Thanks to Hazel, I'm almost hooked to this song.
Lately I'm confused
Confused to how you've such a hold,
Hold on me.
The heart drawn
The mind trying to run
But the heart became a burden.
If only life can do without emotions
Such confusion would cease to exist.
I remember - the promise.
My oath to many, I have not forgotten.
Not that such oath bounds me,
Only knowing the worst outcome
scares me.
To have but to lose,
I shall not want.
If it means anything,
Leave me be.
But if to play,
Then play, break and walk away.
If that makes you happy,
A number on a list,
I'll contribute.
But once broken,
Never be mended.
Not by the same hands that crush and ruin.
Warning it may be,
To me.
It's fun to be in the moment,
To laugh,
To be amused,
To have the attention.
But I shed - a tear,
Now.
For I know
Such can only be temporary.
Love,
Hannah L.
Love and keep loving.