Dear you,
I apologize, sincerely.
For ignoring, avoiding..
Evading.. everything.
I know it hurts,
hurts deep inside your chest.
You may not believe,
that I, too, hurt.
To know that you hurt,
to see the positive energy fading,
as you try to hide it..
Just like a magnet,
I perceive our relationship to be.
We once have the attraction,
so strong,
that no force can pull apart.
But, like a magnet,
it, too, repels.
It maybe my fault,
I’ve turned my side.
& as you make your way closer,
I’m being pushed further away.
I’m truly sorry,
to have flipped 180 degrees.
It may seem fast,
almost like an instant,
in a blink of an eye, some may say.
Forgive me,
when you’ve found the heart to.
Forgive me,
even after the pain, will you?
Forgive me,
I can only pray.
What we have, once had,
can’t be compared.
Others find their solution in
distance
new love
or time.
Distance,
we have not.
New love,
I will not. (not now)
Time,
is all we’ve got.
In time,
be patient.
Don’t push any further,
for I fear I’ll run..
Run away,
to a place where chance depletes.
In time,
let not your focus
be on me.
Turn away,
as I turn from my ways.
Don’t continue on..
this love for me.
For the me you love,
is the me I don’t want.
Magnet,
let me stay put.
In time,
I may turn or flip.
However,
I’m no god.
The future,
I cannot see.
Don’t take it as a guarantee,
for man can never guarantee.
Find the heart,
why don’t you.
A heart rid of me,
rid me, I beg of you.
A heart renewed,
refocused
and ultimately, revived.
I pray
peace, love,
joy and faithfulness
be filled, in you.
That in time,
He heals
& He reveals,
to those that break
and are lost.
Forgive me,
why don’t you?
Forget the hurt,
can you?
Let go of me,
please do.
Love, (once)
Hannah L.
