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Hello. The name is Hannah (or Banana). There really isn't much, really, as to what I can say about myself. Everything about me is here in my blog. From when I first hit puberty to when I am still trying to figure out how to go about mini-challenges to every day living! Love, Hannah PS: happy reading!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

… random dumb and useless me!...

it was BORING
being
LOCKED up in school!

and in the same time it was very tiring! having choir every day! YOUCH! tuitions made my life even WORST!


 

talking about tuitions! yesterday (Friday) I had Chemistry tuition with Arthur in Mr.Chen's house..

usually after tuition I'd walk with him back to housing area so that it will be easier for my mum to pick me up.

then on every usual Fridays' there will be a night market around his area. so we will stop by and buy snacks to chew on.

and yesterday was one chaos! LOL purchased TOO much food
that we had to deal with our books, pencil cases, and THE FOOD!

we had to eat and walk at the same time! that was hard you know? haha.. it was hilarious!

so we ate like we wont be having our dinner! I was so full! LOL!

ok.. now back to school!

on Thursday we had Chemistry class. so we attended it as usual. thought it would be boring because we should be doing an experiment but teacher wouldn't allow because the day before she wanted to do the experiment for us to see but that idiot Add Maths teacher wouldn't leave the class room! THAT BITCH!

so we thought there wont be any experiment and just went for class.. but we forced teacher till she finally said OK! OH ya.. did I tell u? that the experiment had to do with BOMB! muahaha~

we used sodium and a basin of water.. so we surrounded teacher.. we cant do the experiment because it was WAY too dangerous!

teacher took a little chunk of sodium and chuck it into the basin and it floated here and there.. no EXPLOSION!

then we asked her to put a second piece and a bigger one! so she did.. we didn't know what would happen next though!

when she chuck the second piece in it was as usual, no explosion! LOL..

then the sodium piece got stuck on the side of the basin so I held the basin and shook the water till it evaporates but all of a sudden! BOOM! it was so huge the explosion that it almost hit Maryam's face! so scary! we all ran far away.. then they looked at me and said next time if there would be any experiment like this I had to STAY far! hahaha.. how evil.. I didn't know la ok?!? geez~

choir..

woosh! it was awesome! but tiring! we had to sing and sing.. and my jaws hurt from smiling all the time! argh~ how painful!

but no pain no gain!! hehehe~ we have to beat every team! we need to be the champion this year!

I swear I'd do my best but the rest?

Chalani

you know what she told me during a boring lesson? "why shit it and waste it when you can vomit and taste it?!" what the F***!

Rachel

how I wish she knew that most of our choir members and classmates dislike her.. I do at a certain point!

I want to tell her so that she would change a little bit.. SIGH! what should I do!?

we don't like your acting cute thingy! we don't like you acting innocent when you ARE 101% NOT!

I don't like you lying! I remembered you telling me, Chalani and Sonia that you have a boyfriend! and now you said u don't have one at all!?

your lies are getting huge! remember this.. you still have time to fix up what u had created! =D


 

anyways.. I oughta go now.. I have to make a Mother's day script.. =P

ciao senioritas' and seniors~~ =D

PS: I was grounded by my mum that I have to stay away from the lappy! =( how sad..

don't ask me why I cant online kay? I guess you got it now.. LOL

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I’m not ready yet! or I just don’t want it!

I think history maybe repeating itself!

do u know Hannah that is in the bible? the one that wishes to have a son?

ya.. but for me is wishing for more friends (boys)
since I entered MGS..

last time when I was in primary I socialize with both girls and boys but now girls only so I wished hard for that..

and when now I have just the right amount.. it keeps growing and growing! LOL

and the way it grows makes my life complicated!

I don't want a relationship!
my resolution isn't meant to be broken
(to hazel!)..

its suppose to guide me and to tell myself to obey and to set my mind straight to what I want to do!

I just want friends! not a relationship! I'm planning not to have any until I reach a certain age!

I was flirting! not in love.. I admit.. but how should I put it in words to tell u? you're heart would be crushed!

*sigh* sometimes wishes DO have limits!

oh do tell me what to do?!

love hannah~

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

tired exhausted and DEHYDRATED!

I survived school without being murdered by evil teachers! hehe..

guess why? I guess u got the right answer! yes!! its because I didn't touch any of my assignments and I really mean TOUCH! LOL

assembly was a mess! so SEMPIT! cant the prefects make a bigger space in between!?!?! geez..

teachers were like aliens up the stage yapping and yapping and I almost dozed off! LOL

went to class.. lame lessons! I hate MATHS right now thanks to the teacher..

HATE HATE BM! I practically hate every single subject on my list now! haha!

anyways.. borrowed a book from Alisson to help me release my TENSIONS! LOL! its called CUPIDITY!

after school went to SIN LOCK for lunch with Rachel!

geez.. if only Julius hadn't finish THAT early I wouldn't have any debts with him anymore! LOL

got teased by JOHN and ARTHUR! such friends!

I ate rice + cabbage + egg!

went for choir.. totally sucked! *sigh*.. It would take a miracle for us to win with such OHM! lOl..

I really wish that we could do our best even if we don't win! *sigh* no one is cooperating at all!

then went for Accounts tuition! damn tired.. felt like sleeping.. didn't get much rest since the camp..! LOL

I am starting to hate Accounts because I'm getting blurred and blurrier! *shakes head*

went home and ate until I bloated!

took a bath and guess what!? I studied! shocked?! LOL..

I did accounts since I really want to learn it I got to have the spirit to love it! so I did all the work and did some exercises in the book.

now blogging..

and waiting for people to chat with me! hehe~

toodles~~~

Monday, March 23, 2009

camp bio-D!! I lurrrrvvvv it!

tell u one thing first! I kena PACAT! it is like leech la.. but smaller.. haha! ouch!!!!

ok.. lemme start off with:


 

DAY (1)

reached PUSAT KOKO at 6pm++ saw YIP! haha.. both of us were sort of late.. LOL

we roamed and roamed! damn small la the place! and its boring! have to wait until 10PM only we BERTOLAK go PERAK!!! ish!!

then when it was getting darker we saw stars! so beautiful! moon was so bright! shinning it the sky! damn nice..

we saw guys! *not JACKOONS (is that how its spelled?)*

guys from st.THOMAS was Julius, Gajen and Munis..

Munis came over and talked to us for a while.. haha.. he's a damn funny guy..

anyways.. we ate our dinner.. (that was how I started not eating!) I ate rice with vege soup only! damn useless! semua fish! and so many bones somemore!!!

had to wash my plate in a basin! useless! haha..

we saw girls too! like DUH! damn awkward.. ish..

anyways.. we started our journey..

stopped here and there to pee and wee, eat and drink.. lOl the bus damn cold! can't sleep.. ass hurts..

teacher kept singing (dah la out of tune! haha)


 

DAY (2)

still in the bus, I think I slept less than 3 hours! the bus was shaking.. ISH! anyways..

got a teacher that I kept talking to.. her name is CIKGU HANIM. she teaches English and she's married (but still look damn fit and young) she has 2 kids too!

she kept taking pictures.. haha.. always those pictures that u are not ready at all.. LOL

LoNG story cut short, we reached the JETI AWAM to go to our 'ISLAND'. the toilet at the JETI totally sucked! the girls toilet has water pouring from the ceiling and the boys toilet was covered with SMELL! ewww! gross~ we waited from 10.30am until 12.30pm to eat our lunch! damn slow service! all I ate was rice wite vegetables and egg. *bleh* then after lunch we roamed the shop to buy some food to survive on the island while waiting for a boat to pick us up.

the boat reached and we were set off to our ISLAND! ( I like calling the island our island.. it feels so GLAM! haha.. ) the sceneries was breath taking! shortly we've arrived at our so-called 'hotel'.. a hotel where there is no red carpet!?!?! what the?!?! LOL anyways we had to carry our luggages' up the SLOPE to reach our 'resort'. and trust me.. the slope ain't any slope. it's a slope of doom! it made my hand swollen! blame the weight on the bags! darn heavy! ISH!

we unpacked our things in our 'long house' which practically can just rumble to pieces any time sooner! we had a little 'taklimat' to help us survive in this ISLAND of ours. then we had a tiny ice-breaking which seems like forever among us PAHANG people while waiting for the PUTRAJAYA humans to arrive and seriously! it took them longer than we thought.. anyways.. the ice-breaking was GOD!-DAMN awkward! Cikgu Hanim wanted to make it fun which made it so NOT! she wanted us to make a trademark for ourselves so that it would be easier for everyone to remember each other. we had to make a movement and a slogan.. I made one superman thing and shouted "GO HANNAH"!!?? LOL! it was so weird! anyways.. through that it was obvious that everyone wanted to go to hell! LOL!

half way through the ice-breaking all of a sudden there was an interruption ( could see the relieves in everyone's faces! ) we had to carry foods out from a boat to the kitchen for the aunties to cook for us. and tell u the truth I was like! ( CILLIES?!?!? oh no.. )

a few moments after some rest we finally get to see the VIP's arriving! argh.. it took them THAT long..?!!? long story cut shorter! we jumped in the water for our water confidence program. it was suppose to teach us what to do if we were stuck in the middle of the sea with just a life jacket! oh gosh.. what more can we do!?!? anyways.. we chucked the lessons away and had our 'water therapy' which means lying on the surface of the water and relaxing! LOL I banged on a few people but what to do the water was making me hit them.. I was just floating! LOL! we swam until 6.30pm and then took a COLD bath in the same toilet with a bunch of GIRLS! let me give u a picture of how the toilet looked like.. it was like a room the same size as my bedroom I guess and it wasn't painted! it just had a big brick squared wall in the middle which was filled with water.. and we have to surround this 'thing' and grab water out from it. and tell u the truth.. I felt even dirtier after having THAT shower! LOL

after feeling even more dirtier we waited for dinner which I ate vege and rice only! oh ya.. and H2O! LOL I hated the food there! it made me had gastric! it was spicy and it wasn't my home food! =(

after my undelightful dinner we had another 'taklimat' which was boring! and geez there was so many INSECTS! and the man that was giving us the 'taklimat' was just crapping about the history of this camp, the motto, visions and animals that have been seen in this camp! GOSH everyone was tired GIVE US A BREAK MAN! I wanted to shout at him! LOL and to make things worst.. teachers was smoking at the back of the hall like chimneys! and they call this a 100% natural camp! HALLO u r polluting the air!! ISH! later, they we had a meeting.. we had to be separated to groups and I was in group (1).. do u wana know who's in my group? the details will be given soon.. =D my group was chosen to be AJK keselamatan which is for safety! LOL! I don't even know karate! what the.. ??!? anyways.. it was time to chose the penghulu and penghuluwati.. penghulu means the chief of our camp and it was a guy named Amir. anyways.. when it was the penguluwati's turn.. a girl named was called up to be voted her name was Aziatul (she was the lover of the penghulu, I guess) then some idiot called me! so annoying! I was like.. what was I suppose to do?!?!? LOL! I cant be a penguluwati! I'd kill everyone! Haha.. but I lost at last by one vote.. actually the teachers wanted to vote for me but happily teachers votes ain't acceptable! woohoo! I was free! LOL

then we had an ice breaking (again!) but this ice-breaking was better.. we were to be in pairs (which was chosen by pictures which means I took half of a picture and another guy has the other half and that's how we were to be in pairs!).. then the rules were like interviewing.. we had to know 3 things about your pair (ex: his shoe size, name, age, hobbies, colours, school..etc) so ya.. the guy I was being paired up with was Fadriz and he loves the colour white and his hobby is to fish?!?! LOL! he's evil.. we became friends and he keeps bullying me! annoying brat.. but his like a brother to me.. haha!

after Ice-breaking we gotta sleep! nitex?


 

DAY (3)

did I mention? chow, Ratna, Sasy, Yip and I didn't sleep in the 'long house' we slept in our favorite pondok which we always hang out in.. its in the middle of the camp site! so its safe!

we were woken up by the malay prayers and then we had our morning exercises.. LOL! we had to dance a song that cikgu hanim made from a Korean song.. LOL! it was hilarious seeing the guys do it! it made them look so girlish! HAHA! we ate breakfast as usual. then we got ready to go to an island which had rafflesia! and trust me! that place was where I got the LEECHES! =D cut the details.. I lead the team up with Fadriz (remember my pair? LOL!) he is annoying.. keep asking me to be faster! Ish! and he kept saying that I will soon have PACAT because I laughed at him when he got a PACAT! and true to him there was 2 on me! dumb ass! LOL! the rafflesias' there were either dead or not opened yet! so we left the island sort of disappointed! LOL!

I sat on a 'special boat' to the JETI AWAM to get some foods with teachers.. and when I got off the boat I felt a pain on my shoulder and felt there was a slimy thing! I screamed my lungs out! and one girl IDA came and pulled it out for me and threw it on a log and PAK WE sliced the PACAT into 2! yuck! it still gives me the chills! my teacher said she almost went deaf because of me! LOL! it hurt ok?!?! haha..

so we got some food and went back to the camp.. it was time for our group gatherings.. we had to create a flag and motto and more to symbolize our group or team! my teams name was Pantheratigris which was suppose to be a tiger. I gave the idea for the flag and it was an odd flag compared to the rest! hehe~ oh.. my team mates were Sheikh (the leader), Nazmi (the talkative guy), Akhmal (the bully =D), Iman (the music provider), Sasy (the quite one), afiqah (the idea giver) and ME (the blurr idiot! LOL!) so the gathering was sort of fun.. it made us more closer.. I was closer to the guys side.. not sure why.. maybe I talk a lot.. and crap too much that the girls just dun get it so ya! I was close to all of them! I miss Akhmal, Sheikh, Nazmi, and Afiqah.. Not sure why? LOL!

then we had tea and time for KAYAKING! I can't wait! the stupid teacher just have to whine and whine about how to kayak! gosh.. it's like we're kids! geez! so we had to go in pairs! (which means a guy and a girl..) wanted to go with him but what ever la.. I went with MUNIS instead! LOL! that MUNIS I tell u ar! haha.. my arms damn pain thanks to him! ISH! I shouldn't have went with him! when I want to go forward he made a reverse so we practically didn't move! HAHA! but it was fun la KAYAKING with him! he said if there was a dragon alive in the water it would be more fun! HAHA! and I said if suddenly a crocodile came up and bite off his head I'd just stare and laugh! LOL! it was hilarious being with him! LOL! I miss la being with everyone! =) (feel like crying now.. =( ) after KAYAKING we still had time so we swam again! LOL! water therapy to release tension! floated on the water but this time it was damn ass dangerous.. so many KAYAKS around.. I almost died twice! HAHA! CHOW la.. didn't see me floating the used her paddle to whack me on the head! geez.. my therapy! LOL! it was fun though.. and it was my last time swimming some more! =)

so we got up the water as planned but we (YIP, CHOW and I) didn't take a shower yet.. we waited till the toilet was empty and while waiting we watched how the guys suffered bringing the kayaks up the slope to the store! HEHHEHHEH! then when they finished their hard work we chatted a bit with the guys and time for our COLD SHOWER again..!

we ate our dinner and *burp!*.. and it was my WORST NIGHTMARE which was the NIGHTWALK! I have been begging and begging the teachers to let me out of the nightwalk but I failed! I failed my puppy eyes! =( it was time for night walk.. I was the 2nd to be up the jungle! they left us there for more than 5 minutes alone! it was dark! no lights.. creepy! LOL! but there was a teacher that was there with me.. he didn't leave me coz he knows I was afraid.. but when I was there, there isn't a difference opening or closing your eyes because it was still dark.. so I prayed and listen to the surroundings.. I felt calmed.. I felt like JESUS was beside me telling me to stay cool and hear him. there was another I heard.. a girl screaming! the teachers rushed to her safety! good for her.. =) anyways.. we sat there which seems like forever and finally people came for my rescue! hehe~ oh ya! while sitting alone we had to write what we hear, and what we think of being in the jungle alone.. guess what I wrote? I wrote early birds singing (which has to be late birds but they sound like those early ones!), crickets, and a lorry? I wanted to write down the melody of God's creation but was scared that people would laugh at me so I cut that off.. anyways.. as long as I know what I heard I'm fine?

so we went to the hall and sat down.. we passed up our papers and it was time for us to be called up one by one to tell everyone what we have experienced from this nightwalk. a few didn't write anything so they got punished.. LOL.. some was punished to sing song, act crazy, find his/her true love and ya.. lot more..! when it was over, it was nearly 1.30am!?

bedtime! PS: we slept in the pondok again! how cooling~


 

DAY (4)

we woke up late today.. slept comfortably!

we had our morning exercises as usual and breakfast. then it was time for jungle trekking! this jungle trekking ain't any normal or ordinary jungle trekking. it was a jungle trekking where we weren't guarded. we had to cross the river with our life jacket and a rope which led us to the other side of the river! we have to climb up and down the jungle and reach our camp site.. and it took us around an hour plus! OH! I forgot.. there was tasks.. there was questions to be answered! so many more.. my team was the third to set off! and through out the journey it was very fun! so many leeches but what the hell? we sort of cut the 2nd team but lost to the first team which 'he' was in! so my team got the 2nd! yay~ it was a nice experience! we helped each other and yelled at each other a lot! LOL ok.. it was me that did the yelling! gosh~

we reached our camp site exhausted! my thighs were swollen! LOL! it hurt so much! I hated the slopes! ish~ we rested for a while for the next teams to arrive and later it was time for us to learn how to cook in bamboo sticks from the orang asli~ they were pro I tell u! LOL we chucked the food and ingredients into the bamboo stick and waited for the dish to be served! it was nice! except for the rice! it was harden! thanks to the guys! ish~ but the chicken was yummy! seriously! I cant believe we made such delicious food in such a short time! we ate our hearts out!

then it was time for us to talk about our performance that will be held at night. our team has to act about the wild and sing a team song. we were tired and I actually slept! haha.. thanks to Sheikh who slept first so ya I followed! LOL! my team was lazy! when I woke up I saw the rest of the teams was practicing and performing. gosh! our performance was a very last minute thinking! we didn't put much effort on it but it came out funny! thanks to me dying too early! haha! it was nice.. (not telling you the results but it was nice).. oh ya.. we had a slide show too! it was pictures that cikgu hanim took throughout the whole trip! it was nice.. got more than 5 pictures of me in it! I was hideous! LOL! I wanted to cry.. I saw a few humans sobbing.. it was so saddening. time for us to leave the next morning! so sad~~~~~~~

bedtime again! Yip slept early.. but Chow and I joined the guys in the hall to play cards! LOL! it was funny really! a few guys slept in the hall! and a guy was the victim! the guys jumped on the sleeping guy and drew his face, placed toothpaste on his eyelid! and many more~ it was hilarious! we slept at 2.30am and HAD to wake up at 6am!


 

DAY (5)

woke up tired thanks to the card game! LOL!

blame it on the cards! =D

we have our last meeting in the hall.. the penghulu and penguluwati had to make a speech about their experience in this camp. it was nice to see everyone listening so attentively! I guess it was because its our last day. then it was time for the teachers to share their thoughts. Pak We went up. I thought *oh no.. he might make this sad atmosphere into a circus* but he didn't! he cried too! I wanted to cry when I saw him teared! Pak We actually cried? he said he was touched to see everyone being so helpful during this camp, he said he will miss us so much. I cant believe he cried.. the Pak We that always joked around and made stupid statements actually cried! I see people started to wipe their tears, sobbing.. it was a very sad atmosphere! I hated that part! it made me dull. I wished the camp would be extended! I wished there was a storm so that we couldn't go back but we still have to leave each other. before we left.. Abg Zul gave us a piece of paper and asked us for our comments on this camp. u know what I said? I said that I wish no one smoked because its bad for health! and pull down those cloth that is hanging or covering the girls 'long house!' because it made the long house hot and I want it aired! LOL! some idiots said that they wished there wouldn't be any leeches around and I was like how to!??! GOSH! so we packed our bags and our last program was to clean up the entire camp site together! after that we had camwhore time! we took and snapped so many pictures together! how sad the pictures aren't with me! =/ but I'll get them soon don't worry.. we got our certificates and departed to JETI AWAM. we bought foods and chucked our luggage's into the bus and BYE we have to say to each other.. so sad!

off we went.. this time we weren't passing by KL that side.. we going a full 360 degrees turn.. we went up to Kelantan and Kedah then Terengganu that area..

we were singing in the bus and stopped here and there for toilets and prayers. while the Malays went for their prayers, we in the bus were chaos I tell u! they were so evil.. snapping my pictures! especially Pak We and Julius! ish.. I felt like paparazzi were chasing me! haha~ that Julius was like a pro! damn ass fast then he caught so many of my pictures! and ar.. they keep saying me and Gajen. what the hell! we are just FRIENDS.. haha! evil humans!

anyways.. we went back to PUSAT KOKO and my parents picked me up and we said ciao! sobs much! how sad.. went home and took a bath.. got loads of sms-es from friends.. =) hehe~


 

sweet memories~

I will never forget each and everyone of u!

xoxo

Hannah

PS: sorry for taking such a long time to type this out! it is LONG! hehe~

Sunday, March 22, 2009

what a day..

I miss camp so so much! geez.. anyways I want to say one thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISSON!

yay! she's old! bwahahahaha~ I'm younger! hehehe~

went jogging with Andrew and Desmond just now..

ya.. our so called jogging was them being X-rated!

and holding HP's like its their lives! LOL anyways.. I MISS CAMP! and the hotties there! muah to ya'll!

xoxo. hannah

Thursday, March 19, 2009

translate of SPANISH??

Mi amor por tí es grande como las montañas. Mi deseo es estar contigo. Tú es mi amor, mi corazón, mi alma. Tú es el sol de mi vida. Tú es la mas talentosa. Tús pelos son suavectios como algodón. Quiero que me ames. Tú es muy guapa. Te amo como me ames a mi. Estoy loco por tí, (name).


 

means..


 

My love for you is as great as a montain. My wish is for you and I to be together. You are my love, my heart, my soul. Tu estás el sol de mi vida. Tu es el más talentoso. Your hair is as soft as cotton. I want you to love me. You are very handsome. I love you as much as you love me. I am crazy for you, (name).


 

PS: i want to tell u this but then my mouth is sealed.. haha! anyways.. I'll update bout my camp! damn nice!! hehe..

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

OMG!

what a shocking news!!

Arthur isn't going for the camp because he has medical problem!??! OH NO!.. =(

so sad.. *boohoo*

now my worries are.. who is going to take his place? and it's the last last LAST minute already?!?! where got time!?!? aihs..

anyways.. DUN care.. I have YIP.. she'll be there WITH me.. lets hope. LOL

and another shocking news!!

CHOIR rocks!! haha.. first it was so boring to learn and sing the same song everyday.. but now! its so interesting! we added moves.. =D

and another news is that ST.JOHN competition would be held in SABS this Saturday.. how sad I cant make it guys.. I got camp! =)


 

PS: R! I dun wana eat with u already la during lunch time! LOL.. damn the guys that keep disturbing u.. =( sob~


 

LOVE, Hannah..