will miss you eddy!!

hallo dear friends! I can't believe it was a great day today! no frustrations! I went to tuition early this morning! learnt a lot! (physics) so after that I went to MEGAMALL and met up with Edeline, Andrew, and Desmond. we went for a movie called INK HEART! nice movie, seriously! I love the guy in there! the long hair dude, I seem to forget his name. but what ever! he is very charming! indeed! yeah.. so continue with our outing. we played in CAPCON and gosh I suck in motor biking! haha! and so.. eddy and I kept on walking around and we bought STUFFS.. I bought two movie cds( PS: I love you and BOLT!) I bought a bottle for hazel to give her *ehem* but she seem to hate me more.. aihs.. I m such a useless sister.. so what the hell.. after MEGA, me, Andrew and eddy went to eddy's house and cycled around.. then we planned to go to TC later.. yeah! so I'm so going to miss eddy! seriously.. I want to send her to the airport but there seem to be a problem which is I NEED a tissue box! I dun wana cry.. I can't possibly let her see me crying! awww.. I love you eddy! I will miss you! nvm.. u'll be in my heart FOREVER! muahh.. (I'm not a lesbo okay? keep that in mind!)

beauty of yin and yang!

how dare she criticize someone by their color? and how dare she says she is the prettiest because she fair!? lol! I think she has one ego that really makes me wana spit on her every morning! argh! I think in her world she's the queen of her world but sad in OUR world she is one BITCH gone DUMB and MAD! how can she just judge someone's beauty by their color? I believe that everyone's beauty is deep within.. and I dun care bout their color.. their color is what separates us.. it makes us, US! I think she went kuku! real kuku! argh! I wana slap her! wana noe who is this BITCH! this whore! this idiot dark hearted BITCH? her name starts with F.. which mostly describes her character.. 'FUUUUUCK'! =P u deserve it straight in ur face! hmph..

what a bad day for me..

releases a sigh..

my day went well as a start.. I got scolded from chemistry (I'm the rep! ooppss..) teacher for sleeping in class.. was a nice dream until I heard someone shouting my name! haha..

then I was happily enjoying school life until hazel came in the picture! she is a total ***! she expects me to wait for her whenever I finish early or she has something to do first.. but then when its my turn to finish off late or having something to do, she'll just go off like im a nobody! why do I get the blame whenever I go wrong why don't u get the blame as well when you did wrong! ish.. SELFISH PIG!

and then I went for tuition.. happy time actually! then when I got home.. disaster! I didn't knew it coming.. I was about to ask my dad whether I can join my friend to a tennis training but I ended up getting scolded! they always say I don't do things right or finishes it! hallo! they were referring to, when I was around 5 or 6 I quitted piano! actually I didn't wana quit! I just wana switch to playing organ! but ADULTS! they do not understand ur language! so lesson learnt.. then since then they always say no when I wana start something! NO NO NO NO! why?! how would they know that this time around I'll make an effort
to it! who knows?! I was really keen in joining! and I was about to ask my mum to join too cos it's a mother-daughter
training.. but without even listening to a word I was saying, they keep on scolding me or so called telling me my past! and result was me ended up in my room crying and holding a blade to my wrist or neck! I was picturing my whole family laughing when I was dead. I was picturing them dumping my body into the river and ended up being eaten by crocodiles! I really dun get it! they always say yes to my brother
whenever he wants to learn something! what about me?! my dad even said after my PMR results came out saying "if you want to pursue anything, just tell me and I'd let you GO!" he said he'd let me go! HE SAID it! but sad case he's old and I don't blame him since he has so much to do! but the broken of my heart will not be fixed! I feel so abandon by the love of my OWN family! they do not understand me! not at all.. they don't even want to try to understand me! actually one of my resolution should have added : 'just live life to the fullest and do not drop a tear because of anyone! nor my family members!' but I cant help the tear from rolling off my eyes! how I wish God spoke to me and told me to not be sad because He was there and will always be beside me! but all I can hear is ME telling myself that God is there for me! I'm not even sure whether its true! im not secured by love at ALL! I feel so lonely and feel like as stranger to everyone! I am still wearing a mask that I promised myself to take it off since last year! but if I don't wear the mask people would think I'm crazy and an emo! I'm not an emo! I dun like to be an emo! im Hannah! *sigh* what a day.. a day of me thinking all sorts of negatives!

HANNAH, u r a real soar loser..

another regular day.. =P

went to school happily! LOL.. wanted to go to the toilet actually once I reached school but then my friend that I dearly love so much was sobbing and having a nervous break down before I even could get to the class.. so I got to her and was able to be by her side until she was feeling better. so that meant I skipped my toilet privacy and assembly! ha-ha.. I didn't have to stand for SO LONG! so she went home after that. I went back to class as normal.. *sigh* Maths teacher scolded me for talking and not doing her work.. DAMN! and she even thought I hated her. what the F is wrong with her? people talking in her class means they hate her? LOL! Later was Biology so we went to the lab. did an experiment ( don't worry, I didn't burn down my school! ).. how funny! we were suppose to tests the presents of starch and glucose! haha.. so after doing the experiment I had nothing to do so I mixed this solution to that substance and guess what? it didn't burst my head off like a rocket! funny? so I mixed more! yay.. all was ugly and successfully didn't blast! =D teacher didn't find out of course! =P after bio was recess so I went and grab FOOD! =D then it was boring ADD MATHS! I wanted to commit suicide because of all my maths teachers! I think they burnt their brains and went kuku.. in the class I don't think I was the only one chit chatting but they refuse to scold them but ME! argh.. maybe I was sparkling in their eyes
so they had to look at me and voila.. they caught me! ish.. so I got scolded again! know my secret of avoiding them? pray for a miracle to come and keep saying ya.. =D I hate teachers! I mean MOST idiot kuku teachers! *sigh* I pity their lives! because they encountered me! =P so after school I went rushing for lunch if not I'd be late for CHOIR! so I chomped my food (I wasn't suppose to eat but gastric ruined me!) then I saw JOHN AND ARTHUR ( JOHN! u look so yeng in ur st.john uniform! better than Arthur actually! =D) ! lol.. 'I'll belanja u next time la ok???' so I went for choir then OLSON practice.. gosh! I was so annoyed! they keep depending on me to show them how to use those things! argh.. it's like they have never touched those in their entire lives! and guess what? I successfully jumped in a stylish way across the bar of HIGH JUMP! yay.. my maybe 2^nd time! =p so happy! but after that joy came hell! I ended up screaming like a mad woman going wild on the field! idiots! so my day was like dat.. got burnt.. but what the hell.. its just a skin colour.. =) so it was a typical day for me.. *sigh* another day went by.. =D!

what a day..

hallo! I have a real GREAT news to tell all of u! HEAR YE HEAR YE! I won a hundred $$$ from FLY FM! $100!! OMG! so suprising! just by a phone call away I got a hundred bucks? it's called an ANGPAO before new year! haha.. love today man.. love FLY FM! they rule.. and STEVE (from fly fm) u rock my socks!

black heart!

I'm pissed off! *frust* I can't believe this! no..!

I can't believe hazel could choose GOOD friends that some annoys and irritates me with their actions!!

so full of yourself, I know you are pretty and all but please.. if you are so perfect, I do hope you get the tiara from miss world (that is if u are qualified to get in! or even get through the audition..)

idiot! how could you laugh u at people! I know it is funny to see over sized humans but SO WHAT!? just accept them for who they are la.. condemning is all u noe! useless PIG! I know the girl is fat! I know she is way way fatter than you! but so WHAT!?? how could you just judge her by her looks. she is such a sweet girl inside. she really is! but you don't give her a chance to even show her real self to you but instead you laugh and mock at her whenever she passes by! argh! if you so want to compare your size.. hallo! compare with those that are better than you and go cry me a river for all I care! you! yes you idiot BITCH! you ARE THE most UGLIEST BLACK HEARTED BITCH I'll ever discover on this planet! YOU PESKY LITTLE IDIOT! SHORT AND UGLY! HOPELESS AND A SLUT! go suck peoples c**k for the rest of your life la since you are so good at it! *sigh* I can't believe this! you ruined my day! I wanted to cry when I heard hazel told me what you did to the girl.. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT.. and when one day you become like her don't mind me LMAO!!!!

*pissed by the IDIOT!*

idiots! argh.. pisses me off!

sue me all you want.. I'm going to die anyways..

I'm here to tell you all the truth..

I can't believe there was a car accident here in small little kuantan.. and the cause was because of the TENGKU's so called selfishness.. I know we respect him and all but do respect us! just because you wana go to your destination doesn't mean we don't as well! it was because of YOU that the lorry burnt and caused a human's life! maybe that dude in there has a loving family.. who knows? and you don't even darn bother to stop and check whether he is alright or not.. YOU don't even bother to stop for once in your life! who in the world would want to kill you unless you did evil things like THAT accident there.. if you are kind enough I'm positively sure we all will respect you and won't harm you! I regret being born in this dumb country! I believe just one concept! if you want to earn respect you have to learn to respect first! I can't believe even my youngest cousin sister knows this concept and she is only 5+ years old but YOU compared to her.. you are miles away! maybe its your generation! your EGO! rich and all isn't everything you know? it sucks living in your world if I were you!

annoyed little girl!

my typical SUNDAY!

6am- snore~ (actually I don't snore.. I'm a soundless human when I sleep.. =)

8am- mum asked me whether I want to go to church because we are going to be late if I still continue sleeping. so I said: " no mum, I'll praise the Lord silently in my dreams" =P

8.30am- start opening eyes, yawn.. brother woke up and on the laptop and I yelled at him " IF YOU TURN ON THE SPEAKER, YOU ARE SO GOING TO GET A BACK SLAP FROM ME!" I'm still feeling lazy..

9.30am- stretch my back and arms. rubbed my eyes.. went to the bathroom and wash my face, brush my teeth, and did my business..

9.35am- lay back down on my bed and hugged my pillow so tightly (symbolizing my laziness of getting outta the bed) took out a book from the shelf and start reading it (called sweet 16 written by Kate Brian)

10.36am- still reading.. shaking ass while reading.. tres interesting!

11am- heard the gate open and heard hazel's loud footstep stomp up the stairs and I started closing my ears but yet I can still hear her shouting: "still don't want to get out of bed ar?! faster la! I'm going to be late for tuition lo!!!"

11.03am- changed and hopped in the car with the book..

11.15am-reached san hin restaurant and ordered foods! ate 2 eggs, 1 bowl of noodles, 1 cup of barley juice (here come the carbs! but it is for my breakfast and lunch la! so it is considered okay already!)

11.50am- usually we take our time eating but because of hazel's nag of latefortuition, we chomped our food AF(fast)AP!

12.01pm- reached hazel's destination! (finally, a sigh of relief! no more nagging! muahahahaha~)

12.15pm- wanted to drop Hilda and ben to church but they refuse to go in.. sigh~ so we went shopping for our foods for the next whole week! and Chinese new year as well..

12.17pm- reached pantai selamat and shopped while I read my tres interesting book!

12.49pm- chucked all the shopping's in the car boot and head home!

12.53pm- reached home, throw all shopping's in kitchen, jumped on the couch to continue my readings!

1.25pm- stood up and stretched, helped my mum to scold brother for playing the laptop the whole day! =D nothing to do.. went to the kitchen and got some vitagen and gulped it down my throat (added a few carbs)

1.32pm- continued reading………….

2.07pm- finished more than half the book already! but mum just had to shoo me upstairs to read because she needs to use the lounge..

2.45pm- went to find dad to disturb him since my eyes is hurting a little so I decided to rest my eyes for a while.. wet into dad's room and asked him a bunch of crap and all he could do is to laugh.. LOL!

3.03pm- continued the book.. started to cry a bit.. so sad! it fills my heart with sorrows.. sigh..

3.35pm- dad came in the room and wondered why I was sobbing.. he started laughing at me when he found out it was because of a book.. ish! he has no sense of how sad it was.. he is one.. argh!

3.52pm- finally I wiped off my tears and grinned.. I ran down and told everyone I finished the book! I feel so happy! wow~ it took me less than a day to finish it but yet no one cares.. sigh.. no one understands my happiness except for my brother.. he smiled at me at least.. LOL!

4.25pm- got ready for swimming.. dad allows me to swim today because I keep nagging him about how happy and hyper I was after the book.. so to shut me up he HAS to agree! so i hopped in the car and off we went to the golf club..

4.30pm- reached pool.. when I took off my shirt and exposed my *HOTT BODY* other girls turned their heads and eyes to me! wow.. I'm not sure if they were jealous or…? lol.. dun give a damn.. so I jumped in the pool and off I went paddling my way across the pool..

5.15pm- finished my 15^th lap and I thought I saw Alyssa.. so I kept swimming until I reached the 'Alyssa' and yup! I was right so I said hi to her.. =)

5-25pm- rested in the Jacuzzi area ad relaxed for a moment to boost up my energy for my swimming laps to come..

5.35pm- swam another few laps and later I went to the toilet to take a bath..

6.02pm- ate in the golf canteen.. (added a few more carbs!)

6.25pm- waited for mum.. got annoyed by Hilda! argh! she can be a pain all the time! what the heck is wrong with that brat! she always get on my nerves! she keeps on yapping on crap that not only brings pain to my ears but also I hate answering her!

6.32pm- mum came and off we went home..

6.34pm- on the way back home.. saw Arthur waving bye to hazel and giving her a fly kiss (they went jogging together) LOL! so uh huh.. we got home and voila! here I am on the laptop already.. =)

*usually my Sunday includes church..sorry~~

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goodness! I am feeling so so so lazy now! I made a slogan for myself today.. wana hear?

    " I am the laziest PIG that man has ever discovered!"

haha.. funny rite? I want to go swimming but my mum is way too tired to fetch me to the pool! want to jog but mum don't let me go alone! I want to cycle to my friends house but my bicycle is out of order! argh! what is wrong with the world? why can't I exercise? I feel so hyper! I wana jump and reach the stars! I wana swim across the SOUTH CHINA SEA?! I wana do EVERYTHING NOW!!! *sigh* I feel so depressed.. I wana call a shrink! I wana kill myself! I wasted my hyper-ness now! I feel so.. not hyper already! thanks to the world! *ARGH*

Desperate humans! ish.. Pain to my eyes!

hallo my dear readers.. =)

I want to share with you a topic today that is so interesting yet irritating at the same time.

I was in my accounts tuition just now as my typical Thursday schedule. we were all settled down and listening what the teacher was tying to say. all of a sudden two girls came in. the first girl that caught my eye was a tall girl (still shorter than me!) with curly hair. and guess what she was wearing? okay.. she was wearing a strong perfume (smells like a cheap one!) and a see through white shirt with a VISIBLE BLACK BRA inside! wait I'm not done yet! she was also wearing a short cut pants that can show you her butt shape and a I mean SHORT!!!! who in the world would wear a see through shirt with a black bra? (unless you wana be the laughing stock of the crowd go ahead!) I mean.. its like you are trying to give out a message to everyone that is looking at you saying: " LOOK! I have boobies! real BOOBIES!" lol.. and you are only going for a damn ass TUITION! why in the world would anyone wear like dat? ish! anyways.. no offence but its annoying to look at (unless you are a guy, enjoy the SHOW before its gone). =) please la! what in the name of my father is wrong with the girls now a days.. just because your face ain't as perfect as *ehem* just don't show off your body la! it hurts other eyes! annoying! you can go fix your face! facial is the word if that is a solution for decreasing the numbers of whores in this world! argh!

pissed, Hannah~ (15/01/09)

anger..

what do u know about anger?
what is anger?
why do we get angry?
could we control anger?
why do we regret our actions because of anger?

nice questions, huh? haha.. it just popped up actually.. it popped up when I was studying with my sister and her boyfriend. she got angry because of a girl and she keeps on scolding the girl because of this and that behind her back. what is the point of scolding the girl behind her back all the time when she is not even listening!
*sigh* I don't know whether I should say this, but I can't always help my family when they are wrong, can i? I think my sister should either forgive and forget about what the girl did to her or she could go confront the girl of what is bothering her, instead of yapping and yapping or complaining bout that girl ALL THE TIME! (yes jie u can say that Chinese phrase to me again, I don't wana care anymore. I'm giving an advice and if u dun wana listen or take it then just leave it, its up 2 u) let me give you an example:

1. in my bio tuition, there's a girl named F. I know she exist and all but I am not sure if I'm her friend yet? I heard a lot of bad things bout her from other friends (yes I get fired up to hate her and all) but I choose to give her a chance and to know her. she even knocked me while passing papers during class but maybe it's an accident. maybe she feels sorry and maybe she wanted to apologize but I didn't hear her. I do believe in giving people second chance maybe even more than that. forgive and understand their condition before criticizing them. =)
   
2. there is this girl in my class, it is because of her I broke up with my ex boyfriend. I don't blame her. I just feel bad for my ex that I didn't listen to him instead. I know it's my fault for listening from one point of view but yet she lied to me and resulted me to break up with him. I am always ranged up with anger whenever I see her but sincerely saying, I forgive her! ( sometimes anger comes because of your own self for thinking too much and not thinking that it was you who caused the anger not the other person )
   

anger is an emotional state that may range from minor irritation to intense rage. usually, anger can't be controlled when you have no positive thinking in your mind at the certain state of anger. so I think, before getting all ranged up or fired up with hatred or anger, please think another time whether you should act or you could think what will the outcome be after your action (will it be nice?)

PS: mrs tan, deoxyribonucleic acid (DNA) yay! I remembered! =P

the life of form 4 is here!

hallo there again.. I don't think I'll have much time to fill up my blog from now on.. life would be more busier because the older you get that's how it is.. pity me huh? ok. now I'm in form four.. waiting for my sweet sixteen! haha! I'm planning to have a birthday bash! r u invited u might ask.. hmmm~ bitches stay out! lol.. nah.. I'll be sending out invitations! so you don't get it please don't cry for I won't entertain you.. (wow I feel so VVVVIP now) wtd.. its my sweet sixteen! haha! and you know what? my friends from US they'll get a car on their birthday but me.. maybe a motorbike! lol right? I know.. but what am I suppose to do? stucked in this dumb ass country I can't do anything! they don't listen out to us young people and they only see things in their perspective and make the decisions by themselves! shit heads! geee.. even Singapore that wasn't anything better than us at first are now ahead of us in MILES!! I'm not sure why but I'm sure that it's because we are not being responsible for our own country and the so called prime ministers or the SULTANS are not letting their ears touch us and hear us.. hear what we have to say and comment.. maybe in the awe of us there is someone that can advanced the country or maybe the WORLD but they don't give a damn on hearing what we have to say.. if we comment a bit they'll throw us to jail.. HMPH! I'm so frust! our country ain't going no where even if we reach 2020! okay I don't wana care anymore.. I wana leave this country as fast as possible and run away! until they get their thick heads open only I'll come back! muahahaha~ now.. about form 4.. I'm stressed and pressured by tuitions and many subjects.. I'm even taking EST! they say its easy so I'll just try it first.. I feel happy that now I'm more independent on what I want and what I want to achieve! so happy! but in the other hand I wish I would have more than 24hrs in hand and use them wisely! I think I dun even have time to see a pharmacist or even a doctor to check my health.. I think I have a hole in my stomach because of intense gastric! LOL! nvm I'll RIP so ya'll don't have to worry… less another talkative human on earth will really please those bitches out there! lol.. all I have to say now is I'll gambateh in form 4! muakx!~

i fulfilled my parents' dream?

i really am happy i fulfilled their dream and do u know what is that? that is going into first class. i can't believe it myself that i am in first class! i was scared when they called my name. really scared and i feel pressured. i can't believe it! i know they would be happy for me but I'm not. *sigh*
when i was in the class today i didn't felt like i was at home (which means i don't feel i belong there) i felt very lost. very stupid and dumb. i don't know why. can anyone help?

I killed her…

I killed her because I do love her. These hands, these hands that give life to many, killed her because of my love to her.

Ladies and Gentlemen of this honorable court, please listen to me, listen to my story before you give my verdict. I am Dr. Reyes, a cancer specialist. I was born in a slum district of Batalon. My father oh! I don't know him for I am a child of faith. My mother brought me up in such determination and my ambition was to escape the filthy and horrible place of Batalon. I was nourished with hope that someday I might live a life different from her. My mother had a burning faith that she turned the nights into days. All her efforts were not in vain for I pushed through with flying colors. My mother who had given her whole life to me had tears in her eyes as she pinned the gold medal on my proud breast.

Later on, I was sent as a scholar of the Philippines to the United States of America. I embraced my mother… tightly as I've reached the plane….."Mother, mother,.." I whispered. You will always be my best mother in the world.

After four years, I came back with laurels. I became a cancer specialist. I gave my mother everything but I was too late. I who had used to ease the pain of many, came too late to the life of my dying mother. I gave the best treatment but the grasp of death was so tight around her. My God, what is the use of ten years of study if I couldn't even use it at my mother's pain.

Then one night, I heard a strange cry. I run to her room. "Do you love me, child?"… she asked, as I embrace her. " Yes, mother….. If only I could get all your pain and agonies…"

" Then….. if you love me, end my sufferings, kill me… Let me die."

"But, mother, I promise to give life and not to end it."

God…. She did not deserve the unhappiness. She deserves to be happy.

I run to my room and came back with a syringe.

"Mother, forgive me…. God, please understand me…."

"Mother, mother, you must not die….. Don't leave, I love you. It was only a distilled water…..Mother…… Mother……. MOTHER……"


Now, Ladies and Gentlemen, give me your verdict. Yes, it was only distilled water which ended the sufferings of my mother.

Judge me….. Punish me………

GO, punish me………….. Thy will be done!!!!

it was a real touching story until the part where he had to kill her with DISTILLED WATER?!?! dumb! but still, it touched my soul! *sobs*

ready for school?

hey you students out there! are you guys READY for school? I can't hear you! are you ready?!?!??! LOL! I'm getting so excited! I was finding my badge and fitting on my school uniforms. thinking and imagining whether the teachers would treat me good. and would I really understand all the subjects I'm about to take? *sigh* I still cant believe I'm 16 already! gosh.. would my friends be the same? I hope so! really I wish it'll be a good year for me! I really hope so! and if you guys out there have some really great tuitions please introduce it to me okay? BE GOOD IN SCHOOL AND GOOD LUCK!

Through the rain

do u know this song named through the rain sang by Mariah Carey? I've heard it so many times and I think it's a really touching and moving song. her songs are THE best in getting me motivated (ex. touch my body. lol) the part where she sang 'When you get caught in the rain, With nowhere to run, When you're distraught and in pain, Without anyone, We keep prayin' to be saved, But nobody comes, And you feel so far away, That you just can't find your way home, You can get there alone' it's really nice to hear! although I'm not in the rain but I get what she means.. LOL! anyways.. it's just a nice song and I really love singing it.. hope you'll love it too!

2009 2009 2009 2009!!!!

so fast!! wow.. that is fast! gosh that is fast.. haha..! I remember I was just a baby needing my mummy to feed! wa-wa-wa-wa-wa! goodness~ I passed my UPSR and now PMR and soon SPM and degrees? OMGosh! that's fast! *sigh* that means another thing.. I have to check my 2008 resolutions and see which I achieved.. lol.. and I do have to make a new one too! gee!!!!!

MY 2009 RESOLUTION:

1. study hard that means no playing or fooling around!
   
2. be a better person in every angle (thanks to JEROME!)
   
3. obey the 10 commandments!
   
4. no BGR! single is MINE. don't even think bout 'em!
   
5. be a good daughter and respect people (no foul words)
   
6. be fit! (exercise daily! no more than 60kgs!)
   
7. cut off the Chinese slang! speak right!
   
8. cut down the TVs and Computers!
   
9. get a bike from M&D!
   
10. learn how to ride a motorbike!
    
11. pray to God daily and hear Him!
    

this is my so called resolution.. lets hope I obey them and achieve them! =D

happy 2009 everyone! MUAKX~~~

Christmas 2008!

this year (or shud I mean last year since it's a late post??) lol.. [I mean 2008 k?] was a great great year! yea! hooray to that! yes? ha-ha.. so we ended it with our PMR results and a celebration of CHRISTMAS (Jesus' birthday!) nice nice! I didn't expect my results to be THAT good.. not better than most of you humans out there but for me its really a big achievement..! hmmm~ lemme tell u this first then.. I wasn't nervous at all when I knew I have to get it but when it's the day I started planning.. I was only hoping for 2A's or less than that and I even though I would get a 'D' some where like history.. ha-ha.. so I planned on fake crying if I got that results so that my parents and other humans would pity me and don't care bout the dumb results.. (funny.. ain't?) I cant help but to think I really got such a good result! I'm glad and more than satisfied! but if it wasn't for some people or should I say friends that helped me I wouldn't achieve this.. thanks to GOD! and family.. friends too!! I'm so sorry to some friends that you didn't get what u wanted.. I'm so sorry for you guys..

so I celebrated and celebrated.. got congratulated here and there or everywhere and got pressies and $$$$$.. but from my parents I dunno what to get.. either a lappy? or a hand phone (which I dun wan since I dearly love mine oh so much!)? a bike? a camera? *sigh* so many to choose from.. haha! they finally stopped asking me what I wanted and suggested to give me $$$$! haha! I'll have my ATM card soon! (can't believe it!) and ya.. I have to be more independent right now because it's a big responsibility to hold your own ATM card in your pocket..

they are planning to shove me and hazel to Melbourne soon. (duno when) so I got to train! independence and knowledge is what I need most right now! haha~ hmm~ ok back to Christmas spirit!

my church celebrated Christmas in MS Garden and I performed with other friends! nice.. dance here sing there.. we got John, Arthur and Serene at my table that night with my family! *gosh* I still don't get it! why all of a sudden serene came! haha! so shocked! so happy! haha.. we ate during dinner time and performed.. can't believe our hard work KINDA paid off.. lol! I sang BAD! (I think) I hope not.. we practiced so hard!! keep practicing that when I performed I didn't want to leave the stage! except the part where I had to sing! argh! so scary!!! but I did enjoy! I wana rewind the time and be on stage again! I wana here the applauses! so nice.. ringing in my ears.. haha!

got presents for everyone and I got from everyone too! nice Christmas! I love you JESUS! and GOD! hehe.. muakx!!!! bye-bye 2008~~~~ (lazy want to add pics.. sorry folks! better luck next time!)