… When chaos or conflict breaks through, people often doubt easily because it is a natural instinct for survival…
[Mistrust, misunderstandings..]
That’s part of my 3rd imperfect paragraph for my essay. Took me THIS long to figure that out huh? Even when I’m going through a similar situation as my essay continues on. Heck, I believe everyone is going through a slightly similar situation. It’s the way of life.
He throws me this obstacle, believing that I might in fact be able to go around it myself, and even if I can’t, He will still provide a way out.. it is believed to be that way.
& yet, half way through my essay, I found tears. It has been quite a long time since I had them. I wanted them to comfort me before, I needed them to comfort me and help me pull myself through, but they didn’t budge. & at the time when I’m least expecting them, they just burst through. great! my essay is a mess. my life is a mess. everything I touch will turn into a mess.
then the song goes:
I will trust in you
I will trust in you.. with all my heart
.. You are my hope, my everything..
seems easy to sing, seems easy to believe when I read it, but when tested, I fail.
停止，硬着心，往上看。
Love, Hannah
