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hmmm~ i just read my sis's blog, hazel.. she said she feels guilty for what she has done to me..? aihs.. hey jie, if u're readin this dun be! probably as a sister i
shouldn't be so annoying at times.. i know it slipped from your mouth cos i'm annoying huh? wat to do? this is me.. haha! i guess everyone does feel guilty.. i do too! i feel guilty in everything i do.. sometimes i feel guilty too for makin every1 disappointed in me... i know i'm always in trouble.. n makin dad n mum worried or angry.. i know i'm very notty! n always cant be a child like they want.. i also know that i'm not as clever as they want me 2... but i'm trying my BEST.. but i just cant help myself from closing my eyes once i opened the book! its so annoying opening a book full of words!!! i feel guilty at times that i'm born in this world too! i hope n wish that i could really survive my life till i'm ready to die.. i dun wana die committing suicide... i know its a big sin doing that... so i'm controlling.. who knows if one day a miracle come?? haha.. all i want in life is just happiness, love and care!!! i dun want money! i dun want fashion! i dun want everything else except happiness love and care!!! some times i dun feel that way... even if i'm around people but my heart feels like i'm sitting in the darkness waiting for someone to reach out to me!!!but in life we cant expect too much.. it'll hurt us if we get disappointed at the end...
so we can only do our best in wat we do and strike! (strike for wat??) lolx... wateva la... strike for anythin oso can i guess.. haha lmao!
so i wish everyone
HAPPINESS LOVE n CARE!!!
PS: love one another to feel love... make someone happy to make urself happy... okay? hugz and kisses! love -lOvE straWbeRrIes..-
