*yawn*

What a sleepy day today (Friday – 25/2)

Does the pictures make you yawn?

I’ve got sufficient rest, why do I still yawn? Hmm~

Today is my favorite day of the week, FRIDAY!

you want to know why?

Because out of 6 periods in school I’ve got only 2 today! wee~

I get to go back HOME during recess! HAHA!

So, Aunty Lai Ching, Xavier (10) and Christine (13) arrived my place yesterday EARLY IN THE MORNING when I was asleep! HAHA!

Xavier is SO CUTE and small! Man, he reminds me of Ben (my brother) when he was younger. Innocent and bubbly. Now all I can remember him as is TALL, handsome and very grumpy boy. Not innocent anymore and very naughty! Sigh. Kids, they grow up way too fast! like me I assume!

I held a baby on Wednesday evening during dance practice at church. She is my church’s Pastor’s baby. Pastor Sandy. She is such an angel. Lovely sweet child! She is only 6 months old! My Heavens! When I held her in my arms, I felt the warmth and excitement of a lovely little baby and thought to myself, did mummy ever felt that way with me when she held me?

I can’t believe I was so tiny and NOW I somehow just BOOMED into this size! Haha..

He (God) is just wonderful! Miracle is all I can say and the only word that can describe such a beautiful phenomena!

Where was I heading again? Hmm~ Oh yeah! ME!

I think I’m changing into a whole different person! Crap. Not sure if I could consider that a s a good news or a bad one instead! How you ask? I think I’m getting fatter physically and mentally! I’m so lazy now! Or maybe I was before but didn’t notice? Hmm~

I used to crave for sports but now I just keep making up excuse to not go! And yesterday when I went for PE, I practically died! LOL. Everybody were doing great but I was just OKAY and that’s SO not OKAY for me! I must get fitter! THANK GOD I DON’T HAVE A WEIGHING SCALE HERE! IF NOT, I MIGHT HAVE FAINTED AND DIED FROM THE SHOCK OF MY WEIGHT!

The weather here seriously makes me LAZY and just too tired for doing anything else but watch TV and sleep! LOL. No NO! I cant think that!

What I must do is to STAND UP and tell myself I must balance up health and studies and Him! CRAP.

Can’t really do that. Geez~

Whatever! I just gotta do what I can and improve!

I think that works! and eat less too! That would just have to be it. Can’t push my limits!

Its now 4.27pm here in Melbourne while in Malaysia its 1.27pm. Miss my time being in Malaysia (oh no, going to be emo again!). Miss the suppers! MAN! when I get back PLEASE PLEASE bring me to all the super supper places! HAHA!

I’m in the State’s Library now.. Whoops.. It should be Victoria’s States Library (Aaron). Want to know how it looks like?

Usually people like to lie down on the grass outside. It’s not that there’s no space in the library, it’s just that it’s nice to sunbathe and picnic there. nice grass!

Looks huge? BECAUSE IT IS! Now let’s see how it looks like inside!

This is the DOME! it’s beautiful! whenever I’m in there I couldn’t concentrate because it’s so BEAUTIFUL!

So, that’s where I’m at currently. Beautiful place. Free WiFi!

Oh, I’ve got an announcement!

My facebook has got problems! My bF thinks its Bug problem. I can’t log in because someone changed my PW! lol. I’m still breathing. And I KNOW I can live without it so DON’T pity me. I’m fine. Just informing so that if anything happens or something is posted at your wall by my profile you’ll just know its not me. I’m not joking kay?

so I guess that’s it!

Love, Hannah

PS: I really do miss all of you.

PPS: Nobody is perfect. They’re just perfect the way they are.