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a small success. :)

small small success might lead me to big and humongous victory.
quote: might
my over all trials result. 4As 4Bs 2Cs
considered average for brainiacs. but for me its a crazy achievement. :D
quote: i'm an idiot
but i am a little disappointed.
i've got only 1 A+ which is maths. merely MATHS!
i dislike my English teacher.
I made English look quite simple and yet she gave me only A!? she's shit in the head!
never mind.
quote: try harder
i shall not give up.
especially on my accounts, add maths, BM, sejarah, LITERATURE, biology and moral!
i got A for Add maths you know?! amazing
quote: YES im bragging. weeeee

Love, Hannah

I'm a piece of crap.

Trials' awesome, trials' sweet
the results are shitty and it makes me sick! :'(

DAMN!!!
results by far..
BM 57% C annoyed
BI [duno] anxious and pissed
Math 90% A+ amazingly im floating!
Add Math 67% B+ sad and depressed
Accounts [duno] scared
Moral 62% B hate but love :X
Sejarah [duno] anxious and peeing in my pants
Literature [duno] gave up
Biology 64% B kind of sad
Chemistry 70% A- excited!

overall and in conclusion, i'd rather die than to go forward and see more of the worst results anyone has ever made! :'(

Love, Hannah

a little rest can bring me no harm.

sweet!
I've ended my weekdays with a smile!
PLUS i have just finished my History 2 and Maths 1 and Chemistry 3!
So now what is left on my list?

Chemistry 1,2
Biology 1,2,3
Literature
Add Maths 1,2

Accounts 1,2

next week will be a battle between life and death.
I have the killer paper---Add Maths in the way as a HUGE obstacle!
but its A-Okay with God by my side.
I felt him being with me every now and then.
He's like the Light that shines in the dark (while i'm studying when there's no electricity.)
He helps me to relax myself when I get so stressed up!
:D love Him

i shall not forget my high school days when my friends are by my side even with bad intentions i shall always remember you! I even remember the first year of High School. SHY! Do you REALLY speak English?! haha~
:)
I want to thank Mathilda, Shy and my Kinny for having the thought of throwing a surprise party for me. Its the best thing ever! I thought they forgotten my birthday. :)
They even wanted to get me a hand phone and the dream dress I was really psyched about!
Thank You!
I must appreciate these times because i might not have them anymore when we're all going our separate ways. Its kind of scary to always think about it but i must not live in denial. :/ I really hope we would be good friends until I get married (YOU MUST BE MY BRIDESMAID!), My first child being born into this world, and sadly until my last breath. I want to cherish every time i have with all of you! My Life book in heaven must be filled with all your footprints OKAY?

*sobs*
why am i being so sober now?! ahaha.
anyways, i got to go. Leaving behind another emo post! :P
Love, Hannah
PS: MATY BATY
PPS: KIN my sweet lou gong zai!
PPPS: my lesbian partner SHY!
PPPPS: my left or right boobie CHALANI! (we're mixed up!! hahaha)
PPPPPS: my BIAWAK and OSTLE Darshy!
PPPPPPS: the mushroom Alisson
PPPPPPPS: my always will be Pandi TV

On your marks, get set, GO!

the SPM TRIAL run has started on Monday, (20th of Sep).
very tired now.
sweaty and sleepy and TIRED!
the run will end on the 5th of Oct~
i'm so going to achieve a Guinness World Record! LMAO.
BM is now out of my list and so is English.
Sejarah 1 has passed. now the big leap from mt Everest to Egypt! (Sj 2)
i'm dead!
:(
pimples are popping out non-stop like explosive balls!
eyes are as swollen as the Golden Fish. (?)
bones are going to give way soon.
TIRED!

Love, Hannah

PS: this time in the letter of complaint i DID not write LOVE! do not worry! :D
PPS: studying maths now. Matrices finally became my good friend!
PPPS: i want to kill my eye!

too excited for trials? don't think so.

the day before yesterday.
lovely Wednesday.
but turns into a disaster when i tried to drive my mother's car.
for those who know how long my mother's car is. its predictable for me to kill it easily without a certified licensed.
i was so filled with confidence and placing my hands on the gear and the steering wheel.
started the engine and off i went.
happily driving it. but suddenly (lol. drama much!)! only a path is left for me to go through. and it is a sharp turn with a small lane having a car parked at the side. so i turned the corner. and hoping to get to squeeze through that tiny alley.
(screech!) that is the sound of the scratch between my mum's car and my UNCLE's car!
DAMN! i'm an idiot!

that was the same day that i felt my left eye lid having some sort of blockage or a pimple.
PAIN was all i could think of.
it grew and grew and today i skipped school because i can't seem to see clearly. no point going to school with a stupid disturbance in my eye.
went to see the ophthalmologist.
its a good thing i had only eye problem and less people would see the ophthalmologist so it was a clear entrance and fast exit! :D
he examined and showed my mum its not a PIMPLE!
then, he assured me that i would be okay (usually) by just dripping the anti biotic into my eye.
if the infection does not subside by SUNDAY. i'm as well dead! because i would need to go for a MINOR operation which still is an OPERATION! which has RISKS! :(
i'm scared!
saw papaENG during breakfast and told him i saw a doctor and he was like..
"WHAT?! CHOOI CHOOIIII! you're having your exam on MONDAY right? don't get so excited about it larr.. see now.. *shakes head* never mind. i'll pray for you."
:D
prayers are the best healing and i hope it works!

too disturbed to study. how?! my HISTORY subject is bound to fail again. DAMN!
oh LORD. help?!

Love, Hannah

PS: if i lose an eye. just kill me.

need HELP

need discipline!
got to focus!
must remember!
no fun and games!
*notice the !!!!!!!!!!!! ?*
must SCORE!
want an IN into UNI high!
:(
i'm depressed!
I CAN DO IT!
*sigh*
be strong!
face the fact that we all will go through this!

Love Hannah

Orphan.

Isabelle Fuhrman
she's so pretty and cute! acted in the movie Orphan.
same age as my brother. year 1997.
looks matured for her age.
love her acting.
if only she's my sister! how i wish. HAHA!
don't find her scary in the movie. she look rather adorable in those dresses.
just a little scary with her fake black teeth.
if only..

Love HANNAH

YESUS KUPERCAYA !

Thanks to Yan Wen who introduced this AMAZING song to me. loves
song by Acts Church. Album called Actsperiment 2.0

Bapa di Syurga

Kau yang Termulia

KasihMu setia selamanya

PengorbananMu

membebaskanKu

segenap hatiku memujiMu

segala yang ku ada

ku serahkan padaMu

hanya Kau yang ku sembah

tiada sepertiMu

Kaulah kekuatan hidupku

memberikanku harapan

Yesus ku percaya

dan ku mencintaiMu

Kaulah pelita hidupku

menyinari jalanku

Sepanjang hidupku

ku 'kan mengikutimu

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hatiku ini milikMu

Sahabatku

................?

SEGALA YANG KUADA KU SERAHKAN PADAMU
HANYA KAU YANG KU SEMBAH TIADA SEPERTIMU!

love Him! and only Him that i would ever love so passionately! :D
love, Hannah the banana (always)

I miss my bloggie! :D

Kan: WRITE ABOUT ME!!
Hanz: THERE you go..
*smoochies*
Its Sunday today.
one more week and 12 hours more to go till trials of my sufferings!
Just came back from AUS. COLD is all i can say.
Love the schools there esp UNIVERSITY HIGH! wish i could be accepted! :D fingers crossed!
UNI high has a music WING! love the uniforms!
Just updating :) love him. nice soft lips! MUAHHHH
so many subjects to cover. ARGH!
wish me luck!
i want to grab this opportunity to wish all my babes and hunks all the best to you too!
LOVES, Hannah
PS: i love love love YOU!!

THE DAY IS HERE? =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

You know what that means right?

FOOD! MONEY and HAPPINESS! =D

:)

OH. and its also...

VALENTINES DAY! =)

mmmmuuuuuuaaaaaahhhhhhhh'

IT IS NOW, today, a day of LOVE! :)

=)

Love, Hannah

PS: get loads of ang paos k?!! =)

PPS: sorry i cant update much already. busy with school stuff!

PPPS: i love my baby darling! =)

i love to burp

*burp*
i just realised that burping is AWESOME! =D
it helps me feel full! LOL!
and its like you dont feel so bloat up after eating all the delicious food! =D
NICE!
say YES to burping!

and guess what.. i'm now Alisson's saviour! LOL! ask her why.. its so funny! yet pitiful! lol

LOVE, Hannah

Pictures speaks a thousand words

 

 

 

He’s gone. =(

='(

SOBS!

Chang Ron is now on his way (in the plane) to NZ!

Leaving me behind with all my sorrows and pain.. (ok fine, im exaggerating) but still?!! I'm in pain! =(

I don't know. I feel so moody.

Cried in school in front of Shy.

Got red eyes! Pouty lips and sniffing nose! =="

I don't like this.

What can I do? He has gone. =(

Sigh.

Anyway. I just can send a silent prayer to God to protect him and be with him.

Ok. So I went to school today.

=(

I felt so tired!

Cleaned the bio lab!

Then later we cam-whored in class while 'mopping' the floor with a broom?! LOL!

I just don't like my class people. They are so full of themselves!

COME ON!

First you said we can have our own wrapping papers for our tables and now NO?!!! after I bought the wrapper?!!! ISH!

Pity Alisson. She tore hers. =(

Everything went ok later on. LOL

Took pictures here and there! I love my camera. It comes back alive when I really need it! LOL! =D

 

Love, Hannah

PS: I'm pissed and sad because of him too but still, I love and adore him.

PPS: I miss and will always miss you, CHANG RON!

PPPS: Suhas! If you're reading this. HI!!! I miss you too and always will be!

PPPPS: Serene.. you don't need me to tell you right? Ok fine. I MISS YOU TOO!

PPPPPS: why do I miss everyone but don't feel like I'm being missed. YAIKS!

PPPPPPS: I wish to change to an art student! HELP!

Alas, I’m back!

OMG!!! i cant believe this!!

i have finished all four of house of night!!! [marked, betrayed, chosen, untamed] and the fifth.. [hunted] now i’m reading the sixth [tempted]! OMG! i cant wait for burned to come out! =(

The story is about VAMPYRES! ok.. i know it weird to spell vampires to vampyres. but because if the book that i’m reading gives out false info bout vampires they could be sued but if they use vampyre which is different they wouldnt be. =) get it?

I feel so related to this book because all of the characters inside are so similar to people around me! or ME! =D Zoey Redbird. She’s struggling with so many problems but yet she’s so brave and so clumsy. =) Stevie Rae is so bubbly like a part of me too! Erin and Shaunee is like me and my bffs! =) we are so close. so ‘together’ that we could just finish off out sentences like we’re twins! it could relate to Hazel and I too! =D Damien. he is so genius-y yet very loving and understanding. some what like one of my guy friend! =) Jack is so.. GAY! hahahaha.. Heath (one of Z’s bf –human ), very warm and friendly but naive at the same time! broke off yet still together. chain could never be broken till death! =/ sounds like someone! =D Erik! possesive!. =P Loren! Seducive! Kalona! both possesive and seducive! HAHAHAHA! =) i love this!

 

 

 

 

OK i gotta go! i will keep u updated about these books! at the mean time.. check out their websites:

• http://www.houseofnightseries.com/
• http://www.facebook.com/officialhouseofnight
• http://www.youtube.com/user/houseofnightbooks

SEE YA!

Love, Hannah

PS: i love him! =] MUAH! <3

PSS: i miss Hazel

PSSS: i hate homeworks! =[