fashion-ista? n ONE LIFE!

*wondering*
am i a fashionista!?
NO! like of course NOT! wat the..
how could i BE one of those...?
i don't even wear much of skirts and dresses.....
lame huh?!
yaya..
i totally agree..
i mean.. i watch those models.. so SEXY so HOT!
compared to me i'm a piece of shit?!
but i love the way i am..
just hate my thighs that's all..
=P
but today i saw a website.. n it says that for a person like me..
i shud wear feminine dresses and short skirts or pants(to show my LONG legs)
swt?!
i do wear shorts..
but it won't be that short..
just long enough to cover most of my BIG thighs..
hehehehehe^^

ok.. now to the ONE LIFE topic..
its a very nice exhibit.. really..
its about young kid's life affected by HIV and AIDS..
so sad.. very touching...
sobs..
seriously..
there are 3 stories bout 3 different kids..
there is JOHN, S-MOM, and JOHTI...
i didnt went in for the John one..
so i could only tell u 2 stories..
sorry..

S-MOM..
she is a girl from cambodia..
she is the youngest girl among her 7 siblings..
her father adore her..
but he passed away n then her mum remaried and left with her sons..
but left S-MOM with her grand mum..
then, her grand mum got sick n died..
later, an UNCLE of hers said he knows where her mum is n wants to bring her there...
but then he sold her to the prostitution centre n she was forced to have sex..
but she's only 10 and she refuses..
so the owner of the centre whacks her every day n won't give her food..
finally she gave up and had sex..
(pity)
but the men doesn't wear condoms so she got sick..
she thought she has HIV but she was afraid her boss would kick her so she didn't utter a sound..
then one day she couldn't take it any longer and decided to run away..
she hid in a rubbish bin so that her boss couldn't find her..
the next day she went to the hospital and checked whether she had HIV n the nurse said she got HIV+ ....
she was lost.. no where to go and don't know wat to do.. so she went back to her 'kampung' and found her mum..
but her mum shoo-ed her away cos she was affecting her mum's business cos nobody wants to buy from her mum anymore since they found out she has HIV+!
and she ended up in the hospital, and well taken cared of..

NOW.. another story bout JOHTI..
she lives in INDIA..
her parents died and she had to live with her uncle..
but her uncle has many debts so they were poor..
JOHTI has a younger brother and a younger sister..
she has to take care of them by picking up rubbish that could be recycled..
and when she gets home.. her uncle will always scold her for being a burden to him..
then one day she went to the clinic to check if she has HIV cos her two younger ones has HIV..
but fortunate for her.. she's free from HIV and she's now happily living under the care of many volunteers..

nice stories huh?
i 'm sorry.. i cut short most of them..
u MUST see them for urself..
check out this website.. (www.worldvision.com.my)
ok?

ciao~