The question about who we are can't be answered in a nutshell but on the surface, you might be able to find out if you're a people pleaser, wanna fit inner or just plain no opinion having kinda person. In three simple questions you'll find out if you're someone who just cares too much about what people think. Isn't it time to listen to what YOU want?
1) You're out shopping with some friends when they see a funky looking blazer and matching pant set. Had you been alone you'd have laughed secretly to yourself but after stating that your taste in clothes is drab, they insist you get it to spice up your wardrobe. You know you'll never be caught dead in this atrocity so you:
a) Decide the store should pay you to wear it and put it right back where it belongs, on the rack.
b) Have a few laughs about it but begin to seriously wonder if the purple checkered pant suit might do your closet some justice.
c) Convince yourself that purple isn't such a bad color and checkers aren't such a bad pattern. The two together can't be wrong, right? You nab it before anyone else has a chance.
2)The latest haircut suits everyone with a round face but yours is a prominent square. According to your internet research on face shapes, this hairstyle would NEVER ever in a gazillion years match yours. You:
a) Get the hairstyle anyway, screw the internet. Screw round faces!!
b) Realize that it's not so much your face shape that can't pull off the look but your lack of confidence wearing it. You'll just stick out your long hair until you get bored enough of it and then just tie it back.
c) Believe that 2 million web pages can't be wrong. There is no way you're wearing a round face hairstyle on your big square head. Surely there must be some other sexy styles to suit your face!!
3) You're at the party of the year for a grand total of 20 minutes when a glass of red wine is spilt all over your white dress. You can't possibly find the words to describe your frustration and your friends trying to make light of it, start dragging you into the center of the dance floor as your favorite song plays. Inside you feel the urge to wiggle your booty but as you look around and catch a glimpse of your reflection, you:
a) Drop down and get your eagle on gurl. Wine schwine! Not much you can do to remove the stain in this moment, might as well make the best of it and party on.
b) Casually dance your way to the washroom to attempt stain removal yourself. You're not coming out until the deep red is down to a light pink.
c) Rush homebound to your car with a sweater around your stain. You can't believe that beef head had the nerve to do the Macarena with a full glass of wine in her hand!!
RESULTS
If you have two or more A's: You know what you want and have a firm grasp of what works in your life and what doesn't. You care what people think to a certain extent and the moment you realize your pleasing them will cause you discomfort, the voice in your head kick in full gear "do what you want!!" You have a healthy balance of having fun but sometimes it's ok to bend a little and give in a tad. This doesn't mean at your own expense of happiness but would it really hurt you to wear the shirt your boyfriend bought you for his birthday dinner even if the color doesn't suit your complexion? Learn to be a good judge about when to flex or stay firm. Either way, you'll know when you put your foot down you're speaking your mind and when you don't you're choosing not to. You'll always be in control that way!
If you have two or more B's: To do something you know is not you is one thing but if you can't decide if it's you or not, that's just sad! Are you in or out? Are you here or there? Are you this or that…decide already!! The good news? You have an opinion. The bad news? It isn't yours! If you don't want to wear strappy sandals because you hate your feet with a passion but strappy sandals are all the rage, guess what?? Don't wear strappy sandals. Conforming to society just to fit in is never a good thing in the fashion world because it doesn't represent who you are. Wearing something just as adorable and flattering will be far hotter because you'll be much more comfortable in it. What better way to shine than to be dressed in head to toe, you.
If you have 2 or more C's: Know what you want yet? Sure you do, you always did though you might not express yourself properly about it sometimes and therefore people and situations win over. You little people pleaser you!! You know you don't like certain things. You know you won't like certain results. You know you know you know - you just don't do! Time to change that in 2009 and come correct with a new attitude. If you're afraid to speak up sometimes or find you live your life in fear of what people will think or won't think of you, you might as well have strings on your body and everyone in the world pulling them. So now you know what you are, here's what you can do about it! Decide, yes, make a decision to do what makes you uncomfortable, but in a good way. That means, if it makes you uncomfortable to NOT do what someone else wants you to do, do it anyway!! As uncomfortable as you might feel to displease people, it sure beats displeasing yourself. Start in baby steps if you can't take the full haul and politely displease one person a day. Before you know it, you'll have an opinion, you'll have a say in your life and you'll have one heck of a good time living freely!
LOL.. don't be shocked! he's a good doctor, really!
it's the rumors that make him sound bad only..
and the meaning of rumors are BAD and not true ones!
LOL! he's a really funny guy.. I don't know why is everyone so scared of him?
ok. so lets get straight to the topic..
went to the clinic and WHOA! to my shock so many humans!
LOL! so I have to wait! I hate waiting in clinics.. ish!
aunty sally as usual was rushing in to dr.HEW's office and to the counter (and so on)
i waited and waited.. until it was my turn.. excited..
LOL! oh ya.. have I told u? that I was there to get my medical check up for the camp.. LOL.. I'm not sick so don't cha worry! =)
hmmm~ ok.. so when I went in he was like "HANNAH! what brings you here?!" and I was like.. hahahaha~
his voice was damn loud! I guess the few shops beside his clinic could even hear him.. LOL
so I told him and he was like "oh.. OK den.."
he started with my pulse rate then my blood pressure. to my surprise I had bad blood pressure.. not that bad but going there..
so we continued by aunty sally ushering me to the bed and ask me to strip! LOL..
*shocked!* I WAS LIKE WHAT???!?! not giving you the details what he did to me.. it was just checking! so.. no worries..
I kept laughing because it was ticklish! hahaha! he laughed and aunty sally laughed too!
what the.. =="
he told me that I'm abnormal! he can't feel my femoral pulse! LOL! evil grins~
and ya.. I'm normal! ok.. maybe not THAT normal.. LOL
anyways.. I cant wait for the camp! really!!!
to u people out there that has negative thoughts about DR.HEW, u guys are damn ass blind! LOL
PS: I wonder why is everyone reading my blog?? LOL I want it to be private.. =="
LOVE, HANNAH
there was an audition in ECM today.. I was there but I didn't dare sign up..
it scares me! haha.. but that's my future there laying in my hands!
=(
there's auditions for modeling (which I wanted), singing, playing instruments and acting..
LOL
*sigh* I should go for it but I don't have the guts.. I don't even know what to do up there!
there were so many people staring at you if you are up there and I really don't like that feeling..
I love the stage if there were homo sapiens up there WITH me..
LOL!
never mind.. my dad says let them spot me (if I'm destined to model) not me spotting them..
so I left ECM with sushis' in my hands to keep me from regrets..
PS: i love sushi!! =DD
I'm going to this camp that will be held in PPKB Tanjung Paloh, Ulu Belum, Grik Perak! wow.. so excited..
it will be starting from 13th of March to 17th of March..
"it's fun" quoted by Geetha that went last year.. different location but yet the activities would be almost the same.
it isn't only Kuantan-iers get to go.. its all around Malaysia that will join this camp so it will be fun and exciting!
the only thing I don't like is there is so many 'solats' lol.. it's the Muslim's praying time..
GOSH! I cant wait.. there will be night walk, ice breaking, jungle trekking and so on..
I cant wait!
YIPPEEE but I feel so sad that I cant go for a holiday with my family..
Never mind.. they'll have fun without me anyways.. =)
I hope and pray everything goes well! wish me luck..
PS: I hate walking in the jungle in the dark! I hope I won't get lost! LOL
love, Hannah!
I'm the mascot.. noticed? haha.. I'm suppose to be an Indian king.. lOl! notice the moustache? lOl!!!!
anyways.. I'm cutting the whole thing short..
MY HOUSE GOT CHAMPION again! hehehe..
so damn ass happy!
woohoo and way to go OLSON! muah muah muah!!!
ok la I give some details..
I shouted till my voice 'fractured' Lol..
I was giving support and shouting to make others shout and give support..
which means I'm leading the cheers! hehe..
that Geetha la.. *sigh* because OLSON was losing hope and faith already.. because the other houses stole our songs! BLOODY blue and green! hatesssss!
we do 'kopi O' they followed, we did 'everywhere we go' they follow! we did 'we will rock you' they followed again! bloody bitches!
anyways I pulled back their faith together because Geetha was frustrated and ran off to cool down..
so I lead them! and oh my GOSH! I was singing, not.. I can be considered yelling! haha..
but it all paid off! =)
OLSON won and CRAVEN lost! muahahaha.. kiss my ass!
u know craven has been acting so annoying before sports day and said they will win here and there! so OLSON just kept quiet!
but now! yay.. who's the winner!??!? huh?? tell me!! =P
idiots..
anyways..
I hope next year would be better.. haha!
PS: I got sun burnt! =( so sad.. never mind.. I'll grow out of it!
love, Hannah!
apologies to CIK.ZALINA.. I was suppose to go to ECM, pizza hut to celebrate MSSD because it was a success! anyways.. sorry~
friends are like bits and bits of puzzle of my heart.. if I lose any of them I will feel incomplete, it will make me feel like I lost my heart..
I know.. this is me.. but if u are so close to her like you see her everyday and you talk to her and gossip about other people together.. the laughter and tears are memories that cannot be stolen and why do u choose to throw them all away? I don't get it??
I was fighting with D, S and T. but D and I finally came back together.. when we chat now we are like "why did we actually fight.. so weird" "gosh, I miss you" "I have so many things to tell you" "wow! we haven't talked for THAT long?!?!?" ya.. I know.. its very painful to be gossiped and to gossip about and by your own buddy. but it can all turn back around.. why do u want to choose the path which leads you to a dark and gloomy day? why don't you choose the path where you can always be happy and filled with sunshine? *sigh*
I feel so sad not seeing you guys together.. u both miss yourselves so much but why the ego? I know for u both it is very hard to apologize but why not try just to fix your relationship? why? I don't get it?!?! I don't mind saying sorry and I don't mind being punished as long as I benefit out of it.. just think! if you don't try how would you know she'll reject you?? try and benefit! if she really rejects you in the end, at least you know that you've tried.. I'm tearing now even it is not me. I'm tearing with questions!
I see the whole picture jie, I really do! I'm not looking at half the picture! I see the whole thing! I don't know why you have to treat me like this? you've never TRIED to listen how I felt, what I think! you always think you are right! since young! letting your anger on me since young is your habit ( I get it ) but can't you try to see me as a sister for once!? I'm not born into this world to be your dummy! I'm always with you and will forever be by your side! that's a vow I've made since the day I was born! I'm helping you but why do you think I'm helping her?!?!? I'm advising you for the better not to blame you! even if it isn't your fault can you just try to let your ego go and fix your relationship with your buddy that will be there for you other than me? I'm sick of seeing your hatred eyes! I'm sick of hearing your complaints about other people! don't ask people whether they own a mirror or not, ask yourself first.. you own large mirrors in your room but why don't you reflect your character and see what it has done? *sigh*
anyways.. I've finished what I need and have to say..
I hope you'll understand me more than just a dummy that takes in your anger..
=) I don't blame you. I understand.
its up to you, your future is in your hands.. I'm here to support and be with you until my last breath.
I love you jie.. I really do!! I'm sorry for yelling at you just now.. another thing.. you can listen to God too! pray and hear.. you'll do what's right when the time comes, I believe in you!
PS: I'm going for the PERAK camp to ease my mind.. so I'll miss you.. I hope you read this..
cried and will always be crying,
hannah~