!

I think history maybe repeating itself!

do u know Hannah that is in the bible? the one that wishes to have a son?

ya.. but for me is wishing for more friends (boys)
since I entered MGS..

last time when I was in primary I socialize with both girls and boys but now girls only so I wished hard for that..

and when now I have just the right amount.. it keeps growing and growing! LOL

and the way it grows makes my life complicated!

I don't want a relationship!
my resolution isn't meant to be broken
(to hazel!)..

its suppose to guide me and to tell myself to obey and to set my mind straight to what I want to do!

I just want friends! not a relationship! I'm planning not to have any until I reach a certain age!

I was flirting! not in love.. I admit.. but how should I put it in words to tell u? you're heart would be crushed!

*sigh* sometimes wishes DO have limits!

oh do tell me what to do?!

love hannah~

tired exhausted and DEHYDRATED!

I survived school without being murdered by evil teachers! hehe..

guess why? I guess u got the right answer! yes!! its because I didn't touch any of my assignments and I really mean TOUCH! LOL

assembly was a mess! so SEMPIT! cant the prefects make a bigger space in between!?!?! geez..

teachers were like aliens up the stage yapping and yapping and I almost dozed off! LOL

went to class.. lame lessons! I hate MATHS right now thanks to the teacher..

HATE HATE BM! I practically hate every single subject on my list now! haha!

anyways.. borrowed a book from Alisson to help me release my TENSIONS! LOL! its called CUPIDITY!

after school went to SIN LOCK for lunch with Rachel!

geez.. if only Julius hadn't finish THAT early I wouldn't have any debts with him anymore! LOL

got teased by JOHN and ARTHUR! such friends!

I ate rice + cabbage + egg!

went for choir.. totally sucked! *sigh*.. It would take a miracle for us to win with such OHM! lOl..

I really wish that we could do our best even if we don't win! *sigh* no one is cooperating at all!

then went for Accounts tuition! damn tired.. felt like sleeping.. didn't get much rest since the camp..! LOL

I am starting to hate Accounts because I'm getting blurred and blurrier! *shakes head*

went home and ate until I bloated!

took a bath and guess what!? I studied! shocked?! LOL..

I did accounts since I really want to learn it I got to have the spirit to love it! so I did all the work and did some exercises in the book.

now blogging..

and waiting for people to chat with me! hehe~

toodles~~~

camp bio-D!! I lurrrrvvvv it!

tell u one thing first! I kena PACAT! it is like leech la.. but smaller.. haha! ouch!!!!

ok.. lemme start off with:

 

DAY (1)

reached PUSAT KOKO at 6pm++ saw YIP! haha.. both of us were sort of late.. LOL

we roamed and roamed! damn small la the place! and its boring! have to wait until 10PM only we BERTOLAK go PERAK!!! ish!!

then when it was getting darker we saw stars! so beautiful! moon was so bright! shinning it the sky! damn nice..

we saw guys! *not JACKOONS (is that how its spelled?)*

guys from st.THOMAS was Julius, Gajen and Munis..

Munis came over and talked to us for a while.. haha.. he's a damn funny guy..

anyways.. we ate our dinner.. (that was how I started not eating!) I ate rice with vege soup only! damn useless! semua fish! and so many bones somemore!!!

had to wash my plate in a basin! useless! haha..

we saw girls too! like DUH! damn awkward.. ish..

anyways.. we started our journey..

stopped here and there to pee and wee, eat and drink.. lOl the bus damn cold! can't sleep.. ass hurts..

teacher kept singing (dah la out of tune! haha)

 

DAY (2)

still in the bus, I think I slept less than 3 hours! the bus was shaking.. ISH! anyways..

got a teacher that I kept talking to.. her name is CIKGU HANIM. she teaches English and she's married (but still look damn fit and young) she has 2 kids too!

she kept taking pictures.. haha.. always those pictures that u are not ready at all.. LOL

LoNG story cut short, we reached the JETI AWAM to go to our 'ISLAND'. the toilet at the JETI totally sucked! the girls toilet has water pouring from the ceiling and the boys toilet was covered with SMELL! ewww! gross~ we waited from 10.30am until 12.30pm to eat our lunch! damn slow service! all I ate was rice wite vegetables and egg. *bleh* then after lunch we roamed the shop to buy some food to survive on the island while waiting for a boat to pick us up.

the boat reached and we were set off to our ISLAND! ( I like calling the island our island.. it feels so GLAM! haha.. ) the sceneries was breath taking! shortly we've arrived at our so-called 'hotel'.. a hotel where there is no red carpet!?!?! what the?!?! LOL anyways we had to carry our luggages' up the SLOPE to reach our 'resort'. and trust me.. the slope ain't any slope. it's a slope of doom! it made my hand swollen! blame the weight on the bags! darn heavy! ISH!

we unpacked our things in our 'long house' which practically can just rumble to pieces any time sooner! we had a little 'taklimat' to help us survive in this ISLAND of ours. then we had a tiny ice-breaking which seems like forever among us PAHANG people while waiting for the PUTRAJAYA humans to arrive and seriously! it took them longer than we thought.. anyways.. the ice-breaking was GOD!-DAMN awkward! Cikgu Hanim wanted to make it fun which made it so NOT! she wanted us to make a trademark for ourselves so that it would be easier for everyone to remember each other. we had to make a movement and a slogan.. I made one superman thing and shouted "GO HANNAH"!!?? LOL! it was so weird! anyways.. through that it was obvious that everyone wanted to go to hell! LOL!

half way through the ice-breaking all of a sudden there was an interruption ( could see the relieves in everyone's faces! ) we had to carry foods out from a boat to the kitchen for the aunties to cook for us. and tell u the truth I was like! ( CILLIES?!?!? oh no.. )

a few moments after some rest we finally get to see the VIP's arriving! argh.. it took them THAT long..?!!? long story cut shorter! we jumped in the water for our water confidence program. it was suppose to teach us what to do if we were stuck in the middle of the sea with just a life jacket! oh gosh.. what more can we do!?!? anyways.. we chucked the lessons away and had our 'water therapy' which means lying on the surface of the water and relaxing! LOL I banged on a few people but what to do the water was making me hit them.. I was just floating! LOL! we swam until 6.30pm and then took a COLD bath in the same toilet with a bunch of GIRLS! let me give u a picture of how the toilet looked like.. it was like a room the same size as my bedroom I guess and it wasn't painted! it just had a big brick squared wall in the middle which was filled with water.. and we have to surround this 'thing' and grab water out from it. and tell u the truth.. I felt even dirtier after having THAT shower! LOL

after feeling even more dirtier we waited for dinner which I ate vege and rice only! oh ya.. and H2O! LOL I hated the food there! it made me had gastric! it was spicy and it wasn't my home food! =(

after my undelightful dinner we had another 'taklimat' which was boring! and geez there was so many INSECTS! and the man that was giving us the 'taklimat' was just crapping about the history of this camp, the motto, visions and animals that have been seen in this camp! GOSH everyone was tired GIVE US A BREAK MAN! I wanted to shout at him! LOL and to make things worst.. teachers was smoking at the back of the hall like chimneys! and they call this a 100% natural camp! HALLO u r polluting the air!! ISH! later, they we had a meeting.. we had to be separated to groups and I was in group (1).. do u wana know who's in my group? the details will be given soon.. =D my group was chosen to be AJK keselamatan which is for safety! LOL! I don't even know karate! what the.. ??!? anyways.. it was time to chose the penghulu and penghuluwati.. penghulu means the chief of our camp and it was a guy named Amir. anyways.. when it was the penguluwati's turn.. a girl named was called up to be voted her name was Aziatul (she was the lover of the penghulu, I guess) then some idiot called me! so annoying! I was like.. what was I suppose to do?!?!? LOL! I cant be a penguluwati! I'd kill everyone! Haha.. but I lost at last by one vote.. actually the teachers wanted to vote for me but happily teachers votes ain't acceptable! woohoo! I was free! LOL

then we had an ice breaking (again!) but this ice-breaking was better.. we were to be in pairs (which was chosen by pictures which means I took half of a picture and another guy has the other half and that's how we were to be in pairs!).. then the rules were like interviewing.. we had to know 3 things about your pair (ex: his shoe size, name, age, hobbies, colours, school..etc) so ya.. the guy I was being paired up with was Fadriz and he loves the colour white and his hobby is to fish?!?! LOL! he's evil.. we became friends and he keeps bullying me! annoying brat.. but his like a brother to me.. haha!

after Ice-breaking we gotta sleep! nitex?

 

DAY (3)

did I mention? chow, Ratna, Sasy, Yip and I didn't sleep in the 'long house' we slept in our favorite pondok which we always hang out in.. its in the middle of the camp site! so its safe!

we were woken up by the malay prayers and then we had our morning exercises.. LOL! we had to dance a song that cikgu hanim made from a Korean song.. LOL! it was hilarious seeing the guys do it! it made them look so girlish! HAHA! we ate breakfast as usual. then we got ready to go to an island which had rafflesia! and trust me! that place was where I got the LEECHES! =D cut the details.. I lead the team up with Fadriz (remember my pair? LOL!) he is annoying.. keep asking me to be faster! Ish! and he kept saying that I will soon have PACAT because I laughed at him when he got a PACAT! and true to him there was 2 on me! dumb ass! LOL! the rafflesias' there were either dead or not opened yet! so we left the island sort of disappointed! LOL!

I sat on a 'special boat' to the JETI AWAM to get some foods with teachers.. and when I got off the boat I felt a pain on my shoulder and felt there was a slimy thing! I screamed my lungs out! and one girl IDA came and pulled it out for me and threw it on a log and PAK WE sliced the PACAT into 2! yuck! it still gives me the chills! my teacher said she almost went deaf because of me! LOL! it hurt ok?!?! haha..

so we got some food and went back to the camp.. it was time for our group gatherings.. we had to create a flag and motto and more to symbolize our group or team! my teams name was Pantheratigris which was suppose to be a tiger. I gave the idea for the flag and it was an odd flag compared to the rest! hehe~ oh.. my team mates were Sheikh (the leader), Nazmi (the talkative guy), Akhmal (the bully =D), Iman (the music provider), Sasy (the quite one), afiqah (the idea giver) and ME (the blurr idiot! LOL!) so the gathering was sort of fun.. it made us more closer.. I was closer to the guys side.. not sure why.. maybe I talk a lot.. and crap too much that the girls just dun get it so ya! I was close to all of them! I miss Akhmal, Sheikh, Nazmi, and Afiqah.. Not sure why? LOL!

then we had tea and time for KAYAKING! I can't wait! the stupid teacher just have to whine and whine about how to kayak! gosh.. it's like we're kids! geez! so we had to go in pairs! (which means a guy and a girl..) wanted to go with him but what ever la.. I went with MUNIS instead! LOL! that MUNIS I tell u ar! haha.. my arms damn pain thanks to him! ISH! I shouldn't have went with him! when I want to go forward he made a reverse so we practically didn't move! HAHA! but it was fun la KAYAKING with him! he said if there was a dragon alive in the water it would be more fun! HAHA! and I said if suddenly a crocodile came up and bite off his head I'd just stare and laugh! LOL! it was hilarious being with him! LOL! I miss la being with everyone! =) (feel like crying now.. =( ) after KAYAKING we still had time so we swam again! LOL! water therapy to release tension! floated on the water but this time it was damn ass dangerous.. so many KAYAKS around.. I almost died twice! HAHA! CHOW la.. didn't see me floating the used her paddle to whack me on the head! geez.. my therapy! LOL! it was fun though.. and it was my last time swimming some more! =)

so we got up the water as planned but we (YIP, CHOW and I) didn't take a shower yet.. we waited till the toilet was empty and while waiting we watched how the guys suffered bringing the kayaks up the slope to the store! HEHHEHHEH! then when they finished their hard work we chatted a bit with the guys and time for our COLD SHOWER again..!

we ate our dinner and *burp!*.. and it was my WORST NIGHTMARE which was the NIGHTWALK! I have been begging and begging the teachers to let me out of the nightwalk but I failed! I failed my puppy eyes! =( it was time for night walk.. I was the 2^nd to be up the jungle! they left us there for more than 5 minutes alone! it was dark! no lights.. creepy! LOL! but there was a teacher that was there with me.. he didn't leave me coz he knows I was afraid.. but when I was there, there isn't a difference opening or closing your eyes because it was still dark.. so I prayed and listen to the surroundings.. I felt calmed.. I felt like JESUS was beside me telling me to stay cool and hear him. there was another I heard.. a girl screaming! the teachers rushed to her safety! good for her.. =) anyways.. we sat there which seems like forever and finally people came for my rescue! hehe~ oh ya! while sitting alone we had to write what we hear, and what we think of being in the jungle alone.. guess what I wrote? I wrote early birds singing (which has to be late birds but they sound like those early ones!), crickets, and a lorry? I wanted to write down the melody of God's creation but was scared that people would laugh at me so I cut that off.. anyways.. as long as I know what I heard I'm fine?

so we went to the hall and sat down.. we passed up our papers and it was time for us to be called up one by one to tell everyone what we have experienced from this nightwalk. a few didn't write anything so they got punished.. LOL.. some was punished to sing song, act crazy, find his/her true love and ya.. lot more..! when it was over, it was nearly 1.30am!?

bedtime! PS: we slept in the pondok again! how cooling~

 

DAY (4)

we woke up late today.. slept comfortably!

we had our morning exercises as usual and breakfast. then it was time for jungle trekking! this jungle trekking ain't any normal or ordinary jungle trekking. it was a jungle trekking where we weren't guarded. we had to cross the river with our life jacket and a rope which led us to the other side of the river! we have to climb up and down the jungle and reach our camp site.. and it took us around an hour plus! OH! I forgot.. there was tasks.. there was questions to be answered! so many more.. my team was the third to set off! and through out the journey it was very fun! so many leeches but what the hell? we sort of cut the 2^nd team but lost to the first team which 'he' was in! so my team got the 2^nd! yay~ it was a nice experience! we helped each other and yelled at each other a lot! LOL ok.. it was me that did the yelling! gosh~

we reached our camp site exhausted! my thighs were swollen! LOL! it hurt so much! I hated the slopes! ish~ we rested for a while for the next teams to arrive and later it was time for us to learn how to cook in bamboo sticks from the orang asli~ they were pro I tell u! LOL we chucked the food and ingredients into the bamboo stick and waited for the dish to be served! it was nice! except for the rice! it was harden! thanks to the guys! ish~ but the chicken was yummy! seriously! I cant believe we made such delicious food in such a short time! we ate our hearts out!

then it was time for us to talk about our performance that will be held at night. our team has to act about the wild and sing a team song. we were tired and I actually slept! haha.. thanks to Sheikh who slept first so ya I followed! LOL! my team was lazy! when I woke up I saw the rest of the teams was practicing and performing. gosh! our performance was a very last minute thinking! we didn't put much effort on it but it came out funny! thanks to me dying too early! haha! it was nice.. (not telling you the results but it was nice).. oh ya.. we had a slide show too! it was pictures that cikgu hanim took throughout the whole trip! it was nice.. got more than 5 pictures of me in it! I was hideous! LOL! I wanted to cry.. I saw a few humans sobbing.. it was so saddening. time for us to leave the next morning! so sad~~~~~~~

bedtime again! Yip slept early.. but Chow and I joined the guys in the hall to play cards! LOL! it was funny really! a few guys slept in the hall! and a guy was the victim! the guys jumped on the sleeping guy and drew his face, placed toothpaste on his eyelid! and many more~ it was hilarious! we slept at 2.30am and HAD to wake up at 6am!

 

DAY (5)

woke up tired thanks to the card game! LOL!

blame it on the cards! =D

we have our last meeting in the hall.. the penghulu and penguluwati had to make a speech about their experience in this camp. it was nice to see everyone listening so attentively! I guess it was because its our last day. then it was time for the teachers to share their thoughts. Pak We went up. I thought *oh no.. he might make this sad atmosphere into a circus* but he didn't! he cried too! I wanted to cry when I saw him teared! Pak We actually cried? he said he was touched to see everyone being so helpful during this camp, he said he will miss us so much. I cant believe he cried.. the Pak We that always joked around and made stupid statements actually cried! I see people started to wipe their tears, sobbing.. it was a very sad atmosphere! I hated that part! it made me dull. I wished the camp would be extended! I wished there was a storm so that we couldn't go back but we still have to leave each other. before we left.. Abg Zul gave us a piece of paper and asked us for our comments on this camp. u know what I said? I said that I wish no one smoked because its bad for health! and pull down those cloth that is hanging or covering the girls 'long house!' because it made the long house hot and I want it aired! LOL! some idiots said that they wished there wouldn't be any leeches around and I was like how to!??! GOSH! so we packed our bags and our last program was to clean up the entire camp site together! after that we had camwhore time! we took and snapped so many pictures together! how sad the pictures aren't with me! =/ but I'll get them soon don't worry.. we got our certificates and departed to JETI AWAM. we bought foods and chucked our luggage's into the bus and BYE we have to say to each other.. so sad!

off we went.. this time we weren't passing by KL that side.. we going a full 360 degrees turn.. we went up to Kelantan and Kedah then Terengganu that area..

we were singing in the bus and stopped here and there for toilets and prayers. while the Malays went for their prayers, we in the bus were chaos I tell u! they were so evil.. snapping my pictures! especially Pak We and Julius! ish.. I felt like paparazzi were chasing me! haha~ that Julius was like a pro! damn ass fast then he caught so many of my pictures! and ar.. they keep saying me and Gajen. what the hell! we are just FRIENDS.. haha! evil humans!

anyways.. we went back to PUSAT KOKO and my parents picked me up and we said ciao! sobs much! how sad.. went home and took a bath.. got loads of sms-es from friends.. =) hehe~

 

sweet memories~

I will never forget each and everyone of u!

xoxo

Hannah

PS: sorry for taking such a long time to type this out! it is LONG! hehe~

what a day..

I miss camp so so much! geez.. anyways I want to say one thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISSON!

yay! she's old! bwahahahaha~ I'm younger! hehehe~

went jogging with Andrew and Desmond just now..

ya.. our so called jogging was them being X-rated!

and holding HP's like its their lives! LOL anyways.. I MISS CAMP! and the hotties there! muah to ya'll!

xoxo. hannah

translate of SPANISH??

Mi amor por tí es grande como las montañas. Mi deseo es estar contigo. Tú es mi amor, mi corazón, mi alma. Tú es el sol de mi vida. Tú es la mas talentosa. Tús pelos son suavectios como algodón. Quiero que me ames. Tú es muy guapa. Te amo como me ames a mi. Estoy loco por tí, (name).

 

means..

 

My love for you is as great as a montain. My wish is for you and I to be together. You are my love, my heart, my soul. Tu estás el sol de mi vida. Tu es el más talentoso. Your hair is as soft as cotton. I want you to love me. You are very handsome. I love you as much as you love me. I am crazy for you, (name).

 

PS: i want to tell u this but then my mouth is sealed.. haha! anyways.. I'll update bout my camp! damn nice!! hehe..

OMG!

what a shocking news!!

Arthur isn't going for the camp because he has medical problem!??! OH NO!.. =(

so sad.. *boohoo*

now my worries are.. who is going to take his place? and it's the last last LAST minute already?!?! where got time!?!? aihs..

anyways.. DUN care.. I have YIP.. she'll be there WITH me.. lets hope. LOL

and another shocking news!!

CHOIR rocks!! haha.. first it was so boring to learn and sing the same song everyday.. but now! its so interesting! we added moves.. =D

and another news is that ST.JOHN competition would be held in SABS this Saturday.. how sad I cant make it guys.. I got camp! =)

 

PS: R! I dun wana eat with u already la during lunch time! LOL.. damn the guys that keep disturbing u.. =( sob~

 

LOVE, Hannah..

omg! I totally renovated Jeremy's blog! I hope he likes it! haha.. I really never thought it wud be so funky! haha.. go check it out urself..

he's URL is http://unavailable318.blogspot.com/ go check it out!

I'm tried making it sort of anti-emo.. LOL I hope it worked.. and please comment? haha!

Do You Care Too Much About What People Think

The question about who we are can't be answered in a nutshell but on the surface, you might be able to find out if you're a people pleaser, wanna fit inner or just plain no opinion having kinda person. In three simple questions you'll find out if you're someone who just cares too much about what people think. Isn't it time to listen to what YOU want?

1) You're out shopping with some friends when they see a funky looking blazer and matching pant set. Had you been alone you'd have laughed secretly to yourself but after stating that your taste in clothes is drab, they insist you get it to spice up your wardrobe. You know you'll never be caught dead in this atrocity so you:

a) Decide the store should pay you to wear it and put it right back where it belongs, on the rack.

b) Have a few laughs about it but begin to seriously wonder if the purple checkered pant suit might do your closet some justice.

c) Convince yourself that purple isn't such a bad color and checkers aren't such a bad pattern. The two together can't be wrong, right? You nab it before anyone else has a chance.

2)The latest haircut suits everyone with a round face but yours is a prominent square. According to your internet research on face shapes, this hairstyle would NEVER ever in a gazillion years match yours. You:

a) Get the hairstyle anyway, screw the internet. Screw round faces!!

b) Realize that it's not so much your face shape that can't pull off the look but your lack of confidence wearing it. You'll just stick out your long hair until you get bored enough of it and then just tie it back.

c) Believe that 2 million web pages can't be wrong. There is no way you're wearing a round face hairstyle on your big square head. Surely there must be some other sexy styles to suit your face!!

3) You're at the party of the year for a grand total of 20 minutes when a glass of red wine is spilt all over your white dress. You can't possibly find the words to describe your frustration and your friends trying to make light of it, start dragging you into the center of the dance floor as your favorite song plays. Inside you feel the urge to wiggle your booty but as you look around and catch a glimpse of your reflection, you:
a) Drop down and get your eagle on gurl. Wine schwine! Not much you can do to remove the stain in this moment, might as well make the best of it and party on.
b) Casually dance your way to the washroom to attempt stain removal yourself. You're not coming out until the deep red is down to a light pink.
c) Rush homebound to your car with a sweater around your stain. You can't believe that beef head had the nerve to do the Macarena with a full glass of wine in her hand!!


RESULTS

If you have two or more A's: You know what you want and have a firm grasp of what works in your life and what doesn't. You care what people think to a certain extent and the moment you realize your pleasing them will cause you discomfort, the voice in your head kick in full gear "do what you want!!" You have a healthy balance of having fun but sometimes it's ok to bend a little and give in a tad. This doesn't mean at your own expense of happiness but would it really hurt you to wear the shirt your boyfriend bought you for his birthday dinner even if the color doesn't suit your complexion? Learn to be a good judge about when to flex or stay firm. Either way, you'll know when you put your foot down you're speaking your mind and when you don't you're choosing not to. You'll always be in control that way!


If you have two or more B's: To do something you know is not you is one thing but if you can't decide if it's you or not, that's just sad! Are you in or out? Are you here or there? Are you this or that…decide already!! The good news? You have an opinion. The bad news? It isn't yours! If you don't want to wear strappy sandals because you hate your feet with a passion but strappy sandals are all the rage, guess what?? Don't wear strappy sandals. Conforming to society just to fit in is never a good thing in the fashion world because it doesn't represent who you are. Wearing something just as adorable and flattering will be far hotter because you'll be much more comfortable in it. What better way to shine than to be dressed in head to toe, you.

If you have 2 or more C's: Know what you want yet? Sure you do, you always did though you might not express yourself properly about it sometimes and therefore people and situations win over. You little people pleaser you!! You know you don't like certain things. You know you won't like certain results. You know you know you know - you just don't do! Time to change that in 2009 and come correct with a new attitude. If you're afraid to speak up sometimes or find you live your life in fear of what people will think or won't think of you, you might as well have strings on your body and everyone in the world pulling them. So now you know what you are, here's what you can do about it! Decide, yes, make a decision to do what makes you uncomfortable, but in a good way. That means, if it makes you uncomfortable to NOT do what someone else wants you to do, do it anyway!! As uncomfortable as you might feel to displease people, it sure beats displeasing yourself. Start in baby steps if you can't take the full haul and politely displease one person a day. Before you know it, you'll have an opinion, you'll have a say in your life and you'll have one heck of a good time living freely!

my medical check up in Dr. HEW’s clinic

LOL.. don't be shocked! he's a good doctor, really!

it's the rumors that make him sound bad only..

and the meaning of rumors are BAD and not true ones!

LOL! he's a really funny guy.. I don't know why is everyone so scared of him?

ok. so lets get straight to the topic..

went to the clinic and WHOA! to my shock so many humans!

LOL! so I have to wait! I hate waiting in clinics.. ish!

aunty sally as usual was rushing in to dr.HEW's office and to the counter (and so on)

i waited and waited.. until it was my turn.. excited..

LOL! oh ya.. have I told u? that I was there to get my medical check up for the camp.. LOL.. I'm not sick so don't cha worry! =)

hmmm~ ok.. so when I went in he was like "HANNAH! what brings you here?!" and I was like.. hahahaha~

his voice was damn loud! I guess the few shops beside his clinic could even hear him.. LOL

so I told him and he was like "oh.. OK den.."

he started with my pulse rate then my blood pressure. to my surprise I had bad blood pressure.. not that bad but going there..

so we continued by aunty sally ushering me to the bed and ask me to strip! LOL..

*shocked!* I WAS LIKE WHAT???!?! not giving you the details what he did to me.. it was just checking! so.. no worries..

I kept laughing because it was ticklish! hahaha! he laughed and aunty sally laughed too!

what the.. =="

he told me that I'm abnormal! he can't feel my femoral pulse! LOL! evil grins~

and ya.. I'm normal! ok.. maybe not THAT normal.. LOL

anyways.. I cant wait for the camp! really!!!

to u people out there that has negative thoughts about DR.HEW, u guys are damn ass blind! LOL

PS: I wonder why is everyone reading my blog?? LOL I want it to be private.. =="

LOVE, HANNAH

an audition in ECM~

there was an audition in ECM today.. I was there but I didn't dare sign up..

it scares me! haha.. but that's my future there laying in my hands!

=(

there's auditions for modeling (which I wanted), singing, playing instruments and acting..

LOL

*sigh* I should go for it but I don't have the guts.. I don't even know what to do up there!

there were so many people staring at you if you are up there and I really don't like that feeling..

I love the stage if there were homo sapiens up there WITH me..

LOL!

never mind.. my dad says let them spot me (if I'm destined to model) not me spotting them..

so I left ECM with sushis' in my hands to keep me from regrets..

PS: i love sushi!! =DD

Program Pendidikan Biodiversiti 2009

I'm going to this camp that will be held in PPKB Tanjung Paloh, Ulu Belum, Grik Perak! wow.. so excited..

it will be starting from 13^th of March to 17^th of March..

"it's fun" quoted by Geetha that went last year.. different location but yet the activities would be almost the same.

it isn't only Kuantan-iers get to go.. its all around Malaysia that will join this camp so it will be fun and exciting!

the only thing I don't like is there is so many 'solats' lol.. it's the Muslim's praying time..

GOSH! I cant wait.. there will be night walk, ice breaking, jungle trekking and so on..

I cant wait!

YIPPEEE but I feel so sad that I cant go for a holiday with my family..

Never mind.. they'll have fun without me anyways.. =)

I hope and pray everything goes well! wish me luck..

PS: I hate walking in the jungle in the dark! I hope I won't get lost! LOL

 

love, Hannah!

my sports day.. damn tired..

I'm the mascot.. noticed? haha.. I'm suppose to be an Indian king.. lOl! notice the moustache? lOl!!!!

anyways.. I'm cutting the whole thing short..

MY HOUSE GOT CHAMPION again! hehehe..

so damn ass happy!

woohoo and way to go OLSON! muah muah muah!!!

ok la I give some details..

I shouted till my voice 'fractured' Lol..

I was giving support and shouting to make others shout and give support..

which means I'm leading the cheers! hehe..

that Geetha la.. *sigh* because OLSON was losing hope and faith already.. because the other houses stole our songs! BLOODY blue and green! hatesssss!

we do 'kopi O' they followed, we did 'everywhere we go' they follow! we did 'we will rock you' they followed again! bloody bitches!

anyways I pulled back their faith together because Geetha was frustrated and ran off to cool down..

so I lead them! and oh my GOSH! I was singing, not.. I can be considered yelling! haha..

but it all paid off! =)

OLSON won and CRAVEN lost! muahahaha.. kiss my ass!

u know craven has been acting so annoying before sports day and said they will win here and there! so OLSON just kept quiet!

but now! yay.. who's the winner!??!? huh?? tell me!! =P

idiots..

anyways..

I hope next year would be better.. haha!

PS: I got sun burnt! =( so sad.. never mind.. I'll grow out of it!

love, Hannah!

apologies to CIK.ZALINA.. I was suppose to go to ECM, pizza hut to celebrate MSSD because it was a success! anyways.. sorry~

I hope you read this.. I mean both of u!

friends are like bits and bits of puzzle of my heart.. if I lose any of them I will feel incomplete, it will make me feel like I lost my heart..

I know.. this is me.. but if u are so close to her like you see her everyday and you talk to her and gossip about other people together.. the laughter and tears are memories that cannot be stolen and why do u choose to throw them all away? I don't get it??

I was fighting with D, S and T. but D and I finally came back together.. when we chat now we are like "why did we actually fight.. so weird" "gosh, I miss you" "I have so many things to tell you" "wow! we haven't talked for THAT long?!?!?" ya.. I know.. its very painful to be gossiped and to gossip about and by your own buddy. but it can all turn back around.. why do u want to choose the path which leads you to a dark and gloomy day? why don't you choose the path where you can always be happy and filled with sunshine? *sigh*

I feel so sad not seeing you guys together.. u both miss yourselves so much but why the ego? I know for u both it is very hard to apologize but why not try just to fix your relationship? why? I don't get it?!?! I don't mind saying sorry and I don't mind being punished as long as I benefit out of it.. just think! if you don't try how would you know she'll reject you?? try and benefit! if she really rejects you in the end, at least you know that you've tried.. I'm tearing now even it is not me. I'm tearing with questions!

I see the whole picture jie, I really do! I'm not looking at half the picture! I see the whole thing! I don't know why you have to treat me like this? you've never TRIED to listen how I felt, what I think! you always think you are right! since young! letting your anger on me since young is your habit ( I get it ) but can't you try to see me as a sister for once!? I'm not born into this world to be your dummy! I'm always with you and will forever be by your side! that's a vow I've made since the day I was born! I'm helping you but why do you think I'm helping her?!?!? I'm advising you for the better not to blame you! even if it isn't your fault can you just try to let your ego go and fix your relationship with your buddy that will be there for you other than me? I'm sick of seeing your hatred eyes! I'm sick of hearing your complaints about other people! don't ask people whether they own a mirror or not, ask yourself first.. you own large mirrors in your room but why don't you reflect your character and see what it has done? *sigh*

anyways.. I've finished what I need and have to say..

I hope you'll understand me more than just a dummy that takes in your anger..

=) I don't blame you. I understand.

its up to you, your future is in your hands.. I'm here to support and be with you until my last breath.

I love you jie.. I really do!! I'm sorry for yelling at you just now.. another thing.. you can listen to God too! pray and hear.. you'll do what's right when the time comes, I believe in you!

PS: I'm going for the PERAK camp to ease my mind.. so I'll miss you.. I hope you read this..

 

cried and will always be crying,

hannah~