my SICKest birthday ever..

i look weird~~

where am i looking at? =="

my birthday cake.. (strawberry! yummmm)

hallo..
if u are wondering why am i saying "my sickest birthday ever", don't..
i dun mean i hate it..
i meant that i was sick on my birthday!
haha..
my darn lil sis past her VIRUS to me!
argh..
sickening bitch!
oh how much i hate her!
she just coughs in front of me and won't even say sorry but giggles away!
*sigh*
my birthday was cool?
even though i was sick, i had the most wonderful day ever!
friends wished me..
parents too!
and the presents was out of this world!
hehe~
and i guess thats all?
had dinner..
there was so many hotties in the restaurant!
cool...
haha..
LOL..

xoxo..
-tenshi-

PITY ME!! how EMO.... =="

what a sad story.........( for me! )

*sigh*
why do i have to start with a sigh??
*sigh*
pity pity!
let me list down who am i pitying, actually
firstly i'm pitying me for having my burfday tomolo..
secondly i pity me cos many of my family members are sick so they can't celebrate my burfday wit me..
thirdly i pity me cos my friends are totally not around on my burfday..
lastly i pity my cake cos no one is sharing it wit me!
so the conclusion of this story is I PITY ME!!!

why?!
why shud my burfday be so ordinary all the time?
argh!
i remembered there were either twice or thrice where my burfday was cool..
out of 15 it came out 2 or 3??!
crazy!!

i'm afraid my burfday will suck this year!
i hate this!
why can't it be special?
*sigh*s...
but i guess in life u can't put your hopes too HIGH!!!
pity me!!!

why is everyone around me sick?
why aren't i sick then?
why do they have to suffer when i want to suffer for them?
why are there so many days in a year that they have to pick my burfday to be NOT HEALTHY?!
sickening!!!

*sigh*s...
LIFE is miserable!
xoxo

i FINALLY have a goal..

hi..
i'm sure in your mind u'd be like.." wat?
now only she has a goal??"
=P
but sad to admit its true..
i dun have a permanent goal or ambition since young..
i dunno why..
keke^^

you know what helped me to find an ambition?
it all happened on saturday
*screen turns spiral*
i went to school with a sad face cos mum forced me to go to school..
shocked actually..
my class turned out to be the most laziest class in my whole school!
only 13 students out of 40 came..
and i'm one of them!
proud to say...
*imagine: me on top of a mountain holding a victorious flag*
oh ya..
did i mention that my class, so called the laziest class, is the second class??
hahaha~
PROUD?????

okay okay..
continue the story..
it so happens while we were having a chit chat wit our BM teacher..
suddenly some teacher came knocking on our class door..
and says "dear students, i see u have nothing to do so why not go to the hall now.. there is some PAMERAN KERJAYA for you all to see.."
everyone starts staring at each other and decides whether we should go..
and then one girl stands up.. followed by another..
and we all went..
*too much info?*

reached hall..
saw many booths..
but something caught my eye!!
a booth about AIR STEWARDESS!
i quickly walk there..
and started asking all about it..
and they answered my questions..
and a girl told me i'm tall and pretty
and i could be a air stewardess!!
cool!!
haha^^
and that's when i start having a goal!
a goal to be a air stewardess!!
(too many "and"s)
kaka^^

that's most of it!
haha
thats how i got my goal!
cool??
or lame?
hmmm~
wat ever..

dun care la!
just study hard..
gotta go..
my bed is waiting..
haha~
ciao..
sayo nara?
xoxo^^

OH my GOSH!!!

aloha!
hey hey!
let me get straight to the point ya?
Mgss and St.Thomas are having an IU night tonight!
and sadly i ain't goin!
kaka^^
its just a waste of time!
haha~
and money!
ish!!
but i see there's so many people going there because of one thing!
DESPERATE!!

i over heard a few INDIAN bitches in my school talking about tonight's IU!
and they were saying
"wat r u gonna wear?"
"sexy ke"
"eh, i hear got this hot guy going"
"u bringing ur BF?"
and more...
sweat much!!!
DESPERATE PEOPLE!!
oh GOD!!
wat is this world becoming?!?!?
*sigh*

i can actually say i hate my school!
but not cos its a girl school or there's no guys (no difference)
its because of all the IRRESPONSIBLE idiots!! (most are malays)
its as if i care u dun have enough money to buy book or something!
argh!
they are so USELESS!!!
damn i hate MALAYS!! (except my buddies!)
its your own home country BITCH!!
and u can actually say u are broke!!!
IDIOTS!!
u know wat happened??
it started like this!
we were in class talking about buying books for revision right? since exam is so near!
then 3 idiots (which are school athletes and i'm sure they'll always get allowance!) came in the picture and said..(i translated it into English ya?)
" aiya.. no need la teacher.."
"its wasting money only right?"
teacher says:" but its for your own good!"
"but we don't have money!"
"why don't we ask the rich students at the back to sponsor la (pointing at my gang! bloody hell!)"
and i started shouting" go to hell bitch! i see u having a ROXY bag and purse and i guess u can spend money on all those useless things but on books u are asking us to help u pay! CELAKA!!"
aren't i correct!
they are so STUPID!
argh!
hate hate hate..
piss piss piss!!
ish!!!!!!
*inhale-exhale*x3
and because of them i'm getting angry!
argh!
bloody bitch!
i'm so sick with wat they are doing to us (hardworking people *cough cough*)
never mind!
i've given a piece of my mind already and hope they could read between the lines!

that's all for me today!
gotta get my princess sleep!
haha~
ciao..
xoxo..
-tenshi-

my burPday..

haha^^
lets countdown!
my b'day is on 29th of July!
today is24th!!
5 more days??
sweat!!
cool!
but i dun get it!
why so many people come n ask me wat i want?!
ish..
not cool adi la if i tell u guys!
ish~~
not fair..
its not from the bottom of their hearts!
n it won't be a surprise no more!
haha^^
hmmm~
since u so wana know wat i want..
fine..
i'l write wat i want!

• i want to go n see chelsea play in M'sia on my birthday!
• i want a new purse!
• i want a wardrobe full of armani, gucci, roxy, billabong, oreef!! haha^^
• i want a new hp!
• i want a new laptop!
• i want my bF to be wit me!
• i want a four storey strawberry cake!

haha^^
that is whats on my wish list right now!
can u help me to achieve those?!
no right?!
so don't ask la!
give me what you think is deep down from your heart..
a simple wish of happy birthday won't hurt..
tsk tsk tsk..
hmmm~
but there's a good thing!
i think my b'day this year is cool!
its like i'm an "tenshi" (Japanese word called angel) fallen from heaven on that special day!
my friends all got so lucky b4 my b'day!
example..
Alya got chosen for AFS's short list!
haha..
cool huh?
n lots more la..
malas wana write here..
siao la..
so perasan..=P
but wtd??
i am an angel right deep down??
hahaha
ALya gave me this sentence 'watashi wa ne taiyou no tenshi'
that means 'i am an angel of the sun'
haha..
sun means HOTT!!!
kaka^^

xoxo..

pics from music camp!!

a singer.me!!!

min wei.me.irina

musicians..

dancers!!!! how cute

?????? wats this?????

darsyi.a singer. me

me.a singer.darsyi

slambe go take this pic!! wkakakaka.. swt..

its darsyi n me! b4 performance!

form 5 girls!

kam.me! she's so tall!!! ish.. i'm actually tip toe-ing

the stage! check out the lights! so many!

emeer n me! he's so cute n yeng(the way he sings)

i think that's all!
argh!
why can't this camp go longer??
ish!
i dun wana go to school!
*sobs*
love the musics there..
hehe^^

xoxo..
*tenshi*

school life..

can u even see a thing?
haha...
never mind la.. i'm gonna type it down to make it easier for you!
kaka^^

Life in school..
really sucks!
darn! i hate it so much!

Teachers blabbering all the time
about something called 'knowledge'? =="
they are like speaking in some alien language
cos i can't seem to understand! *gees*

Not to forget those useless BITCHES
that stabs you at the back
without you even noticing! *bloody@#$%*

Worst of all, remember the times
when i actually have to
burn the midnight oil
for next morning's test! *yawn*

Going to school really is just a
waste of time an energy!
with those long 8 hours
I could really do so much more useful things
but clearly i have to stick
my face to a good-for-nothing book! *sigh*

but i have to admit that
going to school IS kinda fun!

i love breaking the rules
such as
*eating in class
*sleeping while teacher is teaching
*pissing teachers off
*bringing hand phone
*bullying
cool huh?!

i guess going to school
isn't THAT bad nor boring
after all! =D

haha...
i made it myself!
too bored in class so i just think of something to write..
haha^^
oh gosh!
its such a busy day..
rush for class and assignments!
ish..

n i am really disappointed that i said no for AGM and annual inspection!
(st.john)
argh!
never mind la..
there's always a next year nyways..

gotta ciao...
xoxo
silly willy

to that special someone~

to my dearest someone
that i don't even know your name
I really want to tell you
that the way you play your violin
had just made me fall for you

That smile that we
exchange to each other
makes me feel like i have
already known you

Oh! why do i have to suffer
by just missing you?
my heart hurts so deep
to know when i am not gonna see you anymore

Ah! if only there's a wishing star
I'd wish for us to meet again
so that i could suck up all my
bravery just to say 'hi'

The way you sway when you play
just takes my soul away
it's like there's no more air in the room
that i feel so hard to breathe

I dunno whether its just me being childish
or you being charming
but all i can think of right now
is only you, you, you and more YOU!!!

music camp............

OMGosh..
i have to admit that this music camp is quite cool..
especially the violins..
FUYOH!!
the way they play actually made my goose bumps popped out from my skin..
haha~
i love the singers too!
guess wat?
there's a lil boy.. (ok.. he's just small in size) but his voice, i gotta tell you, is just out of this world!
i didn't expect he would sing a love song that is full of emotion and passion!
wow..
hmmmm~
snapped pics as usual.. but i can't display it yet..
hehheh..
i will when its not midnight..
ok??
hmmmm~
what is there to say some more?
i'm not sure..
but nevermind..
i have a poem that i specially wrote to some one from that camp..
but guess what?
i don't even know his NAME!
haha..
never mind.. by chance we'll meet some day..
do you know that now a days i keep writing poems?
within just 4 days i actually wrote 3 poems..
but sad it doesn't really rhyme..
=P

xoxo..

i'll always love you

oh, how much i love you..
how much i adore you..
your kindness and the sweet relationship..
the way you call me your baby and the way you say you love me..
how i wish i hadn't thrown this away..

i can't help to regret my naive decision and i really feel bad..
I'm sorry for hurting you..
i'm even sorry for leaving you behind..
i really hope you know that i feel this way..
but i guess you wouldn't even look back..

its true what people says..
people will only appreciate when one is gone..
and then they'll regret..
and i guess i'm dumb enough to not appreciate you then..

now sitting alone in the room..
flashing back about the times when we were still together..
remembering bout the sweet memories..
hoping that our love would be forever..

oh how regretful i am..
sitting in my room and knowing that tears wouldn't solve anything..
but streams of water just pour out of my eyes..
wishing that you are here with me..

if only i was granted a wish..
i would wish to turn back time..
and we'd be together like the old times..
and when u were still mine..

i heard you had moved on..
that really made my heart sunk..
oh how i hope you hadn't..
because i still love you and i will always do..
now all i can do is to just say a silent prayer,
and hope you'd be by my side..

pening!

argh!
my life!!!!
darn i hate it!
can't time go any SLOWER?!?!?!? np. i meant faster...
all i do is study!
ish i hate this..
how can u people out there hold on to a book and read it without making a sound?!?!
i can't!
argh..
save me...
can't life more interesting?!?!
how i hope that will happen!
another thing that is happening in my world is both of my friends are LESBO'S!!
i'm feeling BLUE!!
really blue about this darn problem..
i can't help myself to stop thinking about this!
its like all the men in this world has GONE!!!
wat the?!
and it really makes my heart sink when one of them are christian too!!!
what are they, crazy?!?!
ish ish!!