I do get jealous.
I’m human aren’t i? I guess its natural. But I shouldn’t.
It’s always true she’s smarter. And I’m not.
She’s more ‘innocent’ appearing and I look like a slut.
She’s more of the cuddly bear and I’m the tall ugly tower.
Sometimes I just need to know that I don’t have to compare with her or anyone else.
who cares if I’m not very fancy and no one I admire would take me seriously.
*swallows*
its hard to admit but I’m really imperfect!
I used to be okay with that.
lately, I just am NOT. SO so not.
She could get all her happiness now and forever. But I could get mine as well.
maybe just not the way she is getting it that I would get mine. but I would in the end.
I just have to realize it.
maybe I am secretly happy in one point in my life, I just don’t cherish it.
*sigh*
Conclusion is being jealous and being compared with is and will always be tiring. so don’t!
Love, Hannah
