Dear God,
I am emotionally drained, physically losing my health and mentally dead.
I am pushing through many currents that are forcing me to stumble and I am relying on you Lord for strength.
I want to thank you God for your everlasting love for me and your provision. Without you, I wouldn’t have food and water to sustain me physically, love from my family and friends to sustain me emotionally and lastly knowledge to sustain me mentally.
I thank you God for blessing me with such warm hearted and loving parents that not only wants the best out of me but helps me along the way to achieve what I dream of achieving. I thank you God for my down to earth and loaded-with-daddy-jokes father. Not only has he shown his love for me by disciplining me and molding me with each mistakes I’ve made, he also makes the effort to make me laugh despite of the very different levels of humor the both of us have acquired. I thank you God also for my mother. The sufferings she had to go through by just bringing me into this world can be said to be emotionally, physically and mentally draining, and I thank you for granting her the endurance, Lord. I thank you God that she is loving, patient and kind. I thank you God for she not only guides me to a more wholesome future, she too humbly reminds me of what I was in the past.
All this I want to thank you God. I know no matter how tired I get, I have so many others to help me get along each day with a sigh of relief and a smile on my face before I end the night with a shut eye. Thank you God.
Amen.
The image above is a poem I’ve written to my mother on her birthday.
I can’t remember which year I’ve written it but I did write it as I recognize my handwriting. :)
I couldn’t even remember me writing such a poem until my mother sent it to me. I guess when I was younger, my creativity was sky high. But now I can’t even find the time to make a simple card. :( *sigh*
Well, I guess this is the stage where everyone will have to go through = growing up!
On Sunday, I was very blessed to witness such a beautiful miracle. Lala and Lele welcomed their daughter – Natalie into this world! And I get to see her after she was a few days old. I was so excited. And it’s such a pretty scene! :’)
This is Pastor Alan holding Natalie. :) so tiny!!
These are the polaroid films that are kept as a memory.
And this is US :) haha~ *happiness!!*
Well, to baby Natalie. I’ve been at your stage about 18 years and 8 months ago! and after this period of time, here I am! getting drained and stressed! But life indeed is a beautiful gift from God. And you, meimei, are very blessed. :) Love, your 姐姐 Hannah.
Love, Hannah
