*sobs*
tears are rolling!
why!?
why is it so hard to live a simple life?
a very simple one that i wun suffer?
but it seems to be so hard!~
i dunno why..
never one second i feel happy bout my life~!
that's true...
no matter if its my birthday or my crush smiled at me or wat..
i will still be unpleased with my own life!!!
u wana know why?!
its because of me!
wat is wrong with me!?
one second i can be real close with my friends and the other i will be betrayed!
and sometimes i don't even know what i did wrong!
my parents...
sigh...
dun even need to say!
they are always unplease with me!
my results aren't what they expected!
my attitude?!?!?!?!
my behavior?!??!?!
i just don't know what to do to fix all of this!
i always turn to God..
but i always hear (silence)...
is that the answer to all my questions OH LORD?!?!
i just don't get why i'm such a BIG BABY!!
every single tension or pressure..
the tears will start rolling!
somtimes i don't even know why i will cry!!!
LIFE for me..
is just a blank piece of paper being wasted..
is just a tunnel, always in the dark and always lonely!
is just a cup of coffee lost without sugar...!
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i wana know why is my life so suffering while others enjoy theirs!?!??!
sigh~
and at the end of the day..
my questions will still remain by just being questions and not answered!!!
=(
About Me
- Hannah Banana
- Hello. The name is Hannah (or Banana). There really isn't much, really, as to what I can say about myself. Everything about me is here in my blog. From when I first hit puberty to when I am still trying to figure out how to go about mini-challenges to every day living! Love, Hannah PS: happy reading!
