i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!
why??!!
i mean its so not fair...
she had struggled for so long..
why can't YOU just have a bit of mercy on her!!!
*sigh*!!!
*shakes head!!!*
i pity Joshua... and Uncle Chee Seng...
*sigh*
okay.. the story goes like this...
Aunty Julie has 3 sons with Uncle Chee Seng..
they lived happily!
until one day..
their elder son ( Benjamin ) passed away... (i'm not really sure why.. *eeeeekkkkkssssss)
its from then on Aunty became weaker and weaker...
pity......
*sobs*
she struggled to put smiles on her face...
but i know deep down in her... she misses her son oh dear so much..
Uncle too not to forget..
they all had to fake a smile every day so that everyone won't worry..
*sigh*
Uncle had a stroke early this year...
and after he recovered..
Aunty went into the hospital cos of her heart..
*sigh*
she struggled so much...
and she finally left mother earth to dear heavenly FATHER up above..
*sigh*
(i know i know... sighing is not good..... but wat to do? its the only thing that relieves me..)
oh how much i pray she could wake up again!!!
just wake up to say her last request!
just to say bye to her sons and her beloved husband!!!
*crying so deeply inside my heart*
this is such a sad story for them..
i really wanted to hug Joshua!
but something was blocking...
i dunno whats that!!!
it could be fear!
*sigh*
pity!!!
all i could do was just to pray!
how useless!!
*sigh*
***********************************
talk about death..
its opposite is life...
and when a new born baby was to be given birth..
its such a wonderful thing!
people rejoice..
JOY is the first thing that pops into their mind!
they would be saying
"oh what a CUTE baby.."
and bla bla!!
but wake up!
a birth=a death!!!!!!!
a baby is welcomed to this earth but someone else would be saying goodbye to MOTHER EARTH and they are leaving behind their beloved family and friends...
*sigh*
how pitiful!
imagine..
just imagine..
its like u were dying for someone else's life!!
it is a situation where u are to rejoice and mourn at the same time...
*sigh*
get what i mean?!
it means its so complicated!
argh!
i feel so weak now..
i feel so sad..
i feel like crying...
JUST IMAGINE!!!!!!
someone is probably dying right at this second!
oh no..........................
sobbing,
oh dear me...
XoXo
why??!!
i mean its so not fair...
she had struggled for so long..
why can't YOU just have a bit of mercy on her!!!
*sigh*!!!
*shakes head!!!*
i pity Joshua... and Uncle Chee Seng...
*sigh*
okay.. the story goes like this...
Aunty Julie has 3 sons with Uncle Chee Seng..
they lived happily!
until one day..
their elder son ( Benjamin ) passed away... (i'm not really sure why.. *eeeeekkkkkssssss)
its from then on Aunty became weaker and weaker...
pity......
*sobs*
she struggled to put smiles on her face...
but i know deep down in her... she misses her son oh dear so much..
Uncle too not to forget..
they all had to fake a smile every day so that everyone won't worry..
*sigh*
Uncle had a stroke early this year...
and after he recovered..
Aunty went into the hospital cos of her heart..
*sigh*
she struggled so much...
and she finally left mother earth to dear heavenly FATHER up above..
*sigh*
(i know i know... sighing is not good..... but wat to do? its the only thing that relieves me..)
oh how much i pray she could wake up again!!!
just wake up to say her last request!
just to say bye to her sons and her beloved husband!!!
*crying so deeply inside my heart*
this is such a sad story for them..
i really wanted to hug Joshua!
but something was blocking...
i dunno whats that!!!
it could be fear!
*sigh*
pity!!!
all i could do was just to pray!
how useless!!
*sigh*
***********************************
talk about death..
its opposite is life...
and when a new born baby was to be given birth..
its such a wonderful thing!
people rejoice..
JOY is the first thing that pops into their mind!
they would be saying
"oh what a CUTE baby.."
and bla bla!!
but wake up!
a birth=a death!!!!!!!
a baby is welcomed to this earth but someone else would be saying goodbye to MOTHER EARTH and they are leaving behind their beloved family and friends...
*sigh*
how pitiful!
imagine..
just imagine..
its like u were dying for someone else's life!!
it is a situation where u are to rejoice and mourn at the same time...
*sigh*
get what i mean?!
it means its so complicated!
argh!
i feel so weak now..
i feel so sad..
i feel like crying...
JUST IMAGINE!!!!!!
someone is probably dying right at this second!
oh no..........................
sobbing,
oh dear me...
XoXo
