change for the better!!

song effect: when u believe ( mariah and whitney)

haha~
last friday (20/6) was a hell day (well, thats what i thought at first)
it was the one and only day that geeks love and non-geeks hate!
which is REPORT CARD day and PARENTS will be coming to take it..
so like many other people, i personally hate that day a lot!
and i flaunt my sejarah! u expect me not to be shaking i shud say u might be crazy!
i can say most of my friends are way way better than me!
all A's.. shooting for straight A's.. reaching out to them!
argh~
i'm so different than them.. but i guess they love me just the way i am..
=)
ok.. back to the topic..
my parents came and i walk them to my class and my dad told me that if i did badly he'll make sure my life would be under his control till end of PMR~
i was so worried and i felt so sorry by killing his mood, really..
he did scold me when he got my report card but not in front of everybody..
he scolded me in the car on the way home..
but u know wat?
i cried and said i was sorry that i was stupid for not trying harder..
and i apologize.
but he forgave me and say he believes in me and said i could do better..
and by that sentence he said, i totally made the decision that i wana be a better person!
fuyoh huh?
but true!
i dun want people looking down at me..
=P
not like many others.. they actually do!
F*CK them, man..
one of them just love to call me stupid..
n i seriously think she's not kidding..
cos she says it quite often..
.......
ok what ever..
even if she keeps saying i'm stupid i dun mind cos i'm stupid right?
i admit!
hehe^^
but i'll change..
just wait and see!!!
ok??
hugs n loves~

mY aChievEmeNts...

*bluek*
if u think i'm sayin bout my school achievements.. then u are a 100% wrong!!!
i mean my fly fm's achievements..
=P
i just got the tickets today!
n guess wat??
i cant go for the dinner!!
aihs..
Patrick Dempsey is in M'sia!
n he'll be in the dinner tonight..
and the tickets is worth more than hundreds!!
n i can't go!!!
argh...
i'm so sad n unhappy bout the whole thing!!
argh..
dun care la..
nyways..
i still have the movie tickets..
and my dad say i can go!!
yipee..
that means i could skip school, SHOP and watch THE MOVIE!!!
i mean even before its showing in the CINEMAS!!
hahahaha
muahahahahah~
cool huh??
wat a cool daddy i have..
=P
but it is if he doesn't finds out my results..
eeeekkkk~
never mind..
dun care much nyways..
hmmmm~
if u dun believe i won them..
HALO..
here's the photos..
=P
its al mine mine mine MINE and MINE only!!
muahaha..
unless u r the lucky one i choose to come along..
hehe^^


























































believe now..
???
hehe..
ok la..
i gtg..
XOXO

got TAGGED by my own sis?!? lmao

Part 1 : On the Outside
Name: Hannah Leong Wai San (like duh..)
Date of Birth: 29th of JULY!! (i'm a JULY BABE!!)
Current Status: =X i ain't gonna tell!! why'd u wana know nyways... u interested?? =.="
Hair Colour: thin black brownish..its all NATURAL!!
Righty or Lefty: i can't be a lefty can i?? i'm a RIGHTY of coz!!!
Zodiac Sign: LEO!! a leo pride bitch!! haha..

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese and i have a bit of thai mixture... SAWATDEE KA people!!
Your Fear: HOTNESS!! that's why i hate myself!!! haha~

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : 'where's my comb?!?!'
Bedtime: hmmmm~ i'm not sure... i sleep when i feel sleepy..
Your most missed memory: when my dearest nanny is still here and serene.. and more n more to come!!!

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: i hate gassy drinks.. no answer...
Single or Group Dates: i love single.. but group dates are cool too..
Lipton Tea or Nestea: i dun drink much teas.. dun ask.. haha
Adidas or Nike: i prefer hush puppies.. haha..~

Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: if i do.. u might be seeing me in hell!
Drink : i hate alcohol! remember that.. i'm a GOOD GIRL
Curse: when u piss me off! like duhhhhh! u'll be hearing lots and lots of them.. excuse me..

Part 6: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : nope.. like i said.. i'm a GOOD GIRL!!
Changed who you were to fit in: all the time.. but i'll change back to where i belong.. haha...

Part 7: Age
You're hoping to be married : i dun plan to get married yet.. love the single life!!

Part 8: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: hmmmm~ duno dun care... and dun plan to! just hope its not light blue or red.. haha.. it freaks the HELL out of me..
Hair colour: i think natural wud be better.. but its up to him.. its not my body.. i'd rather love his heart than his looks!
Short or long hair: like i said.. i dun care.. =P

Part 9: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: drinking water and watchin KIMORA LIFE IN THE FAB LANE..
1 hour ago: lying on the couch reading GALAXY..
1 month ago: hmmmm~ EXAMS and STUDYING!!

Part 10: Finish The Sentences
I love: who i love and what i love.. and i'll love them with all my heart! and i LOVE ME!!
I miss: my nanny and serene and sascha.. meng wai.. chern ning.. wei juin.. hui sen... uncle john.. aunty betty.. and more..
I need : a super cool and clever brain!!!

Part 11:
Five person you would like to tag:

1. Jerome
2. Yan Wen
3. Alisson
4. Melissa
5. Mathilda
   

List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday: (in random order)

• i want a house full of strawberries!!!
• i wish to have a million DOLLARS in my bank every day!! =.="
  
• i would like to have a lovable boyfriend to hug every single day.. and to love him forever!!!
• i want to be happy all my life.. it even means when i die.. hahaha~
• i wish my family and friends to be happy in life and live healthy!!

i guess that's all!
xoxo..
you know you love me!
GOSSIP BITCH!!
-.-'

eXam resulTs!!!!

oh no no no!!!
how can i kill my results!?
especially my science and sejarah!!
*sighSSS*
i dun mind flaunting sejarah since i dislike this country (or shud i mean most of the PEOPLE in it) very very much, and why de hell shud they force us to know sejarah nyways?!?!?!
its not helping my future!!!
it just makes it worst!
wat a BITCH those PEOPLE are!!!
*sighs* to them!!! straight to their face, just FYI
i can't believe i didn't score science!!!
i really like science..
but i didn't score!!
same to my English!!!
i only got 76%
wat the BLOODY hell?!?!?!
argh!!
who cursed me!!!?????
that evil ASS-HOLE!!!
*sighs*
now my hopes are all on MATHS!!
my favorite!!
i meant one of MY favorites!!
hahaha..
hmmmmm~
oh ya..
u know what????
this studying totally sucks!
i mean not all..
i have a friend that wish to be a chef like since she was young..
but she has to survive those stupid subjects that doesn't even have a thing to do with a CHEF STREAM!!
what the????
i feel pity for her..
her cooking really taste good u know???
*sobs*
but at least she has an ambition..
unlike YOURS TRULY!!!
aihs..
i feel very ashame when everyone asks me whats my ambition and all i can say is "i don't know".
triple SOBS!!!
but never mind..
i am sure that GOD WILL MAKE A WAY!!
hahaha~
i have to be a HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL like i was last time!!!
i hate being THE ME NOW!!
ish***
ok..
i should get going now..
toodles people..

xoxo..
u know u love me!
dun deny it..
haha~