when I don't believe in myself,
nobody else would.
when I don't believe love exist,
I won't feel love from anyone.
when I don't believe you like me,
I guess you wouldn't.
but I choose to not believe! because I can feel it! I know it!
its maybe true that u don't because u treat everyone the same.
and I guess I'm just one of your friend that always talk to you and laugh with you.
I'm JUST one of your friends.. =)
and I know you have a VARIETY of friends..
but it saddens me to keep thinking like dat..
I should! because it's TRUE!
*sigh* friends are telling me to confess to you.. but I guess I don't have the guts..
LOL! I'm a very weird homosapien! i just don't know how to tell!!! I'm afraid you'd freak out.
I guess you will! =/
*sigh* I'm keeping it as my secret and maybe one day I won't have any feelings for you already! how cool is that!??!? =)
but I'll regret if I don't confess (that's what Alya and Chalani told me)
how should I tell you!??!?!? don't tell me I should start off like this…
"hey ____, I like you!"
gosh.. that'd be an awkward situation! haha..
and If I want to confess I got to do it in person than from chatting or texting. because I want to see your reaction..
BUT! I'm afraid of your reaction. it maybe 'bleh' or 'ewwwww' =(
*sigh* I'm troubled!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what to do!!!!!!! I'm giving hints but (guys) suck in hints!
I'm left with straight forward then.
I'll give it a try but l wont guarantee I'll do it. =)
*crosses fingers!*
PS: I like you!!!!!!
