3rd day of plain TORTURE!

wanted to wake up at 4am but my brain was so blurr and dizzy,

so I set my alarms to 5am and when I awoke again..

I decided to wake up at 5.30am..

then later I decided to fail my tests! LOL

reached school and went to the ladies..

don't really know what to do?!

brain wasn't working right.. even if I held the book it cant go in my coconut! LOL

then it was the time..

I held the paper on my palms.. and instantly I thought to myself..

"die la Hannah.. u r dead! before daddy sees your result.. u better run away from home! LOL"

once I open the test paper I was yawning and sneezing my brains out!

I cant concentrate! I don't know what to do!?!??! or how to do it!

geez~ NEVERMIND.. its just the starting of form4!

haha.. I don't even want to think about it!

next was Math paper! got a few last minute tips and sat for my paper..

it wasn't hard.. it was just normal.. at least I could concentrate in Maths..

I finished it after 1 hour.. had half an hour more to sleep! LOL

so tired!

after school.. said bye to R! she is moving to SABS! woosh~

didn't take her 1 month to suffer here.. and she's moving? hmmm~ I guess she got the hints!

LOL! anyways.. I didn't know SEETHA would read my blog! hey! LOL

oh ya! I'm starting my first guitar lesson on the 21^st of April!

cant wait!

=P

PS: I want to be a siren! haha..

xoxo..

Hannah

2nd day of EXAM! nah.. just a test!

this time I am not THAT hardworking to wake up EARLY in the morning..

eyes was so SO heavy..

I didn't drink coffee either..

blah.. felt so EXHAUSTED and restless!

anyways.. went to school and had my first paper which was English.. it was okay.. not hard not easy.. just nice.. wanted to sleep but my nose kept running! LOL

then after English there was Chinese papers so I left the class and ask my chemistry teacher to teach me.. and a few friends as well..

she taught us from head to toe.. and I could answer a few questions during the test! it wasn't as 'yippee' as yesterday but I felt good..

oh no! having PHYSICS tomorrow! aiks.. I feel so tired I don't even want to go for tuition tonight! blah! help..

PS: thanks JOHN for the treat.. had Happy Meal in MCD! LOL.. bought the slumdog millionaire! cant wait to watch it!

love.. HANNAH

the tree and I..

I was staring out the window one day..

and 'it' catches my attention..

'it' made me took pity of how 'it' looks..

this 'it' is wilting

'it' looks lonely

this 'it' is a tree..

I went down and asked the tree

"hey Mr. tree, why do u look so upset?"

it replied "I look upset because my 'happiness' had left me,

I feel lonely, I feel cold and I'm now waiting for my death bed"

I was shocked and said "where has your 'happiness' went?"

it teared for a moment and replied me..

"I don't know but I would do anything to get 'it' back!

Unfortunately my friend, I am JUST a tree.

a tree that will always be standing here waiting.. until my very last breath"

"what can I do to help 'you' get back your 'happiness'?"

…

*3 months later*

I stand at the very same position 3 months ago

staring down at the tree..

'it' looked happy now..

'it' has found its 'happiness' back..

and I helped it..

I gave 'it' its happiness..

but I stood there asking myself..

If I were to be the tree..

"who would be the kind person

to help me find my 'happiness'?"

-the end-

 

created by Hannah.. 8^th of April 2009.. 6.59pm

PS: I got this idea while I was in my garden looking up at the big ol'tree in front of my house.. =)

xoxo

my heartfelt apologies..

is my topic used the right way? LoL

anyways.. I'm saying this to those that I once hate.. ok.. maybe it was just yesterday I hated u but anyways I'm taking it all back..

what have I become? I'm so sorry~ seriously!

I take back all that I have said about you..

=) I want to start it all over again.. I'm giving myself a second chance to be a good friend.. haha..

anyways..

 

I had my EXAM today! aiks..

I woke up at 4am! can u believe that!? LoL.. u have to! I set 3 alarms under my pillow and all blow at the same time! geez~ I thought I was deaf for a second there! LoL

so once I was awake I quickly jumped off the bed so that I wont fall asleep again..

I switched on the laptop for songs! I cant possibly STUDY without songs! LoL..

so I cooked maggi mee.. and later made a cup of coffee
(wow! I actually drank coffee! I usually don't! seldom! unless I share.. LOL!)

ate and study history! woosh~ I find form 4 history better than those past years history! because I'm learning about other countries' history and its tres interesting! u know why I hate our country's history? because there isn't VICTORY! blehh~ useless!

anyways I studied and when it was 6.20am I woke up my siblings and got ready for school!

did BM paper first! it was.. hmmm~ ok I guess?

then time for history! I was shaking! literally!!! once I opened the paper I instantly answered them without any doubts
but that was the objective ones only! LOL when I turn for the structured ones, woosh! I was blown away.. I think I managed to answer more than half of the structured plus the essay so I think I wont get an F? LOL!

moral was the other paper and the last paper for today! woosh! I hate moral.. I think I shot more than 3 quarter of the paper! =P maybe I'd flunk it maybe I wont? depends! LOL! I really wish I wont flunk it because I'm a fully moral-ed human! LOL!

today went well.. talked to humans that I once dislike and ya.. no hard feelings and all.. =D

tomorrow I'm having English and Chemistry paper! bleh~ SMS! which stands for save my soul!

PS: I'm picking up guitar lessons! LOL! dad's promised to buy a real cool guitar.. mum allows me to BLING it up! mathilda! I need your help! LOL!

PS: Arthur is having his surgery tomorrow.. hope everything works out well! =D

PS: St.Thomas starting their exams tomorrow! GOOD LUCK!

love

Hannah

from a fortune cookie..

"your home is a PLEASANT place from which you draw HAPPINESS!"

come to think of it! true.. I do draw happiness from my home all the time!

and this happiness cant be bought by money! no one can take this from me!

my family.. and I are one! no one and nothing can separate us!

=D I thank the Lord for giving such a wonderful family and at the same time annoying my ass.. LoL

out of the blue?

I hate school now! seriously!

everyone is being so fake! bloody shit~

why is everyone being so annoying lately.. I mean..

*meditating*… ohmmmm… ohmmmmm~

I hate and I repeat.. I HATE SCHOOL

I miss G class.. I miss Alya.. I miss Shy! I miss every human that has been true to me since ever!

PS: I have more than 500 days left in being here in MGSS! wow.. I cant wait till it becomes zero! seriously!!!!!!!

I hate her and her and her! and more hers! and may I add? HIM as well!

PS: john.. I like the way u play ur guitar.. soothes my brain! haha.. ok fine.. my heart as well.. nice~

PS: yes.. i deleted most of my sentences from this post.. sorry

Loved and hated by,

Hannah

choir competition

SABS won.. seriously!
=D i'm so happy for them..
they deserve it though (PS: hui shun.. i'm not talking bout u! hahaha)
i'm so sorry for Alor Akar.. they did well too and we didnt see it coming as well..
MGSS got number 2 and Alor Akar got number 3..
i'm sure SABS will make PAHANG proud so wth?
MGSS and SABS only have 2 points difference.. HAHA!
thats hillarious.. maybe they are better in voise quality because they have BASE and that they are louder.. =D
we did our best and i'm satisfied with that already..
anyways.. in my eyes MGSS will always be number 1! =D
xoxo..
Hannah..